Shao Ya sent me out the door, and in front of the elevator, he called me to stop.

He folded his hands in front of his chest, his tall body tilted slightly, and the expression on his face was a little obscure.

"Xie Rong, I don't regret what I said to you just now." He stared at me, his dark eyes rippling with an inscrutable brilliance, "Maybe you'll hate me, maybe you'll ......"

He stopped abruptly, his tone a little lonely.

How could I hate him?

The man in front of me helped me without hesitation, he helped me out of the siege again and again, helped me relieve the depression in my heart again and again, and not long ago, he saved my life with his own hands.

He was like a warm spring breeze and a bright sunshine, comforting and warming me as much as possible when I needed it most.

"Shao Ya, I don't hate you, I'm just ......"

I just don't love you - you're good, you're really good, but love is not wishful thinking, not gratitude in return, not equivalent exchange, love is the fusion of two hearts, the collision of two souls, and the admiration of two loves.

I don't want to admit it, but I have to admit that with Xu Junyan, what I feel is never simply "he loves me" or "I love him", my feeling has always been "we love each other".

However, people who love each other also have barriers that cannot be crossed, so I can only choose to end.

I took a deep breath and squeezed out a smile at Shao Ya, and just wanted to continue, he suddenly interrupted me, "I probably guessed what you want to say, but I don't want to listen, do me a favor, don't say it!" ”

An undisguised pain appeared between his eyebrows and eyes, and I couldn't bear to lower my head, but his firm voice sounded in my ears again, "This time, I won't let go again!" ”

I raised my head in surprise, and the moment the elevator door closed, Shao Ya's resolute face met my eyes.

Out of the community gate, I was in a mess, I wanted to calm down, so I simply walked slowly along the side of the road alone.

I called He Zhenzhen and reported today's harvest, He Zhenzhen was discouraged and yelled to find a new lawyer, I hurriedly stopped her, and finally I said that I would have a formal showdown with Xu Junyan when I went back tonight, and if nothing happened, I would move out tomorrow.

He Zhenzhen sighed and didn't say much, just asked me to call her tomorrow and she came to pick me up.

After hanging up the phone, it was almost dark, and I suddenly felt hungry and tired, so I found a random place to eat something, and then took a taxi back to the paradise.

When I got out of the car, I glanced at the watch next to the meter, and it was already past nine o'clock, and I muttered in my heart, I don't know if Xu Junyan has come back.

When the door was opened, the lights were on in the living room, and there was still steaming food on the dining room table, but there was no one in sight.

I guess the housekeeping aunt has probably gone back, and as for Xu Junyan - maybe she is resting, maybe she is working, I don't seem to need to report to him to say that I am back, anyway, I will talk to him later.

I went upstairs with my bag and had just pushed open the bedroom door when I suddenly heard the familiar sound of footsteps behind me.

"You're back, just in time, I want to inform you that I'll move out tomorrow." I turned around, spoke in a calm tone, and casually tossed aside the dining room paper bag with the dirty coat.

"Why did you come back so late?" Xu Junyan stood at the door, one hand in his trouser pocket, and his cold eyes swept over me.

His questioning tone made my heart burst into flames, obviously he was semi-forced to let me return to the paradise, I said all the good things several times, and he did not agree to the divorce agreement, and now he put on a posture of accountability, which is simply domineering and arrogant.

I clasped my hands in front of my chest and glared at him coldly, "Time is mine, and how I want to spend it is also my business, and it has nothing to do with you!"

His face was gloomy and his tone became cold, and he asked me word by word, "Where have you been?" Who did you meet? ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly reacted, he must have misunderstood something, I took off my scarf, and took off my coat, and the clothes on my body were different from what I wore when I went out in the morning.

Do you want to explain it to him?

I hesitated for a moment, and then immediately dismissed the idea.

There is nothing to explain, the two people who have come to the step of divorce, even if it is a misunderstanding, it doesn't matter, not to mention that if such a misunderstanding can make Xu Junyan die and let go as soon as possible, it is not a good thing for me.

I stared at him, my tone becoming even more indifferent, "I don't need to explain to you, if you think I've offended you, you can sign a divorce agreement right away." ”

Before the words fell, his eyes darkened, his slender fingers suddenly pinched my chin, he forced me to look at him, his eyes were as deep as the sea and seemed to roll up the boundless wind and waves, his voice was mixed with pain and anger, "Xie Rong, I remind you once again, we haven't divorced yet, even if the marriage lasts for a day, you are my wife, you can't ......"

"What can't you do?" I sneered and looked up to meet his eyes fearlessly, "Can't you go to another man?" Can't cuckold you, can you? ”

The long-standing anger roared in his chest, as if a dark beast was roaring in his heart, and the grievances, frustrations, helplessness, and depression that had been raging for days all broke through the floodgates and tilted out.

It was as if a voice was saying that there should be no more hesitation, it was time to stop.

"Xu Junyan, what other qualifications do you have to ask me? You hurt my body completely, you make me feel heartbreaking, you shatter my most beautiful and long-awaited dreams! I roared, catharsis, a mocking smile on the corner of my mouth, "I'm not as strong as you, I can be so calm and casual when I lose my own flesh and blood, yes, how can you care?" You are the boss Xu in the shopping mall, you deal with hundreds of millions of business every day, what is a small life to you? You've long forgotten about Little Nono, and you've forgotten everything about her! ”

As soon as the floodgates opened, they could no longer be stopped, and the language became bitter, and some things were clearly not wanted to be said, but they were thrown out as if they were uncontrollable.

It's like pinching the tip of a knife to stab someone, stabbing others at the same time, his hands are also dripping with blood and piercing the pain of the heart.

"I haven't forgotten, I never have forgotten!" A heavy pain rose on his face, he turned his face away from me, and when he turned around again, his eyes were already red, "You lost little Nono, but I lost more than her, you feel pain, my pain will not be half a point less than yours; But I can only suppress it, suppress all my emotions, I am a man, I can't fall, because there are still you, and grandpa, and Zhengqing, I can only grit my teeth and hold on. But why do you question my love for my children? Xiao Nuno is not your baby alone, she is also my baby, and my love for her will not be half a point less than yours! ”

"But you still haven't been able to protect her!" I stared at him and unceremoniously stabbed him with a soft knife in the heart.

His face froze instantly, and after a moment, he spoke slowly and with difficulty, with a hint of pleading in his eyes, "No matter how much you hate me, don't punish me in this way." ”

"Hate?" I hooked my lips and shook my head indifferently at him, "Xu Junyan, you think too much, I don't hate you at all, you just want to save a life, you just want to fulfill your moral code, your great sentiments make me admire too late, how can I hate you?" I just don't love you anymore! ”

As soon as the words came out, I suddenly felt a stinging in my eyes, and I thought I would feel happy, but my heart was like a sharp weapon slashing quickly and fiercely, and my throat seemed to be pinched by a pair of hands, and I was about to lose my breath.

Xu Junyan's tall body trembled violently, his expression became more flustered than ever, the force in his hand increased suddenly, and a certain aura of despair and sorrow spread between me and him.

I stared at him, his lips trembling, his eyes as if there was a bottomless sorrow flowing quietly, his face pale and even bloody.

I don't know how long it took, he let go of me, and then turned away without saying a word.

It wasn't until the slight sound of the door closing in my ears that I came back to my senses and collapsed on the bed, closing my eyes tiredly, as if I had experienced a terrible war, and after a fierce battle, I was also scarred.

When I woke up the next day, I suddenly found that my phone was missing, and I thought that I had probably forgotten it in the living room last night, so I hurried downstairs to look for it.

Xu Junyan was sitting in front of the window, he was in a straight suit, his expression was serious, one hand on the back of the chair, his slender fingers were gently tapping on the table, I was no stranger to his movements and expressions, whenever he encountered something tricky and fell into deep thought, he would do so.

I stopped, my eyes resting on his shoulder, "I left two copies of the divorce agreement on the bedside table, if you figure it out, call me at any time, and during the separation, if there is no special reason, we had better not meet, I don't want to affect the judge's judgment!" ”

He stood up and walked towards me, his gaze as calm as water, "You forgot your phone downstairs yesterday!" ”

"Thank you!" His reaction caught me by surprise, and I took my phone and was stunned unconsciously.

He stared at me and said in a light tone, "I'll go to the company first, tell me what you want to eat for lunch, and I'll be back early!" ”

"No need," I shook my head, "He Zhenzhen will come over in a moment!" ”

He raised an eyebrow with an unpredictable expression, then he hooked his lips into a nonchalant smile and strode towards the door.

I went back to the bedroom and started to pack my things, there was really nothing to pack, I simply put together a suitcase, just a few clothes and a few books, and a few picture frames that I had brought with me.

Suddenly heard the sound of the door lock turning, could it be that Xu Junyan is back again?

I tried to open the door, but the doorknob didn't move.

There was a sudden chuckle in my heart, and the door was locked.

A bad thought came to mind, I subconsciously picked up the phone, and then my brain went blank - the phone card was removed!

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