It was late at night, and I still couldn't sleep. Rolling in bed until one o'clock, listening to songs, I couldn't figure out whether I fell asleep. It's been a long time since that incident, and he studied hard in the third year of high school and was finally admitted to the undergraduate program, and at that time, his mother filed for divorce.

She has endured his father's cheating for many years for Linshen. Lin Shen thought that her mother would endure this life, or rather, it would be over. Linshen's mother said that even if it is a person, I have passed for many years, and he is useless.

Lin Shen is getting more and more confused, what should love look like, Lin Shen was addicted to the game in high school, and at that time, he was like a savior. No matter what happens to the other side, he can kill the other side and win the victory, which is very magical.

She was also reading novels, and at that time, childhood sweetheart's novels were so popular. The love in those novels is very sacred, and the other party contains each other in their eyes, and no one can destroy it if they are demons. Bubbles shimmer all over the body. In real life, divorce, cheating, countless.

Married women who became housewives seem to have turned into a tragedy. She will lose the care and love of men, she has to be strong, be a strong backing, love is gone, and the family must be supported.

Pro is deeply immersed in his own world and wants to escape from reality. Countless utopias flashed in Lin Shen's mind, and a woman in white smiled over and over again in her mind.

The whole period of high school was depressing, maybe college would be better, Lin Shen couldn't help but think about college, looking forward to it, looking forward to it.

During college, the living expenses provided by my parents were very small, and Linshen had no cosmetics, no money to eat delicious food, and no money to buy clothes. Linshen can only go to work part-time and do a lot of part-time jobs.

Every day after class, I kept going to the cafeteria to help with the meals, to get free lunches and dinners, and to buy clothes with a pitiful salary. On weekends, I went to the private hotel to cook groceries for more than ten hours, cleaned countless wine glasses with many girls, held huge tablecloths, spread them on the table, and had to be neatly arranged.

Back to the dormitory only tired, and invisible tomorrow.

The grades in the first semester are not very good, and it is work and study, so I don't know when the days will end and when I will have a beautiful house for myself. A little home of your own.

"Linshen, I invite you to the bar, do you want to go? We went to the dormitory. Roommate Xiaojin asked.

"But I haven't been to a bar. Go for it."

"Why don't you go if we all go, don't give face, let's go, there's nothing, what era is this." Xiaojin tried his best to persuade him, and the other roommates expressed their willingness to go and have a good time.

"Where to go"

"It's so noisy here, there are a lot of people" Lin Shen stood in the writhing crowd at a loss, the girl painted thick makeup, twisted her body, dressed revealingly, sexy and not like words, her bewitching eyes were blurred in the light, and she was lost with a smile, and there were always a few boys around the beautiful girl, dancing a provocative dance, handsome is a kind of capital.

In this world of lights, Lin Shen was lost for the first time, as if he had forgotten his troubles, the bartender with slender fingers had a handsome face and a fashionable hairstyle, everything was so luxurious, it was a world that Lin Shen had never touched. The music was deafening, and the people cheered and jumped.

"Little sister, is it your first time?" There was a boy who looked a little mature and handsome with a comb of four or five points, looking at her and laughing, his words were a little frivolous.

Lin Shen subconsciously looked left and right, and then thought, is he not talking to me, but around me, there are a few girls who are carrying me, and there are still girls who are still hi, could it be me, it's unlikely.

Lin Shen is wearing a dress of 79 yuan bought on Taobao today, and the forest girl is wearing a small suspender, revealing Lin Shen's delicate collarbone. Lin Shen is not particularly white, but this light green little dress looks very good.

Today is an unprecedented makeup, although the eyes are not big, the eyelashes are already thick and thick, the eyeballs are the color of the night, and the frightened look is a light rain in the night, and the lonely heart is always a little ready to move, which makes people pity.

But under the delicate makeup, Linshen's face is actually very good-looking. When her roommate put makeup on her, she was stunned.

"Are you talking to me?" Lin Shen asked tentatively. The look was cramped and uncertain, but also a little expectant. This person is so good-looking, tall and thin, and his eyes are shy when he looks at others, the kind that makes people dodge and inexplicably sink into it, trying to find the source of hope and catch it.

"Otherwise, who am I talking to, you are so cute." Zhang Mu's smile widened, revealing his white teeth. The smile is even more eye-catching.

Lin Shen was even more embarrassed, secretly looking at him and feeling that he was going to indulge in it.

"Would you like a drink?" Zhang Mu held his wine glass and smiled. Lin Shen took it, it should be fine.

"Why do you feel a little dizzy, is it because I can't drink?" Lin Shen held her head and walked outside, and at the same time her roommate was too busy to find Bei. Completely forgot about the existence of the depths.

"I'll take you to my car to take a rest," Zhang Mu suddenly hugged her, and Lin Shen suddenly felt a little uneasy. I didn't really want to go, and struggled. Zhang Mu stuffed her into the back seat and closed the door.

The car drove away.