"Don't let me hear you swear again, or 。。。。。。" Xu Junyan's tone was indescribably fierce and cold, and I couldn't help but tremble.

He seemed to sense my fear, and let go of me with a low chuckle.

Suddenly losing my fulcrum, my knees went limp, and I fell to the ground involuntarily.

"You can come to the company any day within a month from tomorrow to report, and talk to the personnel department about your salary," Xu Junyan sat back in his seat, staring at the computer and said to me without raising his head, "Of course, you can not come." ”

I scrambled up from the ground and glared at him hatefully, deliberately slamming the door shut.

Entering the gate of the community, a black Audi was parked downstairs, and I recognized the license plate number, which was Chen Jianren's car.

After the breakup, we never saw each other again.

Chen Jianren was leaning on the car door with his head down and smoking, his silhouette was a little dark and strange in the dim light.

"Xie Rong!" He puffed out his cigarette and walked over to me, staring at me without blinking.

"Get out!" I don't bother to say a word more.

Thinking of the late night when I was beaten by Liu Qianqian's head and bleeding and begging for him, and he just turned his face coldly to let her punch and kick me, I wanted to pounce on him and bite him to death.

"Let's talk!" Chen Jianren reached out and grabbed my arm, with a lot of strength.

"Let go!" I shook his hand desperately, wanting to bite down, but I felt disgusting.

Chen Jianren let go of me, and a moment of guilt flashed in his eyes: "At least I didn't beat you!" ”

I laughed so hard that I was almost angry: "Chen Jianren, you are also a man, and you are not afraid of being laughed at when you say this kind of thing?" Yes, you didn't do it yourself, but if you press my hands and feet and let Liu Qianqian beat me, you and her are the same dog! No, to say that a raccoon dog is simply lifting you, you are a dog of Liu Qianqian! ”

After scolding, I looked around, and suddenly felt a little unsteady, it was so late, and there was no one passing by, what if Chen Jianren went crazy and beat me?

But I scolded all the scolding, and now I can't admit it anymore, so I simply turned my heart to the sidelines, and continued to look at Chen Jianren angrily to show it.

Chen Jianren stared at me for a long time and was silent, and slowly spoke: "Xie Rong, I told you before that the world is not black and white, there are many gray areas in the middle, and people are the same, not either good or evil. There are some things you can understand but you can't accept, and there are some things you can't understand but you can only accept. ”

"So, you mean to let me remember your old good to me, accept your betrayal of me, and accept the atrocities you and Liu Qianqian did to me?" I sneered and looked at him disdainfully, "Chen Jianren, let me tell you, even if you were good in a thousand ways before, after that late night, you are worthless in my eyes!" ”

"At least I've never forced you, you know what I'm talking about!" Chen Jianren's eyes sank, and a somewhat forbearant expression appeared on his face.

As soon as he said this, my pretended strength collapsed instantly, and yes, of course I knew what he was talking about.

After my parents died, I took a year off.

For a whole year, I locked myself in a small room and stared at the ceiling and lamp every day.

I don't know how I survived, maybe it was the cowardice of death, maybe it was the desire to survive, but in short, I survived.

Later, I suffered from severe anxiety and psychological disorders, I was extremely insecure, I resisted physical contact with others, and when I grew up, although my symptoms were alleviated a lot, it was still difficult to break through the last step with Chen Jianren.