Volume 1: Text_Chapter 312 My heart hurts so much

Xia Xiaoyou subconsciously reached out to touch his stomach, there, it was flat and flat, except for a faint feeling of falling pain, there was no sense.

She pursed her lips tightly and didn't speak, and her heart sank straight to the ground, so cold, so unbearable.

No wonder, these days she has been nauseous from time to time; No wonder, she's been lethargic and listless these days.

It turned out that she was really pregnant, and she really wanted to be a mother. However, this child, because of her negligence, failed to keep it after all.

Her child, who had only existed in her body for more than a month, had not yet come to this colorful and gorgeous world to take a look, and in such an unexpected and sad way, she had said goodbye to her mother forever.

Sure enough, she is the most careless and irresponsible mother.

The baby has quietly begun to sprout and grow in her belly, and she doesn't know anything. I thought about going to the hospital for a check-up, but I never took it to heart, and I put it off again and again.

If she had known earlier, she would not have been so careless and bumpy around; If she had known earlier, she wouldn't have run to her mother's house with Jing He tonight.

So, is it that all this later things will not happen......

Xia Xiaoyou clenched her fingers and thought silently, the indelible pain and guilt in her heart became stronger and stronger, deeper and deeper, almost suffocating her.

The little nurse routinely helped Xia Xiaoyou measure her body temperature and blood pressure, and when she saw that her expression was wrong, she didn't dare to say anything more, and dutifully explained a few postoperative precautions, and was ready to quit.

When she was about to walk to the door, Xia Xiaoyou came back to her senses from her painful and tangled thoughts, and stopped her: "Wait a minute." ”

The little nurse stopped, walked back to the bedside, and said enthusiastically, "Miss Xia, if there is anything I need to do, just say it." ”

With her help, Xia Xiaoyou sat up with her weak body, bit her lip and asked, "No one else knows about my miscarriage, right?" ”

"Nope." The little nurse shook her head honestly.

"Oh." Xia Xiaoyou exhaled imperceptibly, and told her in a low and serious voice: "Then don't tell anyone, including Mu Lingkai." ”

"Do you mean Mr. Mu?" The little nurse was slightly stunned, and then said in a heartless manner: "Yes, he doesn't know either." I was sent to the hospital with you at night, and there was a pregnant woman who had a difficult birth and hemorrhage, which was really scary, and I heard that she almost died. Mr. Mu should still be in the obstetrics and gynecology department on the nineteenth floor at this time, but he specially explained to us that we should take good care of you. The stitches on your head, including medicine, were personally handled by Dr. Yu, who has the best surgical skills in our surgery, and Mr. Mu appointed him to stitch up your wound. ”

Hehe, I guessed a long time ago, he should be there at Jinghe at this time.

However, although he had already guessed that Mu Lingkai was guarding and taking care of Jinghe inch by inch. At this moment, listening to the little nurse "crackling" from her mouth, she said bluntly, why is her heart still so painful? So sour and sad?

Xia Xiaoyou rubbed his eyes bitterly, hiding the pain spreading in his heart, and solemnly emphasized again: "Then you must not tell him." I don't want anyone to know about my miscarriage, and I hope your hospital can help me maintain this privacy. ”

"Miss Xia, don't worry, our hospital has done a very good job of confidentiality, and we will never leak the patient's privacy at will." The little nurse smiled at her with a determined and proud smile, nodded again and again, and said, "We respect the wishes of every patient, and since there are some things you don't want others to know, then we will definitely not say it." ”

"Well, that's good." Xia Xiaoyou gently pursed her dry and pale lips, and said softly, "Thank you." "Jiuhe Library

"You're welcome. What's the matter, you ring the call bell at the bedside, and our nurse station is right outside the door. The little nurse smiled sweetly and walked out gently with the tray.

Xia Xiaoyou sat alone at the head of the bed, stunned for a while.

The luxurious wards in the hospital are gorgeous and quiet, with all the facilities available, just like a comfortably furnished hotel room

Thinking of what the little nurse said just now, ho, that is to say, Mu Lingkai still did his best for her injury this time.

I found the best doctor for her, asked for the best single room, and explained to the hospital to use the best treatment drugs for her.

However, all these external factors add up to nothing more important than the fact that he can be by her side intimately and considerately at this moment.

Xia Xiaoyou closed his eyes weakly, and recalled the scene before he was injured.

At that time, he could only choose to save the next person, he should have relied on his first instinct, and rushed over to protect Jinghe firmly, and ruthlessly left her behind......

Even now, she had a head injury and a tragic miscarriage, and he was not by her side.

That's the two of them! The crystallization of their shared love.

could have grown up healthy in her belly, but just like that, it was gone.

It's like a piece of bloody flesh has been peeled off from her body, and when I think about it, my heart hurts beyond words.

A woman's most vulnerable and helpless moments are nothing more than that.

How she longed to open her eyes and see Mu Lingkai sitting in front of her bed, even if she didn't say anything, just shook her hand comfortingly.

However, her husband, the man who had said that he would always love her and always be good to her, never appeared.

Yes, he is accompanying another woman to give birth, and he is anxious about Jinghe.

I guess I forgot about her a long time ago......

Thinking of this, Xia Xiaoyou's heart was stabbing again, and it seemed that even his breathing was in pain.

Although it was the scorching summer, she had turned off the air conditioner just now, but her body still couldn't stop shivering, as if she was sitting alone in the cold winter season.

Inadvertently, he turned his eyes and saw that the glucose and saline in the hanging bottle were about to run out, so Xia Xiaoyou rang the call bell and called the nurse.

When the nurse removed the needle, she lay down and fell asleep again.

It doesn't matter if it's a hot day or not? She covered herself from head to toe with the quilt, covering her whole body tightly, like a snail that has been curled up in her shell to heal alone.