I don't know what the expression on my face was, and I don't know how I got through the door, but when I reacted, Zhou Jingru and I were sitting face to face at the table in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

"I was drunk last night, my skirt was dirty, I couldn't tell the address of my apartment, Xu Junyan had to bring me back!" Zhou Jingru sat on the chair and stared at me quietly with her knees crossed, her face was very calm, and she smiled self-deprecatingly as she spoke, "Then he went out, and I turned out his shirt myself!" ”

"You don't have to explain so much to me, he told me a long time ago!" I looked at her calmly and even gave her a friendly smile.

In fact, when I first met Zhou Jingru before, my emotions seemed unexpectedly calm.

It's not suspicion, it's not anger, it's just surprise and regret, it's amazing why Zhou Jingru appeared in Xu Junyan's house, it's a pity that Xu Junyan actually used Aunt Zhang's cleaning as an excuse to cover up, in fact, he can tell me the truth, I don't even have this little belly.

However, at this moment, my mood is steady, because I believe in a man, and it turns out that he is also worthy of my trust.

In an instant, my heart felt like a warm current of happiness, and it felt really warm to love someone and be willing to trust him.

And Zhou Jingru's attitude also surprised me, she gave me the feeling of enlightenment, did she finally understand the truth that the twisted melon is not sweet?

However, Zhou Jingru's next words made me feel like falling into an ice cave, as if falling from heaven to hell.

"But don't be complacent, the woman Xu Junyan loves is not me, nor you, but her!" Zhou Jingru said, and suddenly took out a photo from a small and delicate pink leather armor on the table and pushed it over, "Speaking of which, you also take advantage of a face, and you still look a little like her, otherwise...... Hehe, how could he take a fancy to you? ”

I picked up the photo and looked at it carefully, the girl in the photo was only about eighteen or nineteen years old, she looked sweet and lovely, but her eyes seemed to contain a thousand sorrows, and her eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if with a bit of melancholy; Xu Junyan hugged him tightly from behind, their cheeks pressed together, he was laughing, laughing gently and dotingly.

This kind of laughter, once upon a time, I always thought that it belonged to me alone, it turned out that I was wrong, it turned out that many years ago, Xu Junyan gave his warmth to other women without reservation.

But what can I say, he was abroad at the time, he was completely free to love anyone, did I love Chen Jianren differently?

It's just that Zhou Jingru is right, the girl in the photo looks really similar to me.

I remember when I first started college, I took a lot of photos with my classmates out of excitement and freshness, and her expression and posture were so similar to me back then.

My internal organs seemed to be squeezed together, and my hand holding the photo kept tightening, and I wanted to pinch the photo into my fingernails.

"She is my own sister, her name is Zhou Yunru, and she is the only woman Xu Junyan has ever loved! And you, just a pathetic substitute! Zhou Jing stood up suddenly, she unceremoniously broke my finger to get the photo back, shook her head and sighed, "If it weren't for her Zhuyu in front, how could you get Xu Junyan's favor?" ”

Every word of Zhou Jingru pierced my heart like a sharp needle, my hands trembled involuntarily, and I had to twist my hands together to forcibly maintain my composure, "Your sister, where is she now?" ”

"Dead, otherwise how would it be your turn?" She said lightly, with undisguised viciousness in her tone, "You can't even compare to my sister's little finger, Xu Junyan is looking for you just because he thinks your face can ease his nostalgia for my sister!" ”

"Miss Zhou, if you think that a few words of your nonsense can make me and Xu Junyan have a rift, I'm afraid you're wrong!" I held on to the last glimmer of hope, and I stared at her firmly, "Your sister has passed away, and I don't want to slander the deceased, but you said that Jun Yan was looking for me because I looked like her......"

I took a deep breath and paused for a few seconds, then continued, "Do you know that Xu Junyan and I are at the same table in elementary school, and we have known each other for many years. ”

"Of course I do!" Zhou Jingru's voice seemed to become a little sharper, and a mocking smile appeared on her face, "It's you who don't know!" The Xu family and the Zhou family are world friends, Xu Junyan and my sister are childhood sweethearts, do you think he met you first or my sister first? ”

I couldn't breathe anymore and couldn't say half a word.

Zhou Jingru smiled proudly and threw the photo back casually, "Let's take a good look at my sister's remains, right?" As for marrying into the Xu family, I advise you not to fantasize! I understand Old Man Xu's temper, at most you give birth to a few children to give you the title of second room, do you still think that you can be the young grandmother of the Xu family openly? ”

"Miss Zhou, everyone has a past, everyone has their own little secrets, I will solve the problem between me and Xu Junyan myself, don't bother with you!" I raised my head and looked at Zhou Jingru in a light tone.

But I knew in my heart that this time I was facing an unprecedented problem, and I had no clue if I could solve it or not.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you, my sister is Xu Junyan's life-saving benefactor, think about it, a woman who saved his life is his first love, tsk-" Zhou Jing looked at me with a smile on her face, with a gloating expression, "A man as calm and introverted as Xu Junyan will never forget my sister for the rest of his life!" Not only will she not forget, but her position in his heart cannot be replaced by anyone! ”

"If you want to be a substitute, you can be a substitute, anyway, you will be my sister's shadow for the rest of your life!" She scoffed, picked up the bag on the table, and headed for the door.

The sound of high heels hitting the ground sounded particularly harsh, and I sat quietly, holding the photo left by Zhou Jingru in my hand, and sat like this from noon until nightfall.

The brain is groggy, as if it has broken into a dark and thorny jungle, and the heart is chaotic like a tangled vine, constantly pulling, unclear, unable to break free, and the consciousness seems to be gradually sinking, sinking, until it sinks to the bottom of the valley, into the abyss.

The moment I lowered my head, I reacted to the cold wetness on my skin, and my tears were already soaking my neckline.

It's like a marshmallow that I bought after queuing for a long time at a temple fair when I was a child, and before I could take a bite, a gust of wind blew through, blowing all the sweetness and hope to the sky and to the clouds, blowing without a trace, leaving only an empty heart.

I think back to the bits and pieces of getting along with Xu Junyan in the past year, every charming picture, every tender moment, every moment of attachment, our relationship was hard-won, I once resisted him, wanted to stay away from him, and finally fell into a deep inextrication.

How could you not love him? It's just that when I was in love, I once again ushered in a blow like a catastrophe.

Zhou Yunru is Xu Junyan's first love, she saved his life, such a couple, it is not difficult to imagine how unforgettable their love was back then, but why did he never mention her to me, is it because her death made him lose even the courage to remember her?

Or is he really just using me as her shadow, and he wants to keep this secret in his heart for the rest of his life, so that I can be a silly substitute for the rest of my life?

The moment the thought flashed, I suddenly felt as cold as frost in my heart.

The moment the lights came on, I realized that Xu Junyan was back.

"Little thing, how do you sit in the tuyere? Not afraid of colds? His tone was a little disgusted, he took off his blazer, closed the window casually, and then leaned down and pinched my cheek, "My face is cold, I'll help you warm up!" ”

After that, he came to my lips and wanted to kiss me.

I subconsciously avoided his face.

He was stunned for a moment, his thumb ran across the corner of my eye, and his tone was gentle as if he could pinch out the water, "Baby, why are you crying?" ”

In my memory, it seems that he called me baby for the first time, but now I don't feel sweet.

I wiped my face, "Xu Junyan, shall we talk?" ”

"I said you should think about it slowly when I am not there, and we will talk about it when you think about it." He half-squatted down and reached out to gently wipe away the tears on my face, "I'm not forcing you to leave Yicheng immediately, what are you crying about?" ”

"Don't cry, tell me what you want, I'll buy it for you, okay? Bags, watches or jewelry? Xu Junyan seemed to be helpless against my sudden tears, he stood up and hugged me to his chest, comforting me in a somewhat flustered tone, and even coaxing me rarely.

But Xu Junyan, I don't want anything, all I want is you, and you really belong to me?

I gently pulled away from his embrace, pulled a tissue to wipe away my tears, and after a moment of hesitation, I still mustered up my courage.

"I want to talk to you about Zhou Yunru." I stared at him quietly.

Sure enough, after I said Zhou Yunru's name, Xu Junyan's face sank suddenly, he glanced indifferently at the night outside the window, and sat silently on the chair opposite me.

He propped up the back of the chair with one hand and the other on the table, the expression on his face became detached and indifferent, "No matter what Zhou Jingru told you, the past has passed, and I don't want to mention it again." ”

"Don't want to mention it again? So just find a replacement and use me as her shadow, huh? I chuckled and looked up at him coldly.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Frustratedly, he pulled out his cigarette case and pulled out a cigarette, hesitated for a moment, and then threw it on the table.

I slowly pushed out the photo that I had been holding in my hand for hours, and my tone was not without sarcasm, "You have a good eye, I really look like her!" ”

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