In all kinds of lingering heavy thoughts, gradually, Xia Xiaoyou fell asleep.

That night, she had many headless and scattered dreams.

In every dream, there is Mu Lingkai. However, at the end of every dream, it was Mu Lingkai who resolutely shook her off and strode away.

She and Mu Lingkai finally separated......

When Xia Xiaoyou woke up again, it was already early morning the next day.

The summer sky was bright early, and the sun's golden light had already shone through the cracks in the curtains into the ward. At a glance, you can see that today is another hot day with scorching sun.

This time, next to her bed, there was really a tall and straight figure, and it was really Mu Lingkai.

Seeing Xia Xiaoyou move lightly and open her eyes, Mu Lingkai immediately leaned over and held her hand: "Xiaoyou, you finally woke up." ”

Hehe, I've woken up a long time ago. But you weren't here back then......

Xia Xiaoyou smiled silently bitterly in her heart, raised her eyes, and looked at Mu Lingkai fixedly.

Mu Lingkai, who had not seen him for a few days on a business trip, had obvious fatigue and worry on his handsome and striking face. The bright and bright black eyes like black jade were covered with a few shallow red threads, but they did not reduce his innate powerful aura in the slightest.

I guess he didn't sleep much last night. In order to, Jinghe ......

Xia Xiaoyou seemed to have been ruthlessly opened to the bloody wound again, and that small heart suddenly hurt terribly, and her eyes were red.

Mu Lingkai saw that she hadn't spoken, her pale and bloodless little face was covered with grievances and sadness that she couldn't hide, and she looked like she was about to cry.

His heart suddenly tightened, one hand held her soft and cold little hand more cherishedly, and the other hand stroked the gauze on her head with pity, and the dark and deep eyes surged with deep guilt and self-blame: "Xiaoyou, I'm sorry......"

At this moment, Xia Xiaoyou didn't want to say a word, turned her face away slightly, turned her head to the wall and stopped looking at him.

Mu Lingkai simply sat on her bed, with a hoarse voice, and explained to her in a low and difficult voice: "At that time, Jinghe was closer to me, and she was a pregnant woman, so I didn't think much about it, and pulled her ...... easily."

"Is it really just because she's closer to you that you pulled her by the way?" Xia Xiaoyou turned his head, a pair of water autumn pupils, like the clearest and purest lake under the autumn sky, looked at him quietly and profoundly: "Mu Lingkai, if last night, Sister Jinghe and I swapped the positions where we stood, can you be sure that the person you saved at that time would be me?" ”

Mu Lingkai subconsciously avoided her clear and compelling, and could almost see the sharp gaze in the depths of his heart, and he was speechless for a while, falling into a short silence.

Yes, if at that time, Xiao You and Jing He's positions were exactly opposite, would he still pull away the one closer to him without thinking?

To be honest, he himself couldn't tell.

He only knew that Jing He had been seriously ill and almost died, and now that he was pregnant, he definitely couldn't be injured.

And Xiaoyou, in his mind, has always been like a strong grass that grows tenaciously in the wind, strong and optimistic.

Even if she is really in a dangerous situation, her self-protection and self-rescue ability is definitely much stronger than Jinghe.

Therefore, he chose to pull Jinghe away at the first time.

Perhaps, it's just because Jinghe is more fragile, while Xia Xiaoyou is much stronger and braver.

However, he didn't know that the moment he pulled away Jinghe and gave up Xiao You, he had completely pushed her heart away from him......

Mu Lingkai paused for a while and didn't speak, but from his complicated expression that was tangled and depressed, Xia Xiaoyou had already understood everything.

Yes, what does not belong to her, she will never force.

She would never ask for the illusory mirage of the futility that others gave her......

Trying to calm down the ups and downs of the sour mood in his chest, Xia Xiaoyou seemed to have suddenly figured it out, and decided not to embarrass Mu Lingkai anymore, Yun said lightly: "How is Sister Jinghe?" Is the baby born? ”

"She gave birth to a daughter, just five o'clock in the morning." Mu Lingkai sighed inaudibly, cheered up and told her: "The child was born prematurely, and his physique is very poor, only four pounds and two taels, so he will observe in the incubator at this time." ”

"Oh." Xia Xiaoyou just responded lightly and didn't say anything.

If it was before, even before last night, she would have jumped for joy when she heard that Jinghe had given birth to a daughter.

She will ask questions enthusiastically, and she will also guess with interest whether the newborn girl looks like her mother or her father?

But now, she only felt a kind of disheartened exhaustion and burnout, and she didn't even want to ask a word.

Mu Lingkai felt that Xia Xiaoyou's state seemed to have returned to normal at this moment, and his mood was much calmer, so he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "What do you want to eat?" I'll have someone bring it to you? ”

Xia Xiaoyou thought for a while and said casually: "Millet porridge and steamed buns." ”

"How's that? You've just been injured and need to eat something nutritious to nourish your body. Mu Lingkai twisted his brows slightly dissatisfied, and couldn't help but say: "At least add an egg and a bowl of black fish soup, black fish soup is a long wound, you have to drink it." ”

Xia Xiaoyou ignored him, got out of bed to wash his face and brush his teeth, and thought to himself, whatever he wants.

Anyway, having someone bring a hearty breakfast over is just a trivial matter for Mu Lingkai. And now, no matter how good and considerate he is, he can't warm her already cold heart.

Mu Lingkai didn't move, just sat on the edge of the bed and casually made a phone call to go out.

It didn't take long for a polite waiter to bring Xia Xiaoyou's millet porridge and steamed buns, as well as a bowl of hot black fish soup, plus white water eggs and a plate of hors d'oeuvres.

There is a separate dining room and dining table in the luxurious ward, and after Xia Xiaoyou finished washing, he sat directly at the table and began to eat breakfast without saying a word.

Mu Lingkai sat down with her, and when he saw her eating so obediently and silently, he couldn't help but say teasingly: "You are a patient, do you want me to feed you?" ”

Xia Xiaoyou's fingers holding the spoon paused slightly, and said expressionlessly: "No, I'm not so squeamish." ”

Mu Lingkai leaned close to her ear and raised his eyebrows with a smile: "Do you only care about eating for yourself?" Your husband is still hungry and hasn't eaten breakfast. ”

Xia Xiaoyou had already picked up the steamed bun and took a bite, so he handed him the white egg that had not been touched and was still intact: "Then you can eat this, it's really not good, and the black fish soup will also be given to you to drink." ”