Chapter 357: Love Farewell
"As long as the adults want it....... Naturally, yes. Yan Ling smiled and nodded.
"Go ahead." Xiao Yu lay on his side on the bed, supported his head with his hands, and slowly closed his eyes.
Yan Ling left the Heavenly God Temple.
Xiao Jingchen....... Scold....... It's weird. "Let's talk about Jingchen, who has been forgotten by myself, but I am no longer excited and excited......
"Tenjin-sama...... Lord God......" Yan Ling, who left the Heavenly God Temple, smiled helplessly and shook his head, whether he loves it or not, it is probably an eternal unwillingness in his heart......
Boredom time flies but slowly, looking at the sumptuous meal served in front of him, Xiao Yu doesn't have the slightest urge to eat.
Maybe he was too unaccustomed to it, so he turned over and fell asleep.
Unknowingly, I slept directly until the next day.
See also...... Tenjin-sama...... "A familiar voice came into Xiao Yu's ears.
Xiao Yu's eyes slowly opened, and he slowly sat up with his hands supporting his body, turning around and staring, or looking Jingchen up and down, "You...... Is it Xiao Jingchen? ”
"It's Xiaoxian." Jingchen's saluting hand seemed to tremble slightly, but ...... I guess I forgot......
But Xiao Yu didn't care, just looked Jingchen up and down, "It's nothing special, we...... Have you seen it before? ”
Jingchen was stunned for a moment and shook his head, "I've never seen it." ”
"That's really strange, since I've never seen it, then why, when that Ziling Shangxian mentioned your name, I would be a little curious?" Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen with a scrutinizing gaze.
"Probably...... The name of Xiaoxian is relatively unique. Jingchen smiled.
"Well, since you're here today, I don't know....... What do you want to say? "In addition to Xiao Yu asking Jingchen to come, the situation in the fairy world every day must also be reported by this person.
Jingchen took a step forward, "Ann." ”
"Heh, you don't have to worry about it, at this time, should I say, 'Okay, stand down'?" Xiao Yu said to Jingchen with a bit of sarcasm.
"If you want to speak, say it." The arrogance in Jingchen's body has never dissipated.
Xiao Yu sneered, "Ah Yan said, the gods are above everyone, why, it's only been a long time, and I have encountered a provocation." ”
"Xiaoxian doesn't dare." Jingchen saluted Xiao Yu.
"Don't dare, how did I not see that you didn't dare? Xiao Jingchen, you are just a god, there are the Emperor of Heaven and me above, why, this tail is going to the sky? Xiao Yu sneered, his face full of disdain for Jingchen.
Jingchen slowly straightened up and put his hands behind his back, as if looking at Xiao Yu again.
For the first time, there was no love in Xiao Yu's eyes when he looked at Jingchen, only curiosity and disdain.
Xiao Yu wanted to know why this Xiao Jingchen, who was so ordinary except for being at the Immortal Level, had a strange feeling in his heart the moment Yan Ling said his name, but when he saw Xiao Jingchen himself, he was more disdainful.
Not to mention being compared to himself, he was still full of disdain when he saw himself, in the eyes of Xiao Yu today, Xiao Jingchen was just an ordinary god.
There are not many gods in the fairy world, but there are also many of them, so you can't be different just because you stand out from the crowd.......
Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen and felt that he had really forgotten something very important, but he didn't seem to want to remember "you...... Is it really a god? Just...... Is it God? ”
Xiao Yu actually still doesn't believe that Jingchen's identity is just a god, if it's just a god, why is he worthy of the same title as himself?
My lord...... In Xiao Yu's heart, it is a sacrosanct title.
Now, as soon as Xiao Yu sat in this position, he learned that there was a god with the same title as himself, and Xiao Yu naturally felt strange and disdainful.
"Lord Tianshen doesn't have to take it seriously, this title is just a yellow-haired girl, because it has some meaning, Xiaoxian has not stopped others from calling it." Jingchen was unusual, groveling.
"Oh? Isn't Fang Cai still dismissive of anything, why is this the case now? Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen with interest.
It seems that in Xiao Yu's opinion, the existence of Jingchen is just to relieve his boredom, as for the former love, he has long been thrown out of the clouds by Xiao Yu......
Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen with a smile, and unlike forgetting, the smile was no longer full of expectation and brightness, but charming and elusive......
Perhaps, only by losing his memory can Xiao Yu really start over......
The torture of the fairy world back then was painful, but he couldn't bear Xiao Yu's love for Jingchen.
"Just because ...... This title has a memory, and although Xiao Xian knows that it should not be compared to you, Lord Celestial, but it is ...... Thank you for your understanding. Jingchen saluted Xiao Yu again.
Xiao Yu suddenly hid his face and laughed, "It's a joke, Jingchen Shangshen used to be so fond of lying, Ah Yan told me, Jingchen Shangshen is as cold as frost, not close to women, how can there be a Hongchen past?" In order to prevaricate me, the gods of the dust really racked their brains......"
Jingchen was stunned for a moment, "Since you ...... Lord Tenjin has nothing to do, but I would like to ...... Listen to Xiaoxian's panic? ”
"You're right, I ...... It's really idle to have nothing to do, so it's okay, let's talk about it, I want to hear it, what kind of yellow-haired girl can move the gods in the dust. Xiao Yu covered her mouth again and smiled.
"That girl...... It is the biggest regret of my long life...... Although she is a demon, she was born in the fairy world, she doesn't understand the world, she has done something wrong, but she has to accept the most cruel punishment, but she also fell in love with a person who should not have been touched from the beginning, this girl is too stubborn, always refuses to let go, and the double torture of mental and physical torture again and again seems to have completely shattered her arrogance, but just for a love word, she died again and again, and every time she got up regardless of her previous suspicions, but unfortunately, the person she loved was a villain, turning a blind eye to her good familiarity, trampling on her feet, He never took it to heart, he said that he was full of gratitude to the girl, but in fact, he never felt the fact that the girl gave her life for him again and again...... only knew that he took her into his arms again and again, and gave her what he wanted the most, which he could give at any time...... That girl never asked for anything, she just thought that he could have himself in his heart, but it was a pity...... There are only some ethereal, unrealistic things in that man's mind...... After the girl found out, even if she put herself in, she would help him realize this impossible wish...... Eventually...... It was in pain and despair again and again that Xiang Xiaoyu died...... "This is a story hidden in Jingchen's heart, and it is a story that Jingchen dare not forget."
Originally...... Jingchen didn't forget, he didn't forget Xiao Yu, and the turbidity fan couldn't fan away the memory of Xiao Yu in Jingchen's heart......
Every time after Xiao Yu's accident, Jingchen always felt that everything was because of himself, and he had to lock himself up every time.
In fact, Jingchen is not wrong, if Xiao Yu does not appear, everything that Jingchen yearns for may really continue without question......
However, the appearance of Xiao Yu, and the appearance of those who love Xiao Yu deeply, reminded Jingchen over and over again that Jingchen was wrong, and those things Jingchen should be put down......
Before meeting Xiao Yu, Jingchen had been lonely for a thousand years, and in those thousand years, only the ethereal and unrealistic righteousness accompanied Jingchen......
If you really want to talk about a first-come, first-served basis, then it may be Xiao Yu who loses.
However, it is undeniable that whether it is because of Jingchen's strong internal strength or deep memory, Xiao Yu has become the only memory that Jingchen can't erase......
But what is even more regrettable is that when Jingchen finally pushed everything away, he found that the most important thing for him was Xiao Yu......
But Xiao Yu had forgotten the heat of love.......
Even if Xiao Yu really remembers it one day, is the previous love still there?
Perhaps, Jingchen, who remembered everything, never thought that Xiao Yu would really forget himself......
In the past, Xiao Yu always followed behind Jingchen, what Jingchen wanted, Xiao Yu silently wrote it down, and then did everything to get it for Jingchen, who was hurt by Jingchen, then Xiao Yu ignored the laws of heaven and also wanted justice for Jingchen, and when she saw that someone else liked Jingchen, Xiao Yu would stare at her until she gave up......
As Siyan said now, for the people of the entire immortal world, Jingchen is just an emotionless existence.
No one knows that he also loved someone deeply, and that person can be compared to the righteousness that Jingchen admires......
No one knows what this means, everyone says that Xiao Yu is not worth it, but only Xiao Yu knows, in this way, it is enough......
They missed the time to love each other the most by mistake, and now, there is no love in Xiao Yu's eyes when he looks at Jingchen, and there is only helplessness and sadness in Jingchen's eyes, who wants to fulfill Xiao Yu......
It's been a thousand years, Xiao Yu has tried his best to love Jingchen, and he has loved him for a thousand years, but in the end,
also failed to do what Xiao Yu said, "After a long time, Jingchen will always put her before righteousness." ”
Now it's finally realized, but he missed Xiao Yu's favorite age......
This...... Maybe it's the biggest regret......
"That'...... That man...... Do you love her very much? After listening to Jingchen's story, Xiao Yu clearly felt the tears falling, so he stretched out his hand to wipe his chin, but suddenly remembered that he had no more tears......
She seemed a little helpless, but she still didn't want to show her timidity in front of Jingchen, or more precisely, in front of Jingchen who was below her in this immortal rank.
Xiao Yu panicked and wanted to cover up the sadness that this story brought to him...... But...... He doesn't deserve it. Jingchen finally said this, this sentence, he didn't want to admit it, but he had no choice but to say it......
"What's not worthy?" Xiao Yu still looked at Jingchen with interest.
"From the first time she gave her life for that person, and that person couldn't do anything for her, she was already unworthy......" Jingchen sighed softly, and infinite memories seemed to spring up in his mind.
"Not really." Xiao Yu seems to have her own opinion, "That girl doesn't sound like a fool, it's just an infatuated lover, if it can be done like this for that person, that person is in that girl's heart...... It must be important, right? In that case, what is worthy or unworthy? If you love, you must be matched......"
"When she first gave her life for that person, she should have thought the same as you, my lord." Jingchen smiled, but the drifting eyes still made Jingchen see it.
"That girl is stupid....... Isn't dying once enough? Xiao Yu couldn't help but mock herself who once had only Jingchen in her heart.
"Yes, but that girl should be completely relieved by now......" Jingchen smiled.
As Jingchen expected, Xiao Yu chose Yan Han, who was really worthy of his best to love......
After all, Jingchen and Xiao Yu have been together for thousands of years......