I finally understood that all the overt and secret struggles were in vain, that he was cold and unapproachable in front of people, and that he was more resolute and unhesitant than anyone else in his feelings.

Suddenly, a cold and arrogant air swelled up. In Zeng Weihua's love, I was a loser, and I left without any nostalgia that day. Now that history is repeating itself, I have been let down again, then I still have to be the one who is free and easy, even if I am abandoned by him.

I grabbed the papers on the table and smashed them over. His upright posture did not move, and the flying pieces of paper were like my scattered hearts. I walked away steadily with tears in my eyes, not letting a single teardrop fall.

I went into Mr. Chen's office. He looked at me twice, as if he had been explained in advance, and said with a sigh: "It's a pity that such a decision, although I don't understand the reason, I still have to carry out the leader's instructions." ”

I smiled and said, "Mr. Chen, you don't have to be embarrassed, even if you come to this point, I won't complain." I sincerely thank you for your sincere teaching in the past year, and I feel very honored to be your subordinate. ”

Mr. Chen was pleased and pity: "You are very good, you have a strong learning ability, and there will be a broad sky wherever you go." ”

As I spoke, I couldn't restrain the saltiness in my heart, and the corners of my eyes were wet. Mr. Chen patted the back of my hand across the table and said, "The matter has come to this, I will write you a letter of recommendation." Peter Shi, the marketing director of Shanghai ZY Company, is a friend of mine, and he just lacks a brand manager, and he is a makeup brand. You have good qualifications, and I believe you can cooperate with him tacitly. ”

I was stunned, and then woke up from my grief, a little dazed: "Mr. Chen, you mean ......?"

"Yes." He stared at me resolutely, "Leave Y City and go to Shanghai, that's an excellent platform for growth." I will give you the company information and Peter Shi's contact information later, you can contact yourself, and say that I recommended you. ”

"No, Mr. Chen, this is too unexpected. I have been studying, working and living in Y City for seven years, and I never thought of leaving the south. I...... It's too far from home. ”

"These are all excuses, aren't they? Do you want to sink forever in City Y? You leave FK, and then, in the same city, only to increase the sorrow, to spend nothing? Mr. Chen's voice suddenly became urgent, and his eyes burned, "I am also from here, and I can understand your mood at the moment." And you can't change anything. There are some things that I can't say more from my position. But you have to understand that you still have a long way to go, and your workplace is just beginning to shine, do you want to stop this seemingly smooth road? You can give yourself a little time to mourn, but remember that smart people don't allow themselves to dwell too much on the past. ”

I understand that Chen always comforts me in a subtle way, persuading me to speed up my way out of the shadows, and he must know a thing or two about us. However, going to Shanghai means that everything starts again, life and connections need to be re-established, and everything in the past will be broken and restarted.

I looked gloomy.

"Cut off the past and start from scratch. Don't you have the courage you had at the beginning? Maybe you are not familiar with life and feel at a loss and helpless. However, in life, it is impossible to rely on others all the time, and you always need others to give you confidence and courage in life. A sense of solidity should be created by yourself. When you just graduated, you were full of ambition and looking forward to doing a big job. At that time, you are a newborn calf, accompanied by family and friends, working hard in a familiar environment, and even if you are like a blank sheet of paper, you can calmly withstand the pressure. Why not now? Just because I went to a strange place, I didn't have the support of acquaintances, and I couldn't find a familiar feeling, so I was afraid, scared, and didn't dare to try? ”

I stared into his sparkling eyes, and thoughts rolled through my mind. Mr. Chen...... It's not like a notice I just knew, but it's like I've been planning it for a long time, just waiting for me to find it.

It's just that my mind is so confused that I can't make room for anything else. I chewed on his words and felt he was right. Now is just the beginning of the chaos, and I can't keep dwelling on the sad past.

In the days of falling out of love, I need to be busy, I need to be fulfilled, and I can't stop myself.

I want to keep running forward, running forward, running to a place where there is no Luo Jincheng, running to a distant place where there is no pain and no sorrow.

Distance forgets pain, and busyness makes memories sink into the invisible.

Seeing that my face was relaxed, Mr. Chen smiled and said, "You talk to Peter Shi first, and I'll contact a friend over there to find you a house." Although it is necessary to be bold in trying new environments, it is not necessary to make full use of the resources available. ”

I looked at him gratefully, and finally nodded: "Mr. Chen, I accept your recommendation, so I will contact Peter Shi and confirm the whereabouts as soon as possible." Thank you for waking me up, and although I regret that I can no longer listen to your teachings, I will remember your kindness. We will keep in touch with each other in the future. ”

……

I quickly got in touch with Peter Sze, who was a gentle baritone. He simply did a telephone interview and said happily: "Come here, I can rest assured of the people recommended by Mr. Chen." ”

At that moment, a mixture of joy and sorrow came to my heart.

This sentence is equivalent to the dust settled, like a sword of destiny, which will cut off everything between me and Y City. In the next few years, my world will be Shanghai.

I'm really, leaving City Y.

Without the scenery we have seen together, isn't it true that my heart won't hurt so much?

I called my mom and told her that I would accept the recommendation of the leader, go to Shanghai for a post, and leave next week.

Mom was silent for a moment, and immediately said, "Is that person not allowing you?" It doesn't matter, the leader's recommendation is to affirm your work ability, and your mother will support you no matter how far you go. We're not afraid we won't find a way out. ”

Tears welled up instantly. Not the chairman, it's his grandson.

I reluctantly smiled and said, "Mom, no matter who it is, anyway, the position introduced by the leader is half a level higher than now, and I am being promoted." ”

Mom smiled with relief: "That's good, it doesn't matter if the level is high or not, if you have something to eat, don't make yourself too tired." It's just that...... What is the matter between you and Xiao Li? Will people still wait for you when you go? ”

I was stunned for a moment, almost forgetting that there was a Levia who had taken care of me before and after the saddle. After I was discharged from the hospital, he stayed with me for a Saturday and was finally rushed back. I'm unkempt and shameless.

At this moment, when his mother mentioned it, he immediately decided: "Mom, Levia is pursuing me." But I always feel that my ability, knowledge, and knowledge are still a big step behind others, and we are not at the same level, so I can't call him, and it's not appropriate to get together reluctantly. I have to wait for three or two years, and then I can stand at a certain height and then match with others, and then we will not be dwarves. ”

My mother lamented: "That's the way it is, but people are also thirty, can they wait?" ”

I said: "Mom, fate is really destined sometimes, like Zeng Weihua before, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get the approval of his family, that is, our fate was not enough." If he can't wait, it's the same thing. ”

I was still trembling when I thought about the previous dressing change incident, and I wanted to persuade my mother to go with me, but she refused.

"What am I going to do there? I know my neighbors in Guixian well, and I can still chat and play cards on weekdays. I'm no younger than you, and I'm not familiar with the place where I go, and it's not easy to adapt to the climate and diet. What do you do? With your filial piety, my mother is satisfied. ”

I couldn't help her, so I had to give up, but I was worried and told my cousin to be careful at all times.

Xiaohong screamed when she heard that I was leaving, "It's only been a few days since I dared to love me, and it's been a thousand years in this house." Luo Jin promised you to go? Or will it take you with me? ”

As soon as I heard this person's name, my heart froze, and tears fell unconsciously. I choked up quietly: "Don't mention him, from now on, everything I have nothing to do with him again." ”

She "leaned", flipped out a version of anti-inflammatory tablets from under the coffee table, and shouted again: "He let you have an abortion!" Break up with you again?! This scum has reached a new level of humanity! ”

Her surprise made my seemingly calm heart lake ripple again. I burst into tears, almost begging, "Stop talking, okay?" ”

She sat down beside me and said nonsense: "Realize the past without advice, and know that the future can be traced." I have long looked at him as unreliable, his eyebrows and eyes are gloomy, and I see that Fuze is shallow, and it is not good to kill his wife. I didn't expect it to affect you and the baby in your belly so quickly. It's good that you pulled out early. What do you think? He didn't give a lot of breakup fees and nutrition fees. ”

I no longer had the strength to discuss with her one by one, I only felt that everything related to him was like a wound scraped by a small blade, as if there was no blood at first, leaving only shallow marks and a faint pain, and when I touched it again, the stinging pain that penetrated deep into the flesh came up in waves.

In those lonely nights, I kept looking at the darkness, in a daze, and wept quietly.

Triumph World, Binjiang West Road, H Province, Guilin ...... Scenes never fade, but they seem to have been a long time ago.

Time seems to go back to that day, that afternoon, the cold arrogance when he raised his eyes was so clear, but it had long been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and he could never go back.

Naturally, he didn't mention the breakup fee to me, and the resignation process was approved surprisingly quickly. However, the company paid 3 months' salary. When the salary supervisor asked me to sign for confirmation, he said nonchalantly: "In less than a year, you have paid 3 months in the case of the employee's own resignation, and you are the first in the company." ”

I don't say a word. Your boss forced me to go, but he just gave me the stairs down.

As for the compensation. Luo Jincheng, together with the previous 1 million, are you giving me a breakup fee in disguise?

My colleagues were surprised to hear that I was leaving, after all, I was thriving at FK and had a bright future. Some people speculate whether I married into a wealthy family halfway.

I smiled indifferently and only said that I received an offer from a Shanghai company, and everyone was envious when they heard about the position and salary.

We made an appointment to keep in touch, and Xiaoru, who had the best relationship, suddenly had wet eyes and shouted to go to Shanghai to see me.

I hugged her, speechless, and finally said, "Okay." ”

FK is not just a second job for me, it has opened another door to my career and left me with some of the most vivid memories to date.

Say goodbye one by one, hand over one by one.

By the time I signed the handover form, FK really had nothing to do with me.

This time, it's me who really wants to leave.

Levia took me to the airport. He reacted calmly, as if I was just out of town and would come back at any moment. I stood at the security checkpoint, took the small suitcase from him, said goodbye briefly, and walked in without hesitation.

After walking out for a while, I suddenly turned back with hope as if I had been seduced. The line of sight is like a scanner searching around, but in the crowd and bustle, how can there be that familiar figure.

At that moment, I burst into tears.

From now on, there will be no more you in my landscape.

Goodbye, this city with you.