210 After all, there is no escape
There are some things, once started, that you can't look back on.
At this moment, I seemed to understand why I felt flustered just now, and I still couldn't escape it.
You must always bear the mistakes you make.
When I looked up and met a pair of familiar and deep eyes, I couldn't help but shudder.
Xu Junyan stood in the middle of the room, his facial features were cold, his fists were clenched, and there was no expression on his face, he stared at me as if he were looking at a stranger.
That estrangement, that indifference, and that gloom made my heart tighten together in an instant.
However, at this moment, I have no way out, I can only face it, I can only admit it.
I stood up, avoiding Shao Ya's outstretched arm, and I forced my composure towards Lulu, my tone trying to remain as calm as possible, "There are still patients in the room, if you want to talk to me, let's go out and talk." ”
"Wait!" Old Man Xu's face turned pale, he coughed violently a few times, and then glared at me angrily with his eyes, "You tell me first, is what she said true?" Did you drug Junyan? ”
"Grandpa!" Xu Junyan's voice was still so calm, he strode forward, his hands pressed on my shoulders, his strength was much greater than usual, he stared at my eyes, his tone was still calm, "Wife, I want to hear you tell me in person, she is talking nonsense, you don't know her at all, right?" ”
"Husband, I'm ......" I met his expectant eyes, my throat choked, and I couldn't speak.
Yes, at this moment, I don't have the courage, at this moment, I'm ashamed to admit the mistakes I made.
Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I tell the truth, I will lose Xu Junyan, and I will lose the man I really love.
"Jun Yan, when is it, are you still deceiving yourself?" Xu Qian had a gloating expression on his face, he lost no time in interrupting me, and then said in a gloomy tone, "It seems that if you don't take out the key evidence, you won't give up." ”
As he spoke, he pointed at Lulu, "Where's the thing?" ”
Lulu hesitated for a moment and took out a card from her handbag, "This room card was given to me by her, and you also know that Junya Hotel has such strict security measures, and I can't enter Mr. Xu's room without a room card." ”
I stared at the room card in her hand, the card was specially made, and Xu Junyan would not fail to recognize it.
My lips couldn't help but tremble, I was dizzy that night, I just wanted to see Xu Junyan immediately, I couldn't care about anything, when I returned to the hotel and met Lulu, I had completely forgotten about the room card, and then I forgot it completely.
But so what?
The moment I met Lulu just now, I had already made my own decision - I would tell the truth, and I would suffer the consequences.
Xu Qian handed over the card, but Xu Junyan didn't answer it.
He stared straight at me, his hands still on my shoulders, and his tone was as gentle as ever, "Wife, I only believe in you, I want to hear you." ”
This sentence made my tears burst out of my eyes in an instant.
I'm sorry, Xu Junyan, I disappointed you, maybe you will be miserable, maybe you will hate me, but I don't want to lie to you, I can only admit it.
I must admit.
"I came up with the idea of taking the photo, and I also gave the medicine to Xie Rong!" Shao Ya suddenly rushed over and grabbed Xu Junyan's arm, he looked at Xu Junyan calmly, and his tone was firm, "I lied to her that it was sleeping pills, she believed it, and this woman ......"
As she spoke, Shao Ya's eyes turned to Lulu, "I also asked people to introduce her." ”
"Xiaoya, are you crazy, what are you helping her with? She should get out of the Xu family soon! Xu Qian glared at Shao Ya angrily, and then pushed Lulu unceremoniously, "You tell them clearly, who is looking for you?" ”
Before the words fell, Shao Ya's eyes suddenly became sharp, he stared at Lulu, and said in a deep tone, "You'd better tell the truth." ”
"I ...... I didn't know, anyway, someone approached me and asked me if I wanted to make a quick buck, and I agreed. Later, I met her and another woman, and as for who planned it, I don't know, I just paid for it. Lulu's tone immediately changed, and she became flickering, even a little inexplicable.
But Shao Ya is obviously innocent, he clearly wants to help me, and the whole thing has nothing to do with him from beginning to end.
"No, husband, listen to me!" I must not let Shao Ya take the blame for me, he and Xu Junyan are brothers, if the misunderstanding cannot be solved, I am afraid they will never recognize each other for the rest of their lives, the thought flashed, I resolutely raised my head and looked at Xu Junyan, "The medicine is ......"
Before the words fell, Xu Junyan had already punched Shao Ya in the face, he was probably angry, and he was ruthless.
Shao Ya's tall body shook, almost unable to support it, he struggled to hold on to the corner of the table next to him, and a mocking smile appeared on his face, "I did it, from the moment I took her out of the paradise, I told myself that I must let her leave you." ”
"Why?" Xu Junyan stepped forward and grabbed Shao Ya's collar, his face was cloudy, and his eyes flashed with terrifying cruelty.
"Why?" Shao Ya smiled coldly, and then his gaze suddenly crossed over to Xu Junyan and stayed on my face, and his tone softened all of a sudden, "Because I love her!" ”
Before the words fell, Xu Junyan's fist had already rained down on Shao Ya's face and chest, and his anger seemed to be at the extreme, and to my surprise, Shao Ya did not resist and let Xu Junyan punch after punch.
The room was in a mess, Xu Qian first scolded Lulu, and after scolding a few words, he unceremoniously pushed Lulu out of the door, and then rushed over to try to pull Xu Junyan away, but Xu Junyan was already red-eyed and couldn't pull it away at all.
The dull sound of beating, the violent coughing of Old Man Xu, and the dissuasive voice of Sister Ying with a crying voice, each of them hit my heart like a heavy hammer.
At this moment, a deep sense of self-loathing rose in my heart, I hated myself for the mistakes I made in a moment's dizziness, I hated myself for involving innocent people, I hated myself.
"Stop fighting, it's me, it's all me! None of his business! "When Xu Junyan swung his fist at Shao Ya again, I couldn't help but rush over to block Shao Ya.
I looked at Xu Junyan and said word by word, "I bought the medicine myself, and it wasn't a sleeping pill that I wanted from the beginning, but in order not to hurt you, I asked them to give me the minimum dose." ”
Shao Ya coughed a few times, the corners of his lips were bleeding, he looked at me with pity, and shook his head gently at me, but I continued without turning a blind eye.
"I don't usually drink alcohol, but do you remember that night I deliberately asked for red wine, and I lied to you that I had trouble with my eyes, so I took you away and got me eye drops, and then put medicine in your wine glass. Later, I made an excuse to call again, and after I went out, I gave the room card to Lulu, and Lulu was right, the security of Junya Hotel is so strict, how can she find you without a room card? ”
"But when I got to the hotel lobby, I got a call from the medicine seller, who said that he might have given me the wrong medicine, saying that the medicine would have side effects, fever, vomiting and even shock. I was scared, so I hurried back to you, but luckily you were fine, and then they told me that there was nothing wrong with the medicine, it was just a false alarm. ”
It was as if I was telling someone else's story, and I heard my own calm, unwavering voice, as if coming from a distant place, with an indescribable sense of unreality.
However, the pain in his chest began to accumulate little by little, and in the end, it was like a hole had been opened, empty and cold, and it only hurt so much that people couldn't breathe.
Xu Junyan's arm froze in mid-air for a long time before it slowly fell.
He stared at me, a moment of trance flashed in his eyes, and he spoke, his voice with a hint of hoarseness, "Wife, you tell me the truth, no matter what you say, I will believe you." ”
"Husband, I'm telling the truth." I looked at him, tears in my eyes rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably, "It was my mistake, I hid it from you, I won't let you track it down because I ......"
"You ruthless woman, how can you treat Jun Yan like this? Do you want to kill him? He's my only grandson! Old Man Xu interrupted me angrily, he gasped as he spoke, and finally coughed violently.
"Xiao Rong, you disappointed me so much, I always thought you were a good girl." Sister Ying glared at me with red eyes.
At this moment, I felt like a street rat exposed to the scorching sun, everyone shouted and beaten, and I could only close my eyes without shame and let others scold me.
However, the words that I didn't have time to say just now made my heart surge, and I wanted to tell Xu Junyan that because I love him, I never want to lose him again.
In a trance, Sister Ying suddenly shouted bitterly, "Call the doctor, the old man has fainted!" ”
The room was in chaos again, the sound of hurried footsteps ringing in my ears, the doctors and nurses in white coats flashing before my eyes, the various instruments pushed in, and then the hospital bed pushed out again.
As if she were looking at a flower, the last thing that came to mind was the face of a strange woman, who said, "Blood pressure and blood sugar are too low!" ”
Tiredness hit me and I closed my eyes.
When I woke up again, I was lying in a hospital bed, and a white figure flashed in front of me, a nurse in the hospital.
"Are you awake?" The nurse stopped and said in a light tone, "You're fine, call the family to pick you up, and rest for a few days!" ”
"May I ask, how are the patients in Ward 801 doing?" I sat up and suddenly found that I was still on the infusion, so I had to sit on the bed and ask her, "Is that the old gentleman surnamed Xu?" ”
"The surname is Xu?" The nurse glanced down at the form in her hand, and after a moment, she sighed lowly, "Death was pronounced two hours ago. ”
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