Chapter 231: Shame
Huang Tao opened his mouth and didn't say a word for a long time.
He instinctively wanted to oppose Tang Mingyao's point of view, but the moment he heard this hypothesis, he had the feeling of being enlightened, struck by lightning, or instantly awakened from the darkness.
After a long time, he hesitated and asked, "Is this ...... Is it possible? Why do I think it's so absurd? ”
Tang Mingyao said: "Many times, we can't recognize our own hearts, and even what we have been trying to do on the surface is completely opposite to our true intentions."
Huang Tao was silent for a moment and said, "I have to think about it." Growing up, I never objected to my dad, I'm not the kind of person you say. ”
"Don't worry, you can think slowly."
After chatting for a while, Huang Tao stood up and left in a little hurry.
Tang Mingyao sat in his position, not letting out too many emotions, but reviewing the chat process just now.
The previous guidance is a routine operation, with the experience of the last time, this time he is much more proficient, and there are no big mistakes in the middle.
There are only the last assumptions......
While there are reasoning based on logic, it is also a judgment based on intuition.
Huang Tao's situation originally had a similar possibility, that is, he was shrouded by his father's high requirements for a long time, often reprimanded, and lost confidence in himself over time, so during major exams, there will be state fluctuations.
This is actually a more probable possibility.
However, when Tang Mingyao asked, "Do you have the strength to get good grades in the exam", Huang Tao gave him a very firm answer: "Yes!"
This shows that Huang Tao has confidence in himself, not like the answer of a person who has lost confidence.
So this possibility is ruled out.
In the end, what appeared in front of Tang Mingyao was this seemingly absurd truth: a "good child" who was obedient on the surface and worked hard to meet his parents' requirements was using a particularly secret way to confront his parents without him even noticing.
If he hadn't done an in-depth discussion, he might not have discovered this problem in his lifetime.
Next, Tang Mingyao thought about what benefits this confrontation would have for Huang Tao.
Any living thing is good and avoids harm, and will protect itself out of biological instinct. Huang Tao has never truly expressed himself under the suppression of his father, and he gradually loses himself in this depression, which is psychologically equivalent to death.
His confrontation is harmful to the future of life, but it is good for finding himself, and his subconscious is saving itself.
For this situation, Tang Mingyao already had a preliminary solution in his mind through reading books and intuition.
It's a pity that Huang Tao can't quite accept his true side, so he has to wait for him to digest it for a while and calm down before he can continue to experiment.
Tang Mingyao believes that this time will not be too long.
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A few days later, Saturday.
The voluntary filling guidance activity organized by the school kicked off.
Tang Mingyao originally felt that it was a little early to hold this event now, because there were still nearly two months before the college entrance examination, but then it suddenly occurred to him that this year's college entrance examination is still the old model of filling in volunteers first and then going to the examination room, so it is not too early to calculate, and even a little nervous.
After all, after the guidance, students and parents should be left with some time to think.
Tang Mingyao prepared the speech in advance, and was ready to go on stage to give a speech according to the script when the time came, just deal with the errand.
Mr. Wang, the head teacher, also checked his speech in advance and helped him make some revisions - in fact, there was nothing to revise, a math teacher came to change his manuscript, which was a bit of a suspicion of self-determination - so when the manuscript was returned, he only changed the expression of a few sentences, and the subject-verb-object was replaced.
Tang Mingyao took it and read it silently, without saying anything.
In the morning, Shuanghu Middle School was opened to the public, and the parents of the third year of high school were invited to participate in the learning lecture of their children's volunteers.
It's still the same auditorium from last year, which is big enough to accommodate the whole school's teachers and students.
Tang Mingyao followed the large army in the class, and when he came to the door of the auditorium, he found Luo Wenxi waiting there.
He quietly broke away from the group, walked over and asked, "You're not in class today?"
Luo Wenxi said with a smile: "I took the high school entrance examination earlier than you, the teacher has been less strict recently, and I am an art student, so I have a reason to go around."
Tang Mingyao took her into the auditorium and said, "Follow me, you sit next to me for a while, don't get lost."
Luo Wenxi nodded obediently: "Okay, I want to see your speech."
Tang Mingyao found his classmates in his class and sat down with Luo Wenxi in the back seat.
Next to him was the classmates in the class, and everyone saw that he brought a beautiful strange girl, and they all looked a little curious, but no one asked anything directly.
After a while, the event officially began.
A teacher from the school took the stage to preside, said a few opening remarks, and then welcomed the guests who were here today.
When one of the names was mentioned, Tang Mingyao couldn't help but smack his tongue and thought: What's the situation? Isn't it a school event? Why are government officials present?
I thought about it for a moment and didn't understand it, and put this question behind me.
The next is the speech of the school leader, and the interesting thing is that the principal's speech today is very concise, and he can usually speak at length for an hour, but today he finished it in five minutes.
So the conference quickly moved on to the next process - the parent representative spoke.
I saw the host walk up to the podium and said in a low voice: "First of all, I would like to invite the parent representatives, the deputy mayor of the provincial city and the mayor of Yang, to speak on stage!"
Tang Mingyao: "......"
I thought that there was an official present, but it turned out to be just a parent.
I saw Mayor Nayang walk up to the podium, cough and say: "Today I am not a mayor, I don't have any special status, I am the same as everyone in the audience, I came here as an ordinary parent of a student, and I am concerned about the future direction of my child's learning." As we all know......"
Balabala......
Speak for three minutes.
It can be seen that this big man also knows what kind of occasion this is, and he said a few words on stage because of his feelings, but he deliberately controlled the time of speaking, and came down after a few words, without taking the lead.
Next, it was Tang Mingyao's turn to play.
He stood on the stage with the manuscript, looked at the nearly 2,000 pairs of eyes in the audience and looked at him, and for some reason, he suddenly felt that the manuscript in his hand was a little unbearable.
These students are facing the most important choices in their lives.
They don't have much information about what major they want to choose in the future and where their lives will go.
Tang Mingyao suffered this loss in his last life, and when he was still completely ignorant of university, major, and social employment, he took the college entrance examination and filled in the volunteer.
When I entered the university, I found that I didn't like my major, and I couldn't do that job after graduation.
Now, standing on this stage, I have the opportunity to remind these people in the audience what I can, how can I deal with things?
For a moment, he couldn't help but feel a trace of shame.
After looking down and thinking for a few seconds, he put down the manuscript in his hand and began to play casually: "Hello, parents and students! I'm Tang Mingyao, an ordinary student in the third year of high school. Standing here today, I want to share with you some thoughts on how to determine the direction of your future life...... Please forgive me for not saying well! ”