188 He can't give you happiness
I didn't really have much appetite, but I didn't want to show sluggishness in front of Shao Ya, so when he proposed to have lunch together, I nodded and agreed.
He found a western restaurant near the office building, there were not many people, we sat in the open air seats, the sun was shining, the breeze was gentle, the air was filled with a faint fragrance of flowers and plants, and the mood seemed to be much more relaxed.
"How's the talk? Did the lawyer give any advice? Shao Ya picked up the coffee cup and asked me casually.
His tone was neither light nor serious, it seemed that he was just asking casually, but I knew in my heart that he was taking care of my feelings, and he didn't want to embarrass me, so he simply deliberately said it in such a casual tone.
But I still couldn't let go, I turned my face and looked aimlessly into the distance, "It's not going well, I'm afraid I have to prepare for the long term." ”
"Long-term? Do you still want to drag on with him? Shao Ya frowned, his slender fingers slid twice on the rim of the cup, paused, his eyes suddenly became sharp, and his tone became a little colder, "Xie Rong, tell me, did he threaten you?" ”
"No, he didn't!" I couldn't wait to interrupt Shao Ya, and even I was surprised by my impatient tone, and after a few seconds, I realized my gaffe just now, "I'm sorry, Shao Ya, I was in a hurry just now, I just ......"
He shook his head, his gaze became gentle again, his hand slowly reached over on the table, gently holding my hand, he stared into my eyes, and said solemnly, "Xie Rong, do you know how distressed I am by your current appearance?" I want to help you, I want you to change back to the same person you used to talk and laugh at, I want you to get rid of pain little by little, don't reject me, okay? ”
His tone was irresistibly soft, the temperature of his palm seemed to be getting hotter, and he stared at me, something indescribable flashing in his eyes.
Shao Ya was looking forward to it and testing it, but I knew in my heart that I couldn't give him what he wanted.
It was, and it is.
We withdrew our hand and got up as if we were running away, "I'll go to the bathroom!" ”
The hose was only on the cold side, but my cheeks were still hot, and after washing my hands, I stared at myself in the mirror, my blush didn't seem to cover my pale face, my cheekbones bulged out, and my chin was much sharper.
clenched his fists and silently said to himself that he had to have a showdown with Xu Junyan tonight, no matter what he said, I would have to separate from him.
Suddenly I felt like I was in a dead end, going around and around, and finally I had to go back the way I came.
A heavy sense of frustration flashed in my heart, and I just wanted to turn around and leave, when a childish voice sounded behind me.
"Auntie, can you help me wash my hands?" A little girl with big eyes stood behind me, she was looking at me with a cute ball-like head and a little blushing face.
His eyes instantly felt sour, and he thought of little Nono almost uncontrollably, and remembered the nightmare he had experienced the night he lost her.
"Of course!" I quietly wiped the corners of my eyes, put away all the negativity, and smiled softly at her.
After washing the little girl's hands, I asked her where she was sitting again, and she pointed it out to me, and a young woman not far away was looking at her phone with her head down.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, my mother's heart is big enough, and her children are still playing with her mobile phone when they are gone.
I was holding the little girl's hand and was about to step forward, when suddenly an exclamation came from my ear, "Be careful! ”
I didn't have time to react, and for a moment, I held my soft little body tightly in my arms completely instinctively, and suddenly felt hot behind me, followed by the sound of broken dishes.
"Miss, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!" A young girl looked at me in horror, her hands clutching the hem of her restaurant overalls, nervous and almost crying.
I reacted immediately, quickly taking off my coat and shaking my head at her.
"What's going on?" Shao Ya's tone was undisguised with anger, his eyes swept over me quickly, and then he dragged me over without saying anything, his voice was full of indescribable nervousness, "Where is the burn?" ”
"Sir, I'm sorry, I just accidentally slipped a little, I really didn't mean to!" The girl explained incoherently.
"Baby, where have you gone, are you alright! You're scared mom to death! The little girl's mother ran over in a panic and scrambled to pick up the child.
"Don't embarrass her, everyone will be careless!" I came back to my senses, patted Shao Ya's arm gently, and turned my gaze to the other side, "No matter when, don't let a child out of your sight, especially such a young child!" ”
As I spoke, I pointed to the little girl, who was already frightened and dazed, and her mother blushed and her expression immediately became scornful.
When I came out of the bathroom again, the mother and daughter had disappeared, Shao Ya said that she would take me to the hospital, I said that I had been checked just now, but it was just a little red, just apply some ointment, there is really no need to waste medical resources.
He frowned and pointed to the sauce on my sweater, "You can't just go back!" ”
"What else?" I sighed helplessly and stuffed my coat into the paper bag given to me by the restaurant.
"Let's go, I'll take you to find a place to deal with it!" Shao Ya took the paper bag in my hand and opened the door for me first.
Ten minutes later, the car drove into a nearby high-end community, and it was only then that I realized that Shao Ya had taken me to his residence.
I suddenly felt embarrassed, and I couldn't help but want to refuse, but everything seemed reasonable, the paradise was too far away from the city, and I really didn't want to go back so greasy and sticky; However, remembering the beautiful scene in the restaurant just now, I felt inexplicably flustered.
"You go take a shower first, and I'll go out and help you find some clothes." After hesitating, Shao Ya had already pressed the code to open the door, his tone was indifferent, and when he saw me standing still, he chuckled, "There is a trekking pole behind the door, you can use it to guard against me." “
When he said that, I was embarrassed to twerk any further.
Entering the door, the eye is fresh and elegant decoration style, different from Xu Junyanqun's preference for black, white and gray, the room is warm colors, beige and light yellow are combined, making people feel warm.
Shao Ya led me directly to the master bedroom, then found a bathrobe for me and asked me to take a shower first, and then hurried out the door again.
About half an hour later, when I walked out of the bathroom, there was suddenly a shopping bag on the bed, and inside were sweaters and pants of the same style as mine, all brand new, as if the label had just been cut off.
After getting dressed, the moment I pushed the door out, I met Shao Ya's dark eyes, he sat on the sofa, suddenly sniffed, and then smiled in a narrow tone, "I finally can't smell the black pepper sauce!" ”
I couldn't help but sneer, "No wonder you just ordered mushroom juice, so you hate black pepper?" ”
He was stunned for a moment, and then smiled heartily, "Observation and memory are still so good, admire and admire!" ”
"Of course, I can tell you, the saying that I was stupid for three years of pregnancy doesn't hold up for me, I ......" As soon as the words came out, my tongue suddenly knotted, and I opened my mouth, unable to speak any more.
I turned my back and held back the churning emotions in my heart.
Shao Ya's calm and gentle voice came from his ears, "I'll help you get a hair dryer!" ”
I sat down slowly, as if something had struck me on my heart.
You can't lift it, you can't think about it, any time, as long as you touch that wound, you will feel a heart-rending pain.
Weng's buzzing voice sounded in my ears, and when I came back to my senses, I was stunned.
Shao Ya was holding a hair dryer, facing me sideways to help me blow my hair, his eyes were so gentle, his face was so soft, he seemed to be engrossed, and he just smiled faintly in the face of my surprised eyes.
I stood up and frantically snatched the hair dryer from his hand, a look of confusion on his face, and he held the hair dryer in his hand as if he couldn't react.
I was a little embarrassed, so I wanted to let go of my hand and retreat, but he suddenly grabbed my hand and dragged me in his direction, he stared at me, there seemed to be an undercurrent under his black pupils, the smile on his face faded little by little, and his gaze gradually became hot.
"Rong Rong, don't push me away again, I've been late, I've regretted, I've struggled, I thought you would be happy with him, so I forced myself to die for you more than once; But now you are not happy at all, he can't give you happiness, he will only bring you endless pain. In the past, I had nothing to say if you didn't give me a chance, but now, why can't you give me a chance? ”
Shao Ya stared at me closely, his tone was sad, helpless, unwilling, and more extraordinarily enthusiastic and affectionate.
"No, Shao Ya, that's not right, I haven't divorced Xu Junyan yet, and even if we get divorced, I don't want to start a new relationship right away, I'm really tired, I just want to rest for a while, I don't want to think about anything else!" I subconsciously shook my head, and my whole body became incoherent.
However, in the next second, Shao Ya suddenly stood up and pressed me against the wall, I retreated in a panic, and he slowly approached.
A unique masculine aura sprayed on my neck, his handsome eyebrows and eyes were close at hand, and he stared at me, his eyes sparkling.
I suddenly felt ashamed and aggrieved, and I felt a sense of self-loathing that I had never felt before, as if everything was going in the opposite direction, and everything was getting out of control.
A deep sense of powerlessness welled up in his heart, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and for a moment, the burning breath suddenly moved away.
"I'm sorry!" Shao Ya stepped back, he turned around, took a deep breath, his eyes drifted out of the window, and his tone was full of self-blame and apology.
I quickly wiped away my tears, and then looked at him casually, "Shao Ya, it's time for me to go, thank you!" ”
"I'll send you back!" His voice was a little urgent, and he picked up his coat.
"No need!" I shook my head and squeezed out a harsh smile at him, "Xu Junyan will come to pick me up!" ”
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