Chapter 45: Dusty Memory
Ye Xiaosheng returned home, as soon as he entered the door, threw his coat into the living room, he couldn't wait to run into his bedroom, rummaging on the bookshelf, and finally, he found the long-dusty diary in the innermost corner of the second floor of the bookshelf, he regarded it as a treasure, gently dusted off the thin layer of dust on the cover, and slowly paced back to his desk.
The diary is a green cardboard cover, and on the cover is a line written: Dream years. He opened, and memories began to flood like floodgates. He turned to the page where he remembered the first time he saw Xia Yanni:
September 1 fine
This morning, the teacher brought in a little girl with big eyes and a ponytail. The teacher introduced that her name was Xia Yanni and she transferred from other places. The teacher asked her to share a table with me, and the first thing she said to me was, "Why can't you laugh?" ”。 I forced a smile on her face and said, "I will." She said, "You are smirking, and smiling is worse than not smiling." "I didn't talk to her anymore.
What a self-righteous girl she is.
September 7 rain
It was raining after school today, I didn't bring rain gear, and when I was about to lift my schoolbag and rush into the rain, Xia Yanni stopped me. Gave me her rain. She pointed behind her, where a middle-aged woman smiled at me with a large umbrella. She quickly ran back to the woman. I walked in the rain in her pink Mickey Mouse poncho, and when I looked back at her from afar, I didn't know if it was rain or tears, but I felt so warm in my heart anyway.
September 15 was fine
Xia Yanni didn't come to school today, I don't know what happened to her, I am worried all day. I always think about her, and sometimes I unconsciously touch the stool she sat on, and my mind is full of the way she talks to me and the way she listens to the lecture. I didn't even pay attention to today's class.
September 16 was cloudy
Xia Yanni didn't come today, bored.
September 20 rain
It's raining again today, and Xia Yanni still hasn't come, and her pink poncho is still with me. I used it again.
September 21 was cloudy
Xia Yanni is not coming, I don't want to write a diary, I want to write to her.
September 24 fine
Xia Yanni is here today, but she is very unhappy all day. He didn't take the initiative to talk to me, and his eyes were red and swollen. It's like I've been crying for days. When school was about to end, I couldn't help but ask her why she hadn't come for so many days. She began to cry all at once, so loudly. She said her parents were divorced. I waited quietly for her to finish crying, took out a tissue and told her that it was nothing, and that my parents were divorced. She looked at me in surprise and stopped crying. She said, "No wonder you don't laugh." ”
October 9 rain
Xia Yanni said that tomorrow is her mother's birthday, and she wants to prepare a birthday present for her. I asked her what she was going to prepare, I didn't have enough money, I said, I had saved money. She asked me, "How did you save the money?" "I told her that my mother gave me five yuan a day to buy breakfast in the morning. She asked me to borrow 10 yuan, and she said she was going to buy a pair of gloves for her mom as a birthday present. She said her mom was riding too hard in the morning.
October 10 was fine
Xia Yanni may have gone to celebrate her mother's birthday, but she didn't come today.
October 11 was fine
Xia Yanni came and cried. Ask her, she doesn't say. She didn't talk to me again until the end of school. I left her a small note: "You still look good with a smile." "She ignored me.
October 18 was cloudy
Xia Yanni gave me a small wind chime, and she said that it was given to her by someone she didn't like, so she forwarded it to me. Because she didn't like the man. I asked who was that man? It was a little later for her to tell me, "My dad is going to marry a new aunt." "I didn't squeak.
October 22 rain
I was upset when I went out this morning because my mom had forgotten my birthday and my expectations for the week were dashed. When I arrived at school, Xia Yanni secretly stuffed me with a small cake during recess. She said, "You're going to have a cake for your birthday." "I burst into tears.
October 26 was fine
Xia Yanni didn't come to school for two more days, and I missed her a little.
November 5 was cloudy
The teacher is about to change his seat and line up again. Xia Yanni winked at me, and we counted the number of people and changed several people, and finally sat down together. She and I were so happy.
……
Ye Xiaosheng read every page so carefully, he found that there were three or four hundred pages that recorded Xia Yanni and his experience. When I was about to turn to the end of the diary, it was written.
March 10 rain
In the morning, I found a note in my drawer, on which was the familiar Xia Yanni's handwriting.
"Little Holy Monkey, I've transferred schools, and you may not see me in the future. I don't know where my mom is going to transfer me. Because she has found a new uncle and lives far away. "I read the note and cried sadly.
Ye Xiaosheng finished flipping through this diary from elementary school, and he had a lot of feelings in his heart, and he never wrote a diary again since. In high school, Xia Yanni was in the same school as him in her last semester, but because of the different classes. And because they grew up, they just greeted them. No more words were spoken.
Ye Xiaosheng was on a mission to recall what happened in high school, but he couldn't remember it.
Only this diary records the bits and pieces of him and Xia Yanni. Ye Xiaosheng thought to himself, why didn't Xia Yanni call him? He couldn't help but dial again, but after the phone rang for a long time, it was still on the other end, "Your call was not answered." Please dial later".
He was suddenly a little anxious, nothing would happen to her, right? This feeling made him so anxious that he really ran downstairs, drove back to Ye Xin's community, and looked for it one by one according to the address given by Xia Yanni.
When he was about to ring the doorbell of Xia Yanni's house, he suddenly saw Xia Yanni coming back from outside. She was particularly surprised when she saw Ye Xiaosheng standing at the door of her house.
"You came out of your leader's house so late?"
"No, I didn't answer your phone, I thought something happened to you, so I came over to take a look." Ye Xiaosheng was a little embarrassed. Luckily, the night was in the air.
"A cell phone? Oh, I didn't take my phone with me because I was going to the gym to do yoga. I don't usually like my phone when I go to the gym. Xia Yanni didn't mean to lie to Ye Xiaosheng at all, she really didn't bring anything.
"It's okay. I guess I'm afraid I've watched too many movies, haha, as long as I don't answer the phone, I always think something is wrong? Ye Xiaosheng really thought so. Because he always thinks of something unbelievable.
"Little Holy Monkey, you really haven't changed at all, hahaha." Xia Yanni laughed heartily again.
"Next time we get together, you can come over and play together, there are a few classmates who played together in high school."
"No, I didn't really want to go, and I had very few impressions of my high school classmates at that time. All the time in high school was spent brushing up on questions, and as a result, I didn't get into a good university. ”
"Isn't it nice that you're like this now?"
"Well, I don't know when I will earn back the money I spent on studying abroad?" Xia Yanni must have been in an unhappy mood when she said this.
"By the way, we can't just stand at the door and talk?" Xia Yanni smiled again. When she laughs, she always makes that touching voice just like when she was a child.
"Haha, you didn't invite me in." Ye Xiaosheng also smiled.
"Let's go out and talk." After Xia Yanni finished speaking, she pulled Ye Xiaosheng out of her home. Ye Xiaosheng was dragged by her and turned around and walked in the direction of the car.