I have secretly consulted a psychiatrist many times, and the doctor said that I am not physically cold, but just a common phenomenon that young women have not experienced before life, and it can only be said that they have low physiological desire.

But I had no intention of hiding it from Chen Jianren, I told him clearly when he started chasing me, he said he understood me, he said he was not in a hurry, and he also said that he would wait slowly and wait for me to accept him.

In fact, I have been trying to overcome myself, after Chen Jianren proposed to me, I was ready to give myself to him completely, but what puzzled me was that several times I took the initiative to create opportunities, but he rejected me with a lot of obstacles.

Thinking about it now, maybe he had hooked up with Liu Qianqian a long time ago.

Diet men and women, I underestimate the needs of men and overestimate the commitments of men.

But in any case, at this point, I am grateful to Chen Jianren.

Because as he just said, he never forced me, he was a man with super self-control, but I remember reading in a book that the stronger the self-control, the more indifferent the emotion.

"I don't want to talk about the past, what do you want to talk to me about? If it's for your business with Zhengqing, I can't actually say anything. I steadied myself and said as calmly as I could.

"What is your relationship with Xu Junyan?" Chen Jianren looked at me for a moment, and then opened his mouth faintly.

Chen Jianren's words made me amused and angry, a man who ruthlessly abandoned me before I got married, a man who messed around in the office, and a man who has nothing to do with me now, actually interfered in my private life in turn!

Why is he?

"What do you think?" I crossed my arms and glanced at him meaningfully.

"There is no shortage of women for a boy like him, you'd better stay away from him, I don't think he can promise you anything!" Chen Jianren seemed a little irritable, he took out his cigarette case and wanted to light a cigarette again, but as if he remembered something, he stuffed the cigarette case back again.

"Chen Jianren, you promised me a lot, but your promises turned into bubbles in the end!" I smiled and shook my head at Chen Jianren, with a hint of bitterness in my heart, "Do you know, sometimes, being untrustworthy is more hateful than not being willing to promise!" ”

"Leave him," Chen Jianren seemed to turn a deaf ear to my words, and he casually handed over a card, "There are 500,000 in it." ”

Half a million? Chen Jianren is quite generous.

It turned out that when I was in love, his parents thought that I was from a bad background, that I was not a famous brand in college, that I was just a little assistant, and that they didn't give me a good face when they saw me every day.

In order not to be honest, I have always rushed to pay for my date with Chen Jianren, and I also bought gifts for his parents during the New Year's holidays, all kinds of nutrition, health care products and cosmetics, and I never felt distressed.

His parents belong to a typical "mouth suspicion of integrity", the mouth is not satisfied, I sent things but all the order, the first two years in love with travel, always let me help the online order to report the group, of course, the tour fee is out of me.

I have been in love with Chen Jianren for three years, and I can feel my conscience and say that I have not taken advantage of him for a dime.

"If you say it's medical expenses, it's too much; If you say it's a mental loss fee, it's less," I raised my head to look at him, my voice surprisingly calm, "I don't want your money, and I won't leave Xu Junyan." ”

Chen Jianren's face froze, and his hand holding the card hung in the air, not retracted.