Most of the things in the dream can't be remembered clearly when I wake up, and the dream is strange. It is mostly what you feel about what you do, and it also has the effect of relieving stress and relieving the fear in your heart. Shi Linshen basically dreams every day, and he is always so happy in his dreams.

There is always a gentle man in the dream, and his side is warm, as are the palms of his hands. They were beside an undeveloped hillside, looking at the beautiful stars in the sky and the beautiful stars in his eyes.

That pupil seems to contain two small universes, there is the Milky Way, there are stars that can't be seen through, and the deep place is the deep sorrow of Jimo. On windy days, he gently put his coat around them, next to Xiaocao's happy head, there were a few blue stones, and the fragrance on his body was like nothing, and he couldn't tell what brand of shower gel it was.

His fingers clasped tightly around the shrunken hand, a direct source of warmth and happiness. Maybe I won't be so lonely in the future.

Waking up to the tears of a deep smile, it was the first happy time with him. This life seems to be the only warmth. There are those who are born with golden keys, and there are those who cannot be favored by heaven.

The third year of high school was the most unlucky time in Linshen, and in the third year of high school, I made an appointment with my boyfriend to take a good undergraduate exam together and have a bright future. My boyfriend was admitted to a very poor junior college, and at that time, Lin Shen thought that he didn't study seriously and was very angry, so he said it, but his appearance of not caring was too obvious, which scared Lin Shen.

He said that it is useless to read, he said, and girls nowadays are very complicated and do not love themselves. He said that the girls in the vocational school were terrible, and they were very promiscuous. He said he remembered his ex-girlfriend and abandoned him, and he drank a dozen beers at a barbecue restaurant before being taken home by a friend.

I was scolded by my parents. Lin Shen felt that this person had changed, it was no longer beautiful, and the dream was shattered.

The romance of Linshen is that there is a railway in that town, and that railway crosses the Yidian River, which is not a bridge, but is mainly built for trains. Which bridge was walking with him, and it happened that a train came, and they just walked through the center of the bridge, and Lin Shen was so frightened that he didn't know what to do, the whistle was a little long, and Wang Shi covered his ears.

He was so close to her that I could hear my own heartbeat. At that moment, it seemed to be protected, fiercely protected, and at that time I found myself as if I was in the plot of a movie, so bright daytime, the howling wind was still, so romantic.

He said, let's go out, okay. Lin Shen said yes, she happily found the clothes that looked good in the cabinet, and a child in a small town did not have cosmetics. At that time, Lin Shen felt that he should be good-looking. He is also good-looking, 180 big man, and he is really lucky to meet him. For the first time, Wang Shi invited him to a barbecue.

That day, Wang Shi let Linshen drink a lot of wine. Lin Shen was dizzy, and was taken to a small hotel in the town by Wang Shi, nearby, opened a room, which town is so backward, dilapidated, and that hotel is also. . .

The next day, Lin Shen woke up and felt a lot of pain in his body, and the person in the bed was gone. At that time, Lin was deeply afraid, and no one wanted it in the future. She did a stupid thing, yes, buy medicine, she will get pregnant, what if she gets pregnant.

With the only money on his body, Lin Shen bought a box of medicine, not paying attention to the salesman's eyes. Ran to the women's toilet and took the medicine.

When I went back, the contact software didn't have him anymore. Lin Shen knew something, and seemed to hope for something. The call is also on the phone, sorry, the phone you dialed is on the phone. The same is true for several phone calls.

Linshen, I really want to go out for a hangover, and I also want to smoke, and the smell of smoke chokes tears flow faster. When I got home, I was crying with red eyes, there was no one at home, my parents were busy with work, I was left alone, I didn't want to make dinner, I cried on the sofa, and for a while, those pictures were projected in my mind like a projector.

The pictures shown are so ironic, so real, so illusory.

Say yes for a lifetime, liar.

The single loops a song, and that song has been the voice of a woman who keeps accusing men.

On the Ferris wheel is your sweet talk,

It's not romantic, but I can't forget it,

Hope and happiness are pinned on the rain,

You who want the past to come back,

I want to grasp the melancholy of the distance,

The sunflower who wants to smile,

The stupid darkness of the empty room,

I can't get rid of the loneliness,

I can't get rid of depression.....

Lin Shen suddenly felt very lost, others still have a Ferris wheel, others have also seen the sea of sunflowers, in vain together for a year, only the back of his busy study, and the occasional few small noodles and barbecue.

He never loved Linshen. If the heart is a mirror of happiness and loneliness, then she clutches the broken glass, the shards stab her fingers, but she is reluctant to put it down.

"Have you ever loved me? Have you ever liked me, Wang Shi, you scumbag, I hate you, and you will never be happy. How can you let go of the bits and pieces we are together, why are you so ruthless, did you lie to me all your life?"

Lin Shen still sent a text message.

"We're done, don't pester me." After Wang Shi finished typing this sentence, there was no more news.

"Isn't there a chance to turn back? I love you sincerely, Wang Shi, let's start over again. ”

There is just an exclamation point on the page (your message went out, but it was rejected by the other party).