The sound of the door lock ringing sounded harsh, and I sat on the couch, staring nervously in the direction of the doorway, until the tall, familiar back came into view, and I stood up suddenly.

After hearing about Mr. Xu's death in the hospital during the day, I immediately dialed the needle to find Xu Junyan, but when I rushed over, the ward was already empty, and then I called his mobile phone, Sister Ying's mobile phone, and even Aunt Zhang's mobile phone, but all of them were unanswered.

The mood seems to have sunk to the bottom, and it seems to have been abandoned in a desert with no people, indescribably flustered and depressed.

The man's footsteps stopped suddenly, and I stared at a pair of deep eyes in front of me, Xu Junyan's face was surprisingly calm, and there was no trace of calm in the calm.

Such an atmosphere made my mood inexplicably nervous.

"Husband, are you back?" I suppressed the throbbing in my heart and asked him softly, "Have you eaten?" I'm going to cook a bowl of noodles for you, okay? ”

"Grandpa is gone." Xu Junyan glanced at me lightly, his voice sounded like it was coming from a distant place, just a few words, accompanied by a suffocating heaviness.

I nodded, tears welling up in my eyes, "I'm sorry! ”

Guilt bites my heart like an insect and ant, I stared at Xu Junyan's eyes, my throat overflowing with bitterness.

"Excuse me?" He smiled bitterly and looked at me with a somewhat unfamiliar expression, "No need. “

"Husband, listen to me, I didn't want to hurt you, I just wanted you to agree to sign the divorce agreement. I was really dizzy and couldn't think of any other way! I went to buy the medicine, but I asked for the minimum dose, I went to Lulu, just to let her cooperate in a play, I never thought to really send another woman to your bed, never......" I looked at him, word by word.

On the way back from the hospital, I thought about it a lot, and I asked myself many times, what is love?

Love is not a bright sunny and warm spring breeze, and love is not a lingering and gentle stay with each other, at least, not always.

In short, love is not as beautiful as we imagined, nor is it as powerful as we think.

Love has a dark side and a more vulnerable side.

No matter how much you love someone, you can't avoid the darkness in your heart, and if you can't control it, you will make mistakes.

Sometimes a mistake will bury love.

I made a mistake, and what was even more terrible was that the mistake caused a domino effect, Xu Qian found Lulu, and Lulu exposed my "crime" in front of Mr. Xu.

As a result, the death of me and Mr. Xu can no longer be separated.

Such a mistake, such an ending, will Xu Junyan forgive me?

I don't know, but I can't back down, I have to face what I have to face.

"I'm tired, I want to be alone for a while!" Xu Junyan suddenly interrupted me, he turned around and walked towards the stairs, under the dim light, the expression on his face was a little dark, "Also, I want to go back to the old mansion in the next few days......"

"I know!" I nodded in agreement, thought for a moment and asked, "Grandpa's funeral, if you need my help......

"No need!" There seemed to be a moment of trance in his eyes, and after a moment, he said indifferently, "The doctor said you need to rest!" ”

"I'm sorry, I have too many things to deal with during the day and can't stay in the hospital with you!" He added, but his tone was still not half warm.

I quickly shook my head, "It's okay! ”

But when Xu Junyan's back disappeared from my sight, my heart sank little by little, and he pushed open the door of the guest room - he didn't want to stay with me.

But at this moment, I really can't muster up the courage to bother him again.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up again, Xu Junyan was already gone.

In the next few days, Xu Junyan never came back, I called him, and the call was transferred to Su Ruo's mobile phone, Su Ruo said that Xu Junyan didn't answer anyone's phone recently, and the company's affairs were temporarily transferred to several vice presidents to deal with, and he would only go back to the company once in a while.

Hanging up the phone, I sat on the balcony with my knees hugged for an hour, and finally dialed He Zhenzhen's number.

In less than half an hour, He Zhenzhen appeared in front of me with a black face.

"Xie Rong, is your brain in water? Why did you admit to Xu Junyan that you did it? You can say that it is me, it was originally the medicine I gave you, the woman I found for you! "He Zhenzhen stood in front of me, with his hands on his waist, looking like he hated iron but not steel.

"Long pain is better than short pain, and sooner or later you can't hide it!" I looked at her and sighed deeply, "I will carry my own mistakes, and I don't want to drag you in." ”

"Do you carry it yourself? You and Xu Junyan died all their lives, and it was not easy to reconcile, and now there is such a trouble, and Old Man Xu is gone, and your father-in-law is now telling others all over the world that Old Man Xu is angry with you......"

He Zhenzhen's words made me giggle in my heart, I didn't expect Xu Qian to be so despicable, obviously he secretly brought Lulu to the ward, and fanned the flames on the side, making the situation uncontrollable, but in the end he put all the responsibility on me.

I don't know Xu Qian's thoughts, he coveted Zhengqing early in the morning, but because of Old Man Xu, he didn't dare to interfere.

Now that Old Man Xu is dead, Xu Junyan is his biological son after all, I don't even speculate despicably, maybe Xu Qian went to the hospital to make trouble in the first place with the purpose of killing Old Man Xu in anger.

But what can I say at this special moment? Who will listen to me?

"Have you ever wondered what Xu Junyan would think? If he really blames you and resents you in his heart, how will you face each other in the future? He Zhenzhen sighed and sat down next to me dejectedly.

"I don't know, he's been back in the house lately, and I think we'll probably be separated for a few days." I looked blankly at the roses in the corner of the balcony, which Xu Junyan specially prepared for me.

The flowers have long since withered, but I am reluctant to throw them away.

"Separated?" He Zhenzhen stared at me with wide eyes and an expression of disbelief, "You just reconciled and are going to separate again?" ”

"I understand him, and Old Man Xu's death hit him hard, I want to give him some time and space, so I don't want to bother him for the time being." I took a deep breath and squeezed out a smile at He Zhenzhen, "When he calms down, I will have a good talk with him, if it's wrong, it's wrong, I have nothing to defend, no matter how angry he is and how he blames me, I admit it." ”

"What does the old man's death have to do with you? If you really want to settle the account, it can't be counted on your head, it's obviously your father-in-law's neurosis, and I don't know what the hell I'm thinking? If he hadn't secretly found Lulu and brought her to the ward to stimulate the old man, how could the old man have died? He Zhenzhen stood up, grabbed her hair irritably, and her tone suddenly became anxious, "Now it's not a question of whether you recognize it or not, it's whether Xu Junyan will ......."

"Forget it, I'll explain to him when I find a chance!" In the end, He Zhenzhen did not continue.

However, how could I not understand her thoughts, she was worried that Xu Junyan would not forgive me - such an assumption, I don't want to think about it, I am afraid to think about it, I can only deliberately avoid it.

My own mind is firm, so I pretend that his mind is firm, but I don't know what he is thinking.

In the end, He Zhenzhen persuaded me to go back to the old house and let me keep a close distance from Xu Junyan, and I agreed.

After He Zhenzhen left, I thought about it again and again, and still called the landline of the Xu family's old house.

"Hey, who's that?" It was Sister Ying's voice, and it sounded like she had just cried.

"Sister Ying, it's me!" Thinking of Sister Ying's deep feelings for Old Man Xu, I felt a deep sense of guilt in my heart again, and my tone became cramped.

"Is that you? Why are you embarrassed to call? Sister Ying's emotions suddenly became excited, and her voice became a little sharper, "Do you know that the old man was angry with you to death?" The doctor said he couldn't be stimulated, but you said it to his face. You have no children, you and Jun Yan are going to divorce, I understand you, and I won't say anything, but why do you have to stimulate a seriously ill old man? ”

"Even if you really set a trap for Jun Yan, even if you lie and deceive the old man, he is such an old man, why do you have to get along with him?"

"He's obviously getting better, and he said he wants to give you the shares in his name, what are you not satisfied with?"

In the end, Sister Ying's voice was already with obvious crying, and I held the microphone and silently endured her accusations.

I understand Sister Ying, because I understand, I can't bear to refute.

By the time I came to my senses, the phone had already hung up.

However, to my relief, Su Ruo called me and said that Xu Junyan was now in the office and asked me if I wanted to come over.

I hurriedly picked up my bag and went out, on the way I called Lily, I said that I was going to take a few days off, let her help me talk to Cheng Yi, if there is anything that needs to be dealt with, just transfer it directly to Cheng Yi, Lily readily agreed.

Pushing open the door of Zhengqing, everything is still so familiar, busy figures, noisy phone calls, and Coco's smiling face.

"Sister Rong, are you here?" Coco excitedly stood up to greet me.

"Is Mr. Xu here?" I asked her hurriedly.

"Mr. Xu is in the conference room, do you want me to call him out?" Coco said enthusiastically.

"No need." I shook my head, "I'll wait for him in his office." ”

The office door was locked, I took out the key and opened the door, only to see that the computer on the desk was still open, and I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, he was indeed there.

The desktop looked a little messy, several documents were piled up, and they all seemed to need Xu Junyan's approval, so I sorted them out casually, but when my eyes fell on the last piece of paper, my blood coagulated all of a sudden.

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