He got up and took a cup of hot water and handed it to me. I pouted with tears in my eyes as he put it back on the bedside table.

"Mrs. Luo told me some time ago that if there is a woman willing to give birth to me a child, let her give birth and not beat it. I wondered why she said that. My only woman is you, does she know something? I've been waiting, waiting for you to tell me in person, to tell me that you have a baby. But I didn't see you open my mouth for a long time, so I thought, is she just getting a vaccination? For a while I was relieved, because the situation was so difficult, and if you were really pregnant, I would be really embarrassed. I used to want one more of our children. I'm 33 years old, and when I'm past my prime, how can I not be happy if someone I love can have a child for me? However, everything is stuck at this point, and I can't help but be delusional.

After arguing with you that day, I thought about it a lot. I also want to calm myself and not speculate, but my mind always comes to mind that you are entangled with that man. No matter what happened that day, I was always unbalanced inside. Why am I not there, there will be other men around you. Why are you always disconnected from him?

Listen to me first. ”

He gently pressed my trembling shoulders and continued, "I admit that I haven't cared enough about you during this time, and I admit that I have hidden a lot of things from you. But, Shu Hua, you know the responsibilities and destiny I bear, why don't you understand, don't understand my bottom line, don't understand my helplessness? ”

I cried out loud, "Luo Jincheng, I've endured it for so long, have I ever said no to you, have I ever doubted all your explanations?" But why don't you believe me, why do you poke my heart with such cruel words? ”

"yes, we can't be honest. I thought that after many years, I finally found the woman who had the same heart, and I thought that you were the person I had with all my life. But you kept such a big deal out of your pregnancy as a matter of secrecy. ”

I felt a dull pain in my heart and shook my head desperately, "I really want to say it, but so many things happen in the company......"

"I've been wondering on the way here, if it hadn't been for this accident, wouldn't its fate have been different?" He interrupted me coldly, "You had a miscarriage, but it was another man who informed me, and he actually came to you for the first time." Do you know how blocked my heart is? Like a fish in the throat, this thorn has always been with you. ”

I stared at him sadly, and my mouth was open for a long time, unable to speak. Where is the man who once doted on me like a treasure?

"The child is gone, but you blame me for being entangled with other men, why don't you see what you did? I said I wasn't comfortable, but you kept saying cruel things to disgust me. The doctor said that I was overstimulated to cause the embryo to die. Luo Jincheng, do you dare to say that you are not responsible?

I met Zhang Jingen at Huihua Supermarket, and she showed me that I and you will not affect her relationship with you no matter what. Isn't that disgusting to me? Later, when I left the supermarket, a shopping cart rushed down inexplicably when I was going downhill, but fortunately I dodged quickly, otherwise I would have been hit to the ground. Even if there is no evidence, how can I not suspect that this is a deliberate frame-up by someone in my position......"

I couldn't stop crying, and my tears soaked a large patch of the quilt.

Levia once told me that when he drove out, he caught a glimpse of what looked like Zhang Jingen hurrying away from the top of the slope, and then saw me cowering downhill.

But I restrained myself and didn't tell Livia's words and discernment. Because I knew that any information about Levia now would anger the strange man in front of him.

What's more, even if he knew, what could he change?

Luo Jincheng sighed, got up and walked to the window with his back to me, and his voice was suddenly calm and frightening: "Shu Hua, in the past few days, I have recalled the situation we have traveled all the way. I remember that day you came up to return the charger, I thought you were sent to the door to hang me, and I thought that the strange woman was easy to send with you. I didn't expect to meet you later, you made me see the fragile side, the stubborn side, the arrogant side, so lovable. After Yuan Xiucheng, you are the first woman to arouse my desire. At that time, there was only one greed, which was to possess you and possess you. Everything is so wonderful, even though Mrs. Luo has been matching me with Zhang Jingen. But I thought, if I endure it for a few more years, I will have the autonomy of marriage in a few years. When the time comes, we must be together in the open. You're such a forgiving girl, you should be able to understand me.

However, as soon as the man Livia appeared, I realized that you were the same kind as him. I'm not showing off my family background, on the contrary, I feel that this kind of life is extremely pathetic, and my life is extremely sad. However, I had to go on like this. I had to make my mom's wish come true. ”

I gasped for air, and I felt that it was very difficult to breathe. I finally realized that Luo Jincheng's arrival today was to forcibly draw a sentence on our relationship. He really broke up ruthlessly, he didn't just quarrel and give me a lesson, he really didn't want me anymore.

As soon as I lost his child, he didn't want me anymore.

I lifted the quilt suddenly, ran over barefoot, pulled his body, and grabbed his cuffs, "Luo Jincheng, this is what you call love, any man can smash your love, and any misunderstanding will make you let go easily." This is what you call love! What do you think of me......"

He was expressionless and didn't look at me, "It's not a man's problem, it's the entanglement of the two of you that has planted the seeds of jealousy and disappointment in my heart." I can't blame you for this, it's me who is too selfish, selfishly wants to tie you up with sweet words, selfishly wants you to sacrifice for my ambitions, selfishly pulls you into my pathetic world, and ends up losing both. You and I are not from the same world, so instead of making each other miserable, it is better to make a decision sooner. It doesn't matter who is right or wrong. As for our child, it shouldn't have come, so let's go. It doesn't matter if it's Zhang Jingen's ghost or not, you remember it all on my head. ”

I pounded his chest and couldn't say anything.

Unmoved, he said, "I'm here today just to tell you about my decision." Whether you accept it or not, it won't change my decision. Take advantage of the weekend to figure it out and don't try in vain on things that don't have hope. I still have a lot of things to do, so I'll go first. ”

After saying this, he effortlessly broke my hand and walked resolutely to the door.

I leaned against the wall under the window, my body sliding little by little, tears surging into the sea again.

"I hate you." I heard myself gritting my teeth and spilling out.

He paused and never looked back to open the door of the ward.

When the spring flowers are blooming, the sky is clear. And he resolutely left, leaving me with a dark world.

I wanted to drink, but I was resolutely stopped by Levia, how could I be so indulgent when I had just had a miscarriage? He confiscated all the liquor in my apartment. When I first recovered from a serious illness, I sat on the recliner on the balcony blankly, and the bright sun did not have a trace of temperature. The noisy sound of the aunt dancing downstairs was heard over and over again, but it seemed to me to be silent. Until they dispersed and went home, I was still stunned, and I never felt the sound of the world.

After Luo Jin left, I was alone and lonely in the world.

After two days off, I finally had to face the reality that I had new and tedious work to deal with. It's just that before I had time to think about the future, someone had already made a decision for me.

At half past ten in the morning, the front desk told me: Your four-day vacation Luo always disagrees.

I opened the OA system sadly, and sure enough, in the column of the general manager, his annotation was cut first and then played, and I disagreed.

According to the company's regulations, more than three days of vacation must be signed and approved by the general manager. And suddenly, Li Wei only verbally asked for leave with Mr. Chen, and as soon as I came back, I made up the fake order under the reminder of the little sister at the front desk. OA unexpectedly quickly flowed to Luo Jincheng, but it turned out to be such a comment.

The grief and indignation of leaving hit my head, and I rushed directly to the general manager's office on the 22nd floor.

"You let me in!"

Li Xue stopped me with a cold face: "Without Mr. Luo's appointment, you can't break in, you are also considered a management, don't you know the rules?" ”

At this time, the phone on her desk rang, and she actually grabbed my arm with her right hand, and picked up the phone with her left hand: "Mr. Luo...... Good, good. ”

Put down the phone and let go immediately. I didn't care about anything else and just pushed the door in.

I haven't seen him for a few days, but the man is still plump and handsome, meticulous in appearance, and is immersed in reading documents, as if he has not noticed my intrusion.

I was the only one with a withered look and a haggard look in my eyes.

I remembered the scene when I reunited with him after a one-night stand last year, he was also so calm, so cold as ice, as if the intersection of the past was nothing but a mirror, and it was never real.

All my emotions were cold at that moment, but I had to say something when I came in. So I asked, my voice calm.

"Why didn't you approve my leave? You know what's going on. ”

He raised his eyes and glanced at me, finally put down the documents in his hand, and said coldly: "You automatically took four days off without applying in advance, which violates the company's regulations, and I am just doing business." ”

I gasped and asked restrainedly: "If you don't approve me for these four days, it is equivalent to absenteeism, and those who are absent from work for more than three days are automatically resigned." I swallowed the sourness in my throat and said, "Are you trying to fire me?" ”

"The company has the company's rules, and you can do what you want. You don't have to ask me. It's vexatious for you to break in like this today. Smart people don't need to waste time here. ”

I kept staring at his inky black eyes, but I could no longer find the tenderness and warmth that I had ever felt there.

It's not that I'm greedy for a place with him, but I've ever given my heart, and I'm dying and still want to find that trace of love.

I am not reconciled, "You are a personal vendetta." Just because I didn't apply for leave with you in advance, you're going to fire a good employee......"

"I have the right to decide whether the majority of people stay or go!" He snapped out, "I don't want to see you again, are you satisfied with this answer?" ”