Lin Shen's mood is very unstable, and he even desperately wants to find a way to change the status quo, in reality, Lin Shen, who has been cowardly for a long time, doesn't even dare to jump off the building, or cut his wrists, feeling that it will be very painful.

Do you take sleeping pills? That medicine is very difficult to buy, and there is a limit to the amount of purchase per person, even if it is really over, what should my mother do. But still not wanting to die has always been the root cause.

The day passed quickly, Lin Shen went to the place where he worked part-time on the weekend to hand in his resignation, and also went to the cafeteria to tell his aunt that he would not do it, settled his salary, and had a little money, and he ruthlessly bought a very expensive skirt and high-heeled sandals on the Internet.

A dress at such a price is something she has never dared to think of, although it is the cheapest Lolita skirt, since it is impossible to die, let's find the pleasure of being alive.

She was carefully dressed, her bangs were deliberately curled, and her long black hair was draped down with a little curl, and she was very beautiful at this time, like a princess in a fairy tale in Western countries.

She walked outside and took pictures with her mobile phone in a place where no one was, and under the special effects of beauty, she felt like a fairy. This sad day finally has some hope.

Lin Shen thought that he would earn a lot of money, and he would be able to live well in the future, only if he had money, he would have everything.

It's just a little hope, sometimes bad luck is always like a big basin of cold water, tilting down from the top of your head without you expecting it, pouring you cold and overwhelmed, and the wind blows with a biting coolness.

“... I want to have superpowers," the phone rang, and I pressed the answer button, "Hey, Mom, what's the matter?" ”

The sudden phone call was disrupted, and Lin Shen took pictures, "Lin Shen, my mother wants to introduce an uncle to you," Lin Shen suddenly panicked, Mom, don't you want me?

"Mom, where are you from, what is your family background for?" Lin Shen asked subconsciously.

"Ahem, as far as our county is concerned, I met two years ago, the person is okay, the family is fine, there is a child, he has been divorced for many years, his wife ran away with someone, not long after I divorced, he expressed ,,,"

Lin Shen felt very happy after hearing this, at least her mother had a good home, but there was always a pimple in her heart, and her mother would no longer love her.

Mom has her own life, happiness, I'm just a drag bottle, I... hung up the phone, Lin Shen was in no mood to take pictures, and cried alone for a while, not knowing whether to be happy or sad.

Lin Shen walked on the street in a panic, and she didn't know what she was thinking, this city is so big, every light has a family, but none of these thousands of lights belong to her. It's as if the heart doesn't belong.

In front of many buildings is her fantasy happiness, with a home, a loved one, and a child. It is transparent, the heaven that isolates this world, separated, she can't get in, she can't get out of this world.

"You say, what is happiness, what is trust" Lin Shen muttered in his heart, will there be happiness in the future?

Lin Shen didn't know, because even if the sun was so big and so bright, there were still people struggling in corners where the sun couldn't shine, living a dark and humble life that was worse than death.

Suddenly, my eyes were so bright, I couldn't open my eyes, and a car suddenly rushed into the sidewalk.

Lin Shen was knocked away, like a dancing butterfly, landed, left unexpectedly, why did the body hurt so much, every nerve was involved, and the leg bones were broken, which hurt so numbly, so painful that there was no sense, making people unconscious, silent pain, as if these feet would not belong to themselves. That kind of panic.

Although I have been thinking about leaving, I am really timid at this moment, but why am I so tired, and the pain gradually disappears, "Do you think there will be people in this world who will cry because of my departure?" ”

Lin Shen suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly. When she opened her eyes and looked at the person in front of her, it was actually the person who had been warm all night, was it my hallucination? The man was expressionless, his eyes were silent and cold, but Lin Shen didn't think of it.

She saw him, and when she died, would someone give me the end? Or do you care? Why, it's supposed to be a use, it's a passing scene, no, it's emotionless, people in this world should be indifferent, as indifferent as Mom and Dad.

This girl actually died, I only met yesterday, and before I could tell her what my name was, and I didn't know her name, she disappeared into the world, how fragile her life was.

Such a silly girl, just a glance, the sadness in her eyes, she seems to be alone in the crowd of which bar, there is no joy, no expression, that cautious expression, which is overwhelmed cuteness.

At the last glance, there was only powerlessness and relief, which caused a lot of waves in his life. Maybe a short encounter can't make people fall in love with another person, but it can cause sympathy and panic in the heart.

Two days passed, and Lin Shen heard the sound of an ambulance, and Lin Shen's consciousness gradually disappeared.

I don't know if I will reach heaven, in a place that others can't see, the soul in the depths is absorbed by a bottomless black hole.

Lin Shen saw his mother holding the corpse and crying, such sadness, the tears like heavy rain have been flowing, such heart-rending crying, pulling Lin Shen distressed.

Lin Shen was suddenly reluctant to leave, and suddenly regretted it, it turned out that that person cared about her so much. She was getting closer and closer to the black hole, and there was no way to escape.

At the last second, Lin Shen remembered his mother's words, Lin Shen, my mother only has you, and I want to depend on you for my life. Work hard and fight for your mother.

I'm sorry, Mom.

Lin Shen lost consciousness and left.