200 Unspeakable Secrets

Before leaving the hotel, I received a call from He Zhenzhen, and the result was gratifying, the medicine she got was fine, but the dose was a little larger, in her words, it was equivalent to an enhanced Wei Ge, as long as it was properly relieved, it would not affect her health.

Obviously, I invisibly acted as Xu Junyan's drug sustained-release agent, and finally survived this hurdle without danger.

But I couldn't be happy at all, my heart swelled up with a fear of the rest of my life, if the medicine was wrong, if something really happened to Xu Junyan, I don't think I would forgive myself for the rest of my life.

Yes, because of the loss of Xiao Nuo and the existence of Zhou Yunru, I once wanted to leave Xu Junyan so firmly, but I never wanted to hurt him.

Whenever and wherever I want, I just want him to be well, and when I think back to that thrilling night, there is only one thought in my mind, I can't lose him - because I love him, I love him deeply.

He Zhenzhen seemed to notice something, she asked me bluntly if I slept with Xu Junyan, she asked frankly, but I was in my heart, and finally I said awkwardly "um".

Then I heard He Zhenzhen's exaggerated tone "tsk" a few times, "I said why didn't I answer the mobile phone and didn't show up, and I was on fire with Xu Junyan for three days in a row?" ”

"How can it be so exaggerated? At most, it is spring breeze and rain! Although my mouth was hard, I couldn't help but think of some restricted images that made my nose bleed wildly, and I couldn't help but blush.

"Come less! It's not a shy girl, don't pretend to be innocent! He Zhenzhen sneered, looking overjoyed, but before I could say anything, her tone suddenly became serious, "Niu'er, you remember, this incident must not be known to Xu Junyan!" ”

My brain was stunned for a moment, and my originally beautiful and sweet mood suddenly sank to the bottom, and I actually ignored the most important point - I was the one who drugged Xu Junyan, I was the one who pushed him into the arms of other women, and I was the one who designed the whole set to take advantage of him.

I can't imagine what would happen if Xu Junyan found out one day in the future? Will he be sad? Will he be in pain? Will he hate me?

I didn't want to think about it, and I didn't dare to think about it, and for a while, my mood was unprecedentedly flustered.

He Zhenzhen seemed to sense my thoughts, and she comforted me by saying that she had already given Lulu hush money, and Lulu also knew who Xu Junyan was, and she didn't want to cause trouble for herself, so as long as I kept my mouth shut, no one would say it.

Having said that, but my mood is extremely heavy, there is no impermeable wall under the sky, if people don't know, unless they don't do it, what I do, can I really hide it from Xu Junyan unknowingly?

My heart suddenly became chaotic, and I didn't know what to say perfunctory A few words about He Zhenzhen, and then hung up the phone.

Standing in front of the window, I was stunned, and my mood became conflicted and tangled.

"Wife, what are you thinking?" Xu Junyan's gentle voice sounded in his ears, and he reached out to wrap his hand around my chest, bowed his head and kissed me lightly on the back of my neck.

"Nothing!" Suddenly feeling that my eyes were wet, I quickly squeezed out a smile at him, "I'm just a little hungry!" ”

"Hungry?" He turned my face and asked me to face him, he looked at me with a wicked smile in his eyes, "If you're hungry, let your husband continue to feed you, okay?" ”

My face burned and I tugged at the collar of his shirt in anger, "Is it over?" Not too tired of it? ”

He grabbed my hand, his eyebrows were full of tenderness, his fingers rubbed gently in my palm, and his deep voice had a charming charm, "I'm never tired of you." ”

On a sunny morning, Xu Junyan and I hugged each other in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his eyes affectionate, nailed to my face almost every moment.

We are like a pair of men and women in love, lingering and sympathetic, we say love words to each other, the bottom of our hearts seems to be a trickle in the flow, every love word is smeared with the most affectionate color, and his every smile, every look, every movement, make my heart jump.

My chest was filled with a sense of happiness, and the negative emotions that had been in place for a long time seemed to disappear in an instant, like sending away the rainy day and ushering in a rainbow, and my mood became soft and beautiful, but at this moment, a trace of gloom flashed in my heart again - what would happen if Xu Junyan knew?

"Wife, don't worry, I've already asked people to check!" Xu Junyan patted me lightly on the shoulder, with a comforting tone.

I looked at him in a daze, "What are you looking for?" ”

"You went out on the phone that night and a woman suddenly broke in, I suspect she drugged me, I remember the smell in the room was not right, her expression was also very suspicious, I suspect she planned it in advance!" Xu Junyan's face was filled with a look of solemnity, although his voice was low and slow, his tone was a little fierce, "I will find out the person behind her, no matter who it is, I will not spare it!" ”

"Don't!" As soon as the words came out, I immediately realized my gaffe, I cleared my throat, and continued with a pretense of calmness, "I mean don't embarrass her! ”

The next second, the lie was involuntarily spoken.

I said that I met the woman when I went out on the phone, and I said that she also asked me how to get to room xx, and I said that she might be a special occupation but maybe she just went to the wrong room.

"She's young, maybe she really has a last resort!" I was nervous, but my face was calm.

Xu Junyan looked at me seriously, his face became softer and softer, and after a short silence, he sighed softly, and then hugged me on his chest without saying anything, "Wife, you are really kind!" ”

I lowered my head, not daring to look him in the eye at all, and my heart was filled with bitterness - it was clear that I was the one who started it, but at this moment, I was flustered, cowardly, hesitant, and even began to make up lies to cover up my crimes.

I wanted to hide it from Xu Junyan, because I couldn't imagine how he felt when he knew that the woman he loved and trusted the most secretly set such a despicable and shameless trap for him behind his back, just thinking about it, my internal organs seemed to be squeezed together.

To my surprise, Xu Junyan didn't continue to insist on the investigation, he seemed to be really touched by my "kindness", and even said lightly when he received a call from Li Zheng, "No need to check again!" ”

Just because of my words, so arrogant men give up recourse would be angry for any man, and seeing him like this, my feelings are even more mixed.

However, I didn't dare to show the slightest abnormality, the so-called liar's heart is probably like this, once the lie is spoken, the next moment is worried about exposure, the most worrying thing is that the lie is actually told to the person you love the most.

After lunch at the hotel, I said that I was going back to work, Xu Junyan said to send me, I hesitated to refuse him, but his face immediately showed a disappointed expression, and I immediately couldn't say anything to refuse.

Although I didn't want to, I ended up hurting him, so I couldn't help but feel guilty and indebted, and wanted to make amends and please him.

Sitting next to him again, as before, he held the steering wheel in one hand and mine in the other, a faint smile on his lips.

The sun was shining through the car window, the man's handsome features were shrouded in a faint gold, and then I heard him start humming an English song, a song that both me and he loved.

”iknowyoureyesinthemorningsun!” His eyes were looking into the distance, and the corners of his lips curled in a beautiful curvature.

I stared at his handsome face and began to whisper, "ifeelyoutouchmeinthepouringrain!"

”howdeepisyourlove?” He turned his face and cast a gentle look at me.

”howdeepisyoulove?” I boldly met his burning gaze, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously smiled.

Facing the wind and the sun, we sing the sweetest love songs, we give each other the most tender eyes, we sway the most lingering love, at this moment, love is like air, surrounding me and him tightly.

"I'll pick you up in the evening!" Xu Junyan helped me open the car door, and his arms naturally wrapped around my waist, as if swearing sovereignty.

Pick me up?

To be honest, although I promised him that he would start again, I didn't want it so soon, maybe it was the estrangement after a long separation, maybe it was the shadow he left on me last time, this time, I really wanted to slow down the progress a little bit, slow down a little bit.

"I don't want to move back just yet, I mean it's convenient to live in the South District!" I hesitated, but said firmly.

"Isn't it okay to pick you up for dinner and then send you back?" What surprised me was how peaceful Xu Junyan's reaction was.

He looked at me gently, and his tone was gentle and deliberative, so he was different from the previous assertiveness and domineering, but he made me feel as comfortable as a spring breeze.

"Good!" I nodded slightly, a little overwhelmed, and after taking a few steps, I couldn't help but stop and turn to look back at him.

He stepped forward with a smile, then reached out and rubbed my cheek, his tone revealing a thick doting, "Good, I'll come early in the evening!" ”

Until I pushed open the glass door of the office building, his tall and slender silhouette seemed to be standing in place.

I was restless all afternoon, some of my expectations for a new start with Xu Junyan, and some of the unknown factors between me and him, afraid of breaking the mirror and slowing down, afraid of being troubled, and afraid of emotional deterioration.

I'm even more afraid that he will know the truth!

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