Xiao Yu was bored lying on the bed, but his eyes were always fixed on the necklace tied around his waist.

Xiao Yu held it in his hand from time to time to play with it, or shook it a few times in front of his eyes, "You...... Where did it come from? ”

For some reason, every time I see this necklace, there is always an inexplicable pain "I...... Do you love you very much? ”

In fact, Xiao Yu has long fallen in love with Yan Han, in love with this man who has repeatedly fulfilled himself without hesitation, in love with this man who gave up everything for himself, and in love with this man who he once loved deeply......

It's just that in the whole world, only Yan Han can't believe it.

If it was the day of the blood sacrifice, Xiao Yu successfully dragged Yan Han back, if it was that day...... Yan Han believes that Xiao Yu really loves himself, and the two live in seclusion in the demon world, and if there is no more rebellion, the blood sacrifice will be gone, and everything will be different......

However, if Yan Han believes that Xiao Yu gave up Jingchen and fell in love with him, how easy is it?

In Yan Han's heart, the contract of the nine-tailed fox clan is sacrosanct, and it cannot be reversed for a lifetime.

At first, Yan Han really just wanted to see her again......

Never, let alone dare to ask Xiao Yu to leave the true destiny of this life to love himself deeply, never dared to think about it, for fear that if he had this idea just now, he would never be able to get it back......

Xiao Yu couldn't help but stroke the necklace, but found that he wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry at a time, Xiao Yu couldn't stop wiping the corners of his eyes, but there were no teardrops "I...... Can't shed tears? ”

"Before...... Isn't that okay? I remember it...... I cried...... "Of course Xiao Yu cried, crying so heartbreakingly, hysterical, painful, she was more miserable than anyone else, grieved, and in the end, she became the one who had no right to cry......

So many people who are extremely important to Xiao Yu die in front of Xiao Yu one by one, every time, isn't Xiao Yu crying and pitiful? Distressing?

But in the end, she became the one who shouldn't have feelings......

Now, Xiao Yu found that everything was so unfamiliar that she didn't even know if she could cry before, but she couldn't inquire.

If you ask Si Yan, I'm afraid, Si Yan will tell Xiao Yu that they are all inconsequential memories......

However, Xiao Yu's pain seems to be more than before, not to mention, it is still the kind of pain that cannot be vented or told......

When I became a god, I lost my freedom, and I lost my qualification for suffering......

Those who are admired and aspired to by everyone in the world are originally unattainable, and once they stand up, they will either be unable to move, or they will fall into the abyss, and they will never recover......

In fact, life is not like this, taking a step forward is nothing more than standing firmly and falling into the abyss.

Xiao Yu didn't have a choice, she didn't have a choice from the beginning?

As soon as she was born, she came to the fairy world, no one asked her who she was, and she gave her a surname, a name, obviously not familiar with human affairs, but she fell into the mortal world by mistake, and got a notoriety of red face and trouble, but at that time, she couldn't care about anything except Jingchen, but because she didn't explain, she didn't know how to explain it, so that the situation continued to deteriorate, and in the end, even if she suffered a thousand cuts, she couldn't make up for the unwarranted mistakes they forcibly put on her head......

However, for the sake of Jingchen, for the sake of the fairy world and righteousness that Jingchen cherishes, she once again chose to be silent, but took the lives of so many people she valued, but at the last moment, she still chose to die at the hands of Jingchen, but after all, she lost the life of the person who was most important to her.

The moment she fell into the Blood Sacrifice Enchantment, she was desperate, sad, and helpless...... Watching the last person die in front of her, she finally accepted the reality that she couldn't decide her life, and this may be the last hurdle for following God......

She still stayed in Jingchen's past, and it was also the place where she and Jingchen began.

But everything has long been different, no one has told her about Jingchen's love for her, and she will never feel the love that was once worth her everything......

From the moment she woke up on her bed in the Temple of the Heavens, she had nothing......

However, she still has supreme power, although she has never been interested......

She...... I hate being lonely the most......

However, time has worn away the edges and corners of Xiao Yu, she no longer yearns for freedom, no longer yearns for love, she just wants to live...... I just want everyone she cherishes to live well......

But this is the most difficult to achieve......

She no longer wants the trust of Jingchen, no longer wants the acceptance of the fairy world, no longer wants the freedom of the world, she ....... Just want to live, that's all......

It's just weird, back then, that pillar hit Xiao Yu too painfully, the nail passed through Xiao Yu's skin was too piercing, the claws pierced the shoulder, and the pain of breaking the tail completely shattered Xiao Yu's last arrogance, when she knelt on the ground, carefully picked up every bit of her pride, and saw Jingchen again, just one glance, those fragments, completely dissipated......

Watching her loved ones disappear one by one, disappear without a trace, this life is no longer reincarnated, she is in pain, and finally realizes that she is wrong, but at the last moment, she still wants to gamble, but she finally died under the sword of Jingchen.....

Every memory here is enough to make Xiao Yu fall into hell, every pain, Xiao Yu doesn't want to experience it again, she just wants to live......

But, perhaps, thousands of years ago, when she saw Jingchen for the first time, it was destined that she would not be able to be safe......

In the name of her love for Jingchen, she has resisted stubbornly until now, but she found that she didn't know when she started to be obsessed with Jingchen......

Xiao Yu smiled bitterly, but found that everything could not be started again......

They can forget the memories of Xiao Yu, and they can start those painful fragments again, but only Xiao Yu has lost his memory, but he has also lost his freedom, which adds to the pain......

Perhaps, this last life is Xiao Yu's redemption, she will wait here every day, and she will always die......

Since when did this girl, who is full of kindness and hope for everything in the world, look forward to death......

Xiao Yu still put his hands behind his head, "I...... Will you still laugh? ”

Xiao Yu trembled her fingertips and touched her lips, she felt her smile, but she also felt despair......

Yes, Xiao Yu can't even feel that he is laughing......

Xiao Yu cried, but there were no tears, smiling, but he couldn't feel the corners of his mouth rising......

Xiao Yu trembled, but only increased her sadness.

At this moment, the necklace on Xiao Yu's waist was shining, and Xiao Yu's inner anxiety and panic calmed down a little, and she held the necklace tightly in the palm of her hand, "I...... Must love you, right? ”

Whether it is in a dream, or in the Temple of the Heavenly Gods, where all memories have been lost, Xiao Yu can strongly feel his love for Yan Han, but only Yan Han dare not admit it, how ridiculous should it be......

"In Xia Yan Ling, I have seen Lord Tianshen." At this time, Yan Ling pushed open the door of the Heavenly God Temple, knelt in front of Xiao Yu, and made a big salute.

"Yan Ling......" Xiao Yu still knew his accusation as a god after all, so he hurriedly wiped his cheeks that obviously had no tears flowing out, touched the mask he had been wearing on his face, and walked in front of Yan Ling charmingly, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he sneered, hooking Yan Ling's chin.

In Yan Ling's heart, this was the first time he saw Xiao Yu, and he was naturally taken aback by this Heavenly God Lord, "Big ...... Adult ......"

"What? Scared? Since you're afraid...... Why come? Xiao Yu smiled, turned around and stood up.

"Listen...... Hearing that Lord Tianshen had just woken up, Yan Ling wanted to come and take a look. Yan Ling tried to make herself look less helpless.

"You're quite sensible, the first to come see me." Xiao Yu smiled, and the flaming red lips were full of charm and domineering.

But the aura made Yan Ling dare not look up at her.

"What, I...... Isn't it scary? Xiao Yu suddenly turned around and looked at Yan Ling.

"No, no, no...... No, it's just ...... I always feel that the breath of adults makes people feel familiar at first sight. Yan Ling finally said what he thought in his heart.

"Oh? At first sight, it was like .......," Xiao Yu was stunned for a moment, "You...... Have you seen me? ”

"I can't tell, as if I've seen it, but I never seem to have seen it." Yan Ling kept his head down.

"I just woke up, I don't know all the etiquette of the gods, I forgot to tell you to get up, get up, Ziling Shangxian." Xiao Yu didn't know why, but blurted out, as if the names of everyone in the fairy world, the name and the immortal rank were imprinted in Xiao Yu's mind.

Yan Ling didn't suspect either, "Yes, thank you, sir." ”

"Your Excellency...... In the fairy world, does every immortal be called an 'adult'? Xiao Yu slowly paced in front of Yan Ling, and Yan Ling immediately lowered his head.

Yan Ling hesitated, "No...... That's not true...... Between the immortals, the immortal rank is the same, so the name is directly called, and the immortal rank is different, then the immortal rank is the same name, and in this huge immortal world, except for the gods, you, want to come...... It's only the 'adult' who is worthy of the gods in the dust......"

Xiao Yu's heart fell suddenly, "God in the dust...... He, what's he called? ”

"The god's surname is Xiao." Yan Ling told Xiao Yu.

Xiao Jingchen...... I...... Have you seen him too? Xiao Yu looked at Yan Ling.

Yan Ling hurriedly shook his head, "My lord, except for His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven, it is the highest level of immortals in Jingchen, the most admired by everyone, and the life of the gods, Yan Ling has no right to intervene." ”

"You just now, don't you still say that Xiao Jingchen is called an 'adult', why have you never heard you call?" Xiao Yu was puzzled.

"Yan Ling doesn't know why, I just know that there was once a person who called the god of Jingchen as an 'adult', and after that, this person disappeared without a trace, and since then, no one has called the god of Jingchen as an 'adult', this is already an old thing, and there is no need to mention it, it is nothing more than because you asked today, Yan Ling told you about it." Yan Ling seemed to know a lot about the past.

But it's a pity that these memories don't exist in Xiao Yu's mind for a long time......

But it's not a good thing, after all, those memories stay in Xiao Yu's heart, and it will only be endless pain......

"Tomorrow, will that Xiao Jingchen come?" Even if you forget, even if you don't love anymore...... Hearing Jingchen's name again, Xiao Yu still couldn't help but be curious.