I wanted to leave early in the evening, but Lily transferred an urgent conference call to me, which was related to new orders for the next quarter, so I had to concentrate on the meeting, and by the time I walked out of the office building, it was already completely dark.

Suddenly remembered that Xu Junyan said that he would come to pick me up early, and he was in a hurry, and couldn't help but trot all the way to the parking lot.

The familiar back came into my eyes, under the dim yellow light, Xu Junyan's tall body was hidden in a black windbreaker, he was in his trouser pocket with one hand, and he was holding a cigarette in the other, the expression on his face was calm and calm, his outstanding appearance and expensive sports car won him a very high return rate, and the little girls who came out of the office building turned their eyes to him.

At this moment, my heart was still a little proud, this charismatic man, even though there were so many covetous eyes staring at him, but I didn't feel a trace of panic in my heart, because I knew how warm and deep his love for me was, especially after the most dangerous test, I trusted him 100%.

I approached him lightly, and then quickly reached out and blindfolded him, but before I could speak, he turned and embraced me into his arms.

The palm of his hand felt his long eyelashes tremble, his low laughter sounded in his ears, and his kiss fell, softly to the gentle breeze of spring, soft like falling petals.

"Why don't you play cards according to common sense? At least guess who I am, right? "I don't know why, the mood was like a sunny day after a rainy day, I took my hands down and climbed up his neck.

Suddenly, I felt as if my tone was coquettish, a little embarrassed, a little dazed, and I couldn't help but want to retreat, but I was carried closer to his chest by his hand.

Through the thin shirt, I could hear his heartbeat, and there was a faint smell of tobacco in my nose and his unique taste, I looked up at him, his eyes were affectionate and

Focused, under the dim light and shadow, his facial features appear soft and charming.

"Little fool, I won't let anyone get so close to me except you!" He whispered in my ear, and as I spoke, his fiery breath swept through me like nothing, making my heart tremble.

Words seemed redundant, and I stood on tiptoe and offered to kiss him on the lips.

Xu Junyan's eyes floated with a strange brilliance, and then I suddenly felt that as soon as my feet were in the air, he actually hugged me in front of the public, and then kissed me back passionately.

So Xu Junyan and I are like lovers in love, showing affection as if no one else is around.

We went to a landscape restaurant on Linjiang Road, through the 360-degree panoramic glass window, I saw the stars in the distance, the night view was bright, but the man sitting in front of me, the black eyes, were brighter than the brightest stars in the night sky.

I didn't drink, but my heart was drunk, drunk in the enchanting night, drunk in love stronger than wine.

After the meal, Xu Junyan fulfilled his promise to send me back, and the car drove slowly along Linjiang Road, looking at the night view by the river, and scenes of the past came to my mind.

I think of the knife Xu Junyan blocked for me by the river, I think of the scene when he hugged me in the dark and cold reservoir and encouraged me to persevere, and I remember that he always gave me the chance to live in the moment of life and death.

He was not an articulate man, his love came fierce but deep, and in all the old days I can recall, he didn't say many love words, but every time it was unforgettable.

The more I thought about it, the more chaotic my heart became, although I no longer resisted Xu Junyan's approach, but I really didn't want to get back together with him hastily anymore.

Although we are not divorced, I have to face the reality that our relationship has indeed been broken.

There are some things, don't think about it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, whether it's me or Xu Junyan, we actually deliberately avoid some topics that no one wants to face, such as Xiao Nuonuo, such as Shao Ya, such as ......

When people are immersed in tenderness and sweetness, who wants to bring up a heavy and oppressive topic? Xu Junyan and I are just laymen!

"Wife, how long do you plan to live in the South District? Why don't I have someone clean up the apartment in the city in a few days, you can move there, and the work will be closer! Xu Junyan said indifferently while driving.

I was a little caught off guard, and once again realized the gap between men and women's thinking, in Xu Junyan's opinion, I may have re-accepted him, and he probably felt that we could go back to the past immediately; But I knew in my heart that no matter what I promised him, I didn't want to rush it, whether it was to start over or not to leave, I just wanted to do it slowly and slowly within the pace I could bear.

It's not that I don't love, it's just that I'm scared of love, and I become a little cowardly and a little hesitant.

Perhaps as I get older, I seem to think more and more.

I remember saying in a book that the sign of a woman's maturity is learning to think, I don't know if I'm mature now, but I do think more than before.

"I want to stay alone for a while longer!" I shook my head slightly, deliberately biting "one person" harder, "And if I move here, it will be inconvenient for you." ”

"I can continue to live in paradise." The expression on his face was very calm, and his tone was light.

He still took into account my feelings, and hesitated for a moment, but finally firmed up his thoughts, and his tone unconsciously became a little anxious, "Don't force me, okay?" ”

After a brief silence, he pursed his lips and the car slowly pulled to a halt on the side of the road.

He took off his seat belt, then turned to look directly at me, "Wife, I'm not forcing you, I just want to be with you, I want to be able to see you every day when I open my eyes, I want to reach out and touch you, I almost lost you, that feeling, I really don't want to experience it a second time!" ”

"Let's do the same as before, shall we?" His hand gently caressed my cheek, and his tone became more gentle.

"I know, I want to ...... too," I said with some insincerity, avoiding his burning gaze, "but I don't want to be too fast, I want to be slow, I think I and you need time!" ”

Xu Junyan's hand stiffened, and the temperature of his fingertips seemed to cool down instantly, and after a while, I heard his calm and peaceful voice, "I understand, I'll take my time."

The next atmosphere became a little subtle, Xu Junyan drove back on the road, but the expression on his face became much more serious, and he held the steering wheel with both hands along the way, and he didn't even hold my hand anymore.

I suddenly felt a little lost in my heart, but I still don't want to compromise after thinking about it, maybe keep a certain distance, so that he and I can see our hearts clearly!

The car drove downstairs, Xu Junyan helped me open the car door, I thought he would say to send me up, but he said goodbye to me seriously, and then said that he would pick me up downstairs tomorrow morning, and he didn't have any idea of "visiting" at all.

His rapid transformation really made me quite messy, and I was stunned for a while to come back to my senses when I looked at the red sports car in the distance.

In the next few days, Xu Junyan and I were like couples in love, he picked me up from work every day, had dinner together, and then sent me home after dinner.

In all emotional moments, we would hug and kiss, but each other seemed to resist the last impulse, anyway, Xu Junyan acted like a humble gentleman, and never even sent me upstairs.

But what is the matter with the humble gentleman to the humble gentleman, and his small actions similar to flirting with me from time to time?

It's a French wet kiss at every turn, but it always retreats when I kiss it; The buttons of my shirt were always buttoned to the top, but they were always unbuttoned one by one in front of me, and his fingers, as if he had cast some kind of magic, and when he caressed my cheek and my neck, the little fire in my heart seemed to ignite instantly.

In response to my doubts, He Zhenzhen threw out eight words - Gu is dissatisfied and needs to be moisturized.

"It's already moistened, and if it's moistened, it'll be waterlogged!" I shook my head and said.

He Zhenzhen sneered, "Thirty is like a wolf, do you know?" ”

"I'm not thirty yet!" I retorted weakly.

"Soon, the closer you get, the more like a wolf!" He Zhenzhen said unceremoniously.

"So you mean Xu Junyan did it on purpose? Deliberately seducing me into falling under his suit pants? I said a little dazed.

"Actually, I think the key is you, after all, it's been dry for too long, and it's finally been moistened once, and it's probably ......" He Zhenzhen stared at me, and then slapped the table suddenly, "Eat the marrow and know the taste, yes, that's what it means!" ”

"Food, sex, don't be embarrassed, besides, haven't you already fought him for three hundred rounds that night?" He Zhenzhen picked up the coffee cup and winked at me.

But He Zhenzhen didn't know that I was not in any mood at all that night, when I heard her say that the medicine was taken wrong, my brain was completely paralyzed, and when I rushed into the bathroom and saw Xu Junyan soaking in the bathtub and hitting the wall, my breathing almost stopped.

Sometimes, sex is a way to express love, but sometimes it's also a way to vent emotions, regardless of gender.

That night, my emotions were on the verge of collapse, and I even thought that as long as I could save Xu Junyan, I would be willing to do anything, even if it was to lose all my self-esteem, even if it was shameless.

"Don't worry, I asked someone to introduce Lulu to a job in her hometown, and she had already gone back last week, so ......" He Zhenzhen hesitated for a moment, and said in a firm tone, "It's as if it never happened, don't even think about it in the future!" ”

"Thank you, little hazelnut!" I shook her hand gratefully, but my heart was still melancholy.

After drinking coffee with He Zhenzhen, I wanted to go shopping together, but Lily's phone called and asked me if it was inconvenient to go back early in the afternoon, saying that there was a big customer waiting for me.

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