Ye Xiaosheng was dragged by Xia Yanni and was so strange, he passed the door and didn't enter, which seemed a bit unreasonable, but after thinking about it, because it was late at night, he was probably afraid of disturbing his family.

"Don't be surprised, I'll tell you the truth in a moment." Xia Yanni cut off Ye Xiaosheng's words that he wanted to say and stopped. Sitting in Ye Xiaosheng's co-pilot, she looked around.

"Little Holy Monkey, you don't have a girlfriend yet?"

"Why do you ask?"

"You don't have any girl's supplies in this car."

"Well, you have a boyfriend?"

"Yes, there's one for me to spend." Xia Yanni didn't feel anything wrong when she said this. Ye Xiaosheng's heart couldn't help but tighten.

"Don't you have a job yourself?"

"I have a job, and my job is to spend money."

"Your boyfriend is so rich?"

"It's a bit of money. I can't help it, I'm not a good person. This is the only way to live. Xia Yanni said lazily.

"Is your home where you live?" Ye Xiaosheng asked.

"Strictly speaking, this is my birth mother and stepfather's home. Not mine. Xia Yanni didn't smile when she said this.

"No wonder you didn't let me in." Ye Xiaosheng understood why Xia Yanni didn't let him into the house. In Xia Yanni's heart, it was not a place where she could entertain friends at any time.

"Where are we going now?" Ye Xiaosheng asked Xia Yanni.

"Is it convenient to go to your house?" Xia Yanni asked.

"Convenient." Ye Xiaosheng replied without hesitation.

"Then go to your house." Xia Yanni replied very happily. She didn't think anything would happen to a girl who went to her house with a man late at night.

Ye Xiaosheng drove to his community and parked the car. Xia Yanni followed behind Ye Xiaosheng, Ye Xiaosheng opened the door, and Xia Yanni walked in.

Ye Xiaosheng took Xia Yanni into his bedroom, and as soon as the light was turned on, Xia Yanni saw Ye Xiaosheng's diary that she hadn't put away.

"Can I see it?" Xia Yanni asked, pointing to the diary.

"Absolutely." Ye Xiaosheng wondered how Xia Yanni would react after reading it.

Xia Yanni sat down and quietly looked at Ye Xiaosheng's diary.

"Would you like something to drink?"

"Casually" Xia Yanni looked a little fascinated, and didn't seriously answer Ye Xiaosheng.

When Ye Xiaosheng entered the inner room with two glasses of lemonade, he saw Xia Yanni crying. The past is like a rewind movie, and the scenes enter each other's minds.

What kind of life experience it is to grow up, only those who have grown up can understand. Ye Xiaosheng pushed the tissue box towards Xia Yanni, but Xia Yanni pushed the tissue box away. Lying on the table and crying loudly. Ye Xiaosheng didn't say a word, he approached Xia Yanni and wanted to hug her tightly, but his tears couldn't help but fall down.

Xia Yanni cried unscrupulously for more than ten minutes before finally stopping. Pumped a pile of paper from the tissue box to wipe his face.

"You still keep a diary, why have I never heard you say it?" Laughing while wiping tears with paper.

"Maybe I was bored by myself at that time, my mother was too busy and didn't like to talk to people, so she liked to keep a diary. Keeping a journal is good and can appear less lonely. Ye Xiaosheng gently patted Xia Yanni's back.

"Are you okay after all these years?" Xia Yanni suddenly asked Ye Xiaosheng.

"It's okay. What about you? Ye Xiaosheng whispered and sat on the edge of his bed.

"I don't know, am I good or bad?" Xia Yanni's tears flowed down again when she said this.

"Why don't you have a girlfriend?" Xia Yanni stared at Ye Xiaosheng with her eyes. She wanted to find answers in his eyes.

"I didn't find the right one." Ye Xiaosheng also stared at Xia Yanni.

"What's appropriate?" Xia Yanni tilted her head and asked him.

"I don't know, it's the feeling of being tempted at first sight." Ye Xiaosheng said this for no reason.

"I've long forgotten what it's like to be excited. Do you think it's pathetic? Xia Yanni said with a wry smile.

"Why do you say that?" Ye Xiaosheng looked at the clean plain face, the face he had dreamed of countless times in his dreams, it seemed to be this face. However, now that I see her, I have mixed feelings in my heart.

"You don't know what I've been through for so many years, and now I feel like I've long since stopped believing in love. Have you watched La Traviata? Xia Yanni suddenly asked Ye Xiaosheng.

"I haven't seen it." Ye Xiaosheng really hadn't seen it, he said truthfully.

"I feel like she is almost like her now, and I don't deserve love." Xia Yanni said.

"What does love have to do with unworthiness?" Ye Xiaosheng looked at her indifferently.

"Is there any smoke? Give me one. The corners of Xia Yanni's mouth twitched unnaturally.

Ye Xiaosheng took out a pack of Chinese from the bedside table, took out one from it and gave it to Xia Yanni, and took out a lighter for her to light it.

Xia Yanni smokes like an addict, but she is always completely contrary to her face. Ye Xiaosheng didn't know why he was a little distressed when he looked at it.

"Send me back." Xia Yanni suddenly said to Ye Xiaosheng.

"Okay." Ye Xiaosheng stood up, and Xia Yanni stood up.

"You should keep this diary for me." Xia Yanni took Ye Xiaosheng's diary in her hand and shook it in front of Ye Xiaosheng's eyes.

"Well, I've always been around." Ye Xiaosheng's heart hurt a little.

"It's a little cold outside, you can put it on." Ye Xiaosheng took a black coat from the closet and put it on for Xia Yanni. Xia Yanni took it with one hand and didn't say anything. She hesitated for a moment after putting the diary on the table, then turned her head and walked out the door, and Ye Xiaosheng followed her downstairs.

The night was as cold as water, and the two got into the car one after the other, relatively silent.

After a long time, Ye Xiaosheng turned on the car stereo and played Eason Chan's "Long Time No See" over and over again.

"Do you like this song very much?" Xia Yanni asked.

"yes, I like it." Ye Xiaosheng looked at the night scene of the magic capital.

"It's better to miss each other than to see each other." Xia Yanni sighed softly.

"Anyway, it's a pleasure to meet you." Ye Xiaosheng muttered.

"Well, I hope I didn't disappoint you too much." Xia Yanni hummed softly along with the music.

"No, everyone has their own life." Ye Xiaosheng really thought so.

Ye Xiaosheng sent Xia Yanni home, and when the two said goodbye, Xia Yanni gave him a deep hug.

"We're all going to be fine." Ye Xiaosheng hugged her and whispered in her ear.

"Hmm." Xia Yanni patted Ye Xiaosheng's back hard.

The two said goodbye, and Ye Xiaosheng drove the car alone to pierce the edge on the elevated road. He had always known that there was a very hidden place in his heart, and he had never mentioned it to anyone. He has always reserved that position for Xia Yanni, goodbye is like a world away, although her smile is still the same, but the vicissitudes of the world, he doesn't know what she has experienced? She was also reluctant to talk to him too much. He remembered that she was about to speak and stopped, and the flickering light in her eyes made him feel distressed. But he wouldn't force her to tell him everything about her. Even though he was so eager to know everything about her, to reach out to help her, to love and care for her with his heart. However, he felt powerless.

He increased the speed of the car, there were few vehicles on the elevated highway, and the second he saw Xia Yanni, his heart seemed to be full, but at this time, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, he was driving aimlessly on the elevated highway, and he knew that he was destined to be sleepless tonight......