The moment the photo was released, Xu Junyan's eyes froze, and then he pressed my wrist, he stared at me directly, his voice was indescribably firm and cold, "Xie Rong, everything about Xiaoru is over here!" ”

It was as if a hole had been cracked in my heart, and pain spread from a central point to the periphery, followed by endless disappointment and helplessness.

A man's eyes don't deceive, although Xu Junyan just glanced at the photo quickly, but the deep regret and nostalgia that floated in his eyes seemed to tell his inseparable love and attachment to his first love.

He called her Xiaoru, and his tone was so natural and intimate, and I had been with him for so long, and he only called me Rong Rong occasionally when he was affectionate.

Hehe, Zhou Jingru is right, although Zhou Yunru is dead, she will live in his heart for the rest of her life, and no one can replace her position.

Am I really just a pitiful substitute, a shadow of a dead man?

No, I can't believe it, and I don't want to believe it.

Holding on to the last glimmer of hope, I took a deep breath and kept my tone as calm as possible, "Xu Junyan, I understand the truth that the deceased is great, I don't want to ask too much, I just want to ask two questions, first, how did Zhou Yunru save you?" Second, how did she ......"

I hesitated for a moment, but then I said it head-on, "How did she die?" ”

In the face of love, I am just an ordinary woman.

Zhou Jingru's words made me instinctively curious and confused about Xu Junyan and Zhou Jingru's past, and Xu Junyan's defensive and resistant attitude made it impossible for me to chase him and ask him non-stop, I could only pick out the two most critical questions to ask him.

A woman who saved him, a woman who died at a young age, just by virtue of the above two things, she is enough to arouse all my curiosity.

But Xu Junyan's next series of performances made my heart ache as if it were torn.

He slowly withdrew his hand, his slender fingers lightly arched and pressed on the table, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist that made people feel unrecognizable, and his tone was cold and unfamiliar, "Xie Rong, I won't answer any of your questions about Xiao Ru, and don't mention Xiao Ru in front of me in the future!" ”

"Why?" I stood up excitedly and shouted as if I was out of control.

"No, you don't have to know." Like a punch on cotton, Xu Junyan responded to me lightly.

As he spoke, his eyes kept staring at the blurred night outside the window, as if he was caught in a memory, with a thick sadness in his eyes, and even the tone of his words when he spoke to me was so absent-minded.

My heart grew cold, and like a nameless fire was burning in my heart, I stared at him directly, my voice trembling, "Because I don't deserve it, right?" ”

"Because I'm just a substitute for Zhou Yunru, I'm her shadow, and I can't even compare to her little finger, so I don't deserve to ask a little bit about her, right?"

In the face of my hoarseness, Xu Junyan just lazily stood up and pressed my shoulders, his eyes were so deep and calm, and his tone was light and fluttering as if coming from a distance, "I said, don't mention Xiaoru again!" ”

In an instant, a string called sanity snapped in my head.

I suddenly felt that I had just jumped around in front of Xu Junyan like a crazy pet, and he seemed to be the owner of a pet, ignoring my madness.

For a while, all kinds of emotions came to my heart, panic, helplessness, and disappointment, however, in the end, I only felt deeply tired.

I'm tired, I'm really tired, my love with Xu Junyan is not smooth, how many times have I thought about escaping and retreating, but because I love him and trust him, I finally persevered, but at this moment, I can't help but start to wonder, whether Xu Junyan loves me or not, or does he ever love me?

My faith began to waver, and I remember very clearly that from beginning to end, Xu Junyan never said to me the three words that lovers often say to each other.

As if a god had sent a ghost, I steadied myself and asked him in an almost gentle tone, "Tell me, do you love her?" ”

Xu Junyan stared at me solemnly, he pursed his lips, his brows were furrowed, he seemed to hesitate and think, but the heavy guilt that flashed in his eyes couldn't escape my eyes.

How could he not love her?

I'm afraid it's the madness of love and the depth of love, so I deliberately found a woman who looks like her to be together, right?

As for me, it's not love at all, it's just a play, just to satisfy the nostalgia and guilt of a rich second generation for his first girlfriend!

It's ridiculous, from beginning to end, I was just an actor who cooperated with Xu Junyan to act, and I was so obsessed with acting that I even fell into the play and couldn't get out of the play in the end.

I'm really an SB, from the moment I reunited with Xu Junyan, maybe he treated me as an SB, only blamed me for being stupid bubbling and thinking that I had met true love!

I stared at him and smiled sadly, relieved.

"Let's ......" I choked in my throat, I wanted to break up, but suddenly I felt that in the eyes of Mr. Xu, maybe I wasn't a real girlfriend, so I finally said, "Let's separate!" ”

"Stop making trouble, be nice, okay!" Xu Junyan seemed to have selective amnesia and began to show me a gentle side like water again, he stared at my eyes calmly, and his tone was flat as usual.

"Xu Junyan, I'm talking to you about breaking up now, understand? Break up, part ways, from now on you cross your single-plank bridge, I take my Yangguan Road, understand? "I was already familiar with his hot and cold and uncertain personality, and I didn't want to talk any more nonsense with him at this time, so I simply tore my face.

His face sank, his hands slammed me to his chest, he stared at me with a calm gaze, and a terrifying chill flashed in his eyes, "Xie Rong, are you good at it, don't think that you can be unscrupulous if I am used to you?" ”

"I'm not a good guy, I've learned a skill!" I sneered and met his burning gaze without fear, "Don't worry, I'll find a man who looks like you to fill the void in my heart immediately after breaking up with you!" ”

I glared at him defiantly, pushed him away without hesitation, grabbed my bag and walked out.

"You dare!" Before I could finish speaking, a pair of big hands suddenly hugged me from behind, Xu Junyan pinched my chin and forced me to look up, I wanted to push him away, but I only grabbed the collar of his shirt.

His kiss was overwhelming, his tongue was brutally thrust in, the kiss was hot and wild, I pushed him, but his strength was too great to push away.

The moment the two of them fell on the sofa, the doorbell finally rang, Xu Junyan gritted his teeth irritably, and then got up to open the door.

I breathed a long sigh of relief in my heart, and if I guessed correctly, my little angel had finally arrived.

He Zhenzhen stood at the door, glanced at Xu Junyan with a puzzled expression, and then looked at me, "I smell a hint of adultery......"

"Hazelnut, you're finally here!" I quickly jumped up and grabbed her arm.

"Aren't you good? What else did the text message say about dying, how to die? It can't be with your family, hmmmm, want to die, right? He Zhenzhen's eyes were full of confusion.

She has always been open-mouthed, as soon as the words came out, I only felt that my face was red and my ears were hot, and I secretly glanced at Xu Junyan, only to see him glaring at me with a blue face, probably aware of my little trick, and it was difficult to hide the deep anger in his eyes.

"Let's talk about it later!" I dragged He Zhenzhen and ran out.

"Hey, wait! Let me say hello to Xu Shao somewhat! He Zhenzhen said as she turned around and beckoned to Xu Junyan, "Xu Shao, hello!" Goodbye! ”

I didn't dare to look back, nor did I dare to imagine the expression on Xu Junyan's face, at this moment, I just wanted to stay away from him, a little farther away.

A moment before getting into the car, I raised my head, a tall figure stood in front of the window on the second floor, he clasped his hands in front of his chest and looked at me quietly, his outline was clear and familiar, in the night, it seemed so lonely and lonely.

Sitting in He Zhenzhen's car, I cried a lot.

"So, Zhou Yunru is Zhou Jingru's sister, Xu Shao first fell in love with Zhou Yunru, and then Zhou Yunru died, and Zhou Jingru fell in love with Xu Shao again?" After listening to me, it took He Zhenzhen more than half a day to sort out her head, she touched her chin, with a Conan detective expression, "Zhou Jingru didn't say it sooner or later, but now that she said it, it was obvious that she couldn't see you and deliberately stimulated you!" ”

"What are you doing with her? You just stay with Xu Shao in a down-to-earth manner, sooner or later he won't be your person? He Zhenzhen slapped her thigh and asked me not to be like Zhou Jingru.

"But I don't want to be a substitute for his first love!" I sighed, took out the photo from my bag and handed it to Hazel Hazel.

He Zhenzhen glanced at the photo and exclaimed, with a ghostly expression, "TMD is too similar, don't you say I thought the person in the photo was you!" ”

"Now you understand, right?" I smiled bitterly, and I felt even more aggrieved in my heart.

"How do you explain it?" She asked.

I shook my head, "He didn't say anything, and he was very resistant to me mentioning Zhou Yunru in front of him." ”

"It stands to reason that everyone has a past, first love and ex-girlfriend or something, it's not a problem, as long as the two of them make it clear and honest, but the attitude of Xu Shao seems to be too uncooperative!" He Zhenzhen scratched her hair irritably, turned her face and asked me again, "What are you going to do?" ”

"I told him to break up." I looked ahead and said calmly.

He Zhenzhen stopped the car on the side of the road with a foot of the brake, with an expression of disbelief, "Don't want to be the young grandmother of the Xu family?" ”

"Hazelnut, you know me, I never wanted to be the young grandmother of the Xu family, I wanted to be - just his lover!" I met He Zhenzhen's inquiring eyes, and my tone was firm, "However, I definitely don't want to be the shadow of another woman!" ”

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