My mother told me that Rourou has grown up and loved to be beautiful, and she likes the clothes I made for her, but my mother didn't tell her that I made them.

But it doesn't matter, in Rourou's eyes, my mother is already dead, as long as she can wear the clothes I made, I am very happy.

My mother asked me, "What are your plans for the future?" Do you want to stay here all the time, or do you want to go back? ”

I know that my mother can't bear to let me live alone in this countryside all this time, but now that I have lived here for a long time, I don't want to go back to the capital.

I deliberately forgot a lot about the palace and Li Ye, and I didn't want to go back to my hometown to revisit, which would cause sadness in vain.

And Chun'er...... I really can't remember his face anymore, I only vaguely remember his form.

I thought about it, but I shook my head and said, "Let's stay here all the time, I'm used to living here, it's actually pretty good, if I go back to the city, I can't go out day and night, and my family is not in a good mood, and it's not suitable." ”

The mother shed tears again, but her eyes were much more relieved, and said: "Daughter, you have been living like this alone, and you are too lonely, my father and mother thought, find you a son-in-law, and someone will talk to you, and there will be two more children in the future, and you will not live in vain in this life, do you say okay?" ”

I was stunned, I didn't expect that my mother really wanted to find me a son-in-law, she said this before, I didn't agree at the time, at that time I thought about Chun'er every day, but these two years have passed, Chun'er's memory has gradually faded, and I am used to living alone, she said that I was really a little hesitant.

I'm afraid I won't find a man who loves me as much as Chun'er, I'm afraid that I'll meet a man like Li Ye again, I'm very worried, I couldn't help but shake my head, and said, "Mother, it's actually good for me to live alone, you don't have to worry about me." ”

My mother patted my hand and persuaded me: "Daughter, it's okay for you to live alone for three or five years, but if the days go by, your father and mother will inevitably worry about you. Daddy and mother want to find you a door-to-door son-in-law, you husband and wife, live in harmony, you have a care by your side, daddy and mother don't come often, you can rest assured! ”

Li Yehe...... It's quite generous.

We were a husband and wife, and he also remembered those feelings and spared my life. It's a pity that he is not my beloved. His heart is on that Xu Lanfang's body, in this life, there must be no woman who can go over her head, thinking of those days in the palace, I was jealous and jealous, and I felt that my life alone now is too easy.

But I looked at my mother's silver threads and her old face, I finally nodded and said, "Mother, if you and your father are really worried that I want to find me a son-in-law alone, then you can do it, as long as you are good, honest, good to me, ugly or not, it doesn't matter, we just live together." I don't ask for anything either. ”

In this world, I am afraid that I will not be able to meet a man who loves me like Chun'er, I just beg, don't meet another one, just be as affectionate as Li Ye, no matter if he looks good or not, as long as he can be good to me, it's okay.

My mother was very happy to see that I agreed, and within two days of going back, two carriages came to my country house, I stood at the door and watched, the one in front was my mother's, and the one in the back, walked down, a young man.

He said that he was not young anymore, and he looked, about thirty, looking honest and honest, and he smiled a little simplely, and he looked like a kind person, standing there looking at me, his eyes flickered, and he was a little embarrassed, and I laughed at the time.

My mother beckoned him into the house, and I followed him quietly watching him, his nervous hands didn't know where to put them, sitting in a chair, holding a teacup, and even I could hear the sound of the teacup lid and the teacup colliding together.

He was so nervous that his hands were shaking, so I laughed, got up and sat down next to him, and asked, "What are you nervous about?" Do I look like a man-eating tiger? ”

He shook his head and smiled shyly, "You don't look like a tiger. ”

My mother went out, leaving the two of us to talk in the house.

A cup of hot tea was served in his hand, it was cold, but he didn't drink a sip, occasionally plucked up the courage to look at me, I smiled and he lowered his head, squeaked nervously, and couldn't say anything.

This man, looking at it, seems to be a bully.

I made up my mind at that time to marry this man.

His name is Zhou Duan.

is about to go to Tongzhou to take office, a small county official, no other relatives at home, only a married sister, innocent, never married, and never raised a concubine.

He was an old man with a gentle voice, and I liked this man very much. I feel that after marrying him, a temper like him will definitely not bully me, and he will definitely not be as cruel to me as Li Ye's bastard.

Because he was in a hurry to go to Tongzhou to take office, our marriage was very urgent, and two banquets were set up in the village, my father and mother came, watching us drink a glass of wine, they left, the cave room spent candle night, he was nervous and his face was flushed, he didn't know what to do, standing at the door, his steps were like nails, and he didn't move, I sat on the bed, waited for him for a long time, gently picked up the hijab, looked at his crampedness, and couldn't help but smile and said: "Xianggong, why don't you come to lift the hijab?" ”

"Ah...... That's right, I forgot to lift the hijab......" he said and walked over nervously, and I kept laughing under the hijab, looking at his stupid appearance, satisfied.

I heard him outside the hijab, and he breathed a long sigh of relief, and then he took the scale and tried to pick my hijab.

The red cloth was turned away, and under the candlelight, his gentle face was flushed, and he sat down slowly and crampedly beside me, but he didn't move, like a sculpture, and he didn't know what to do.

I turned my head slightly to look at him, and he really seemed to be afraid to move. I think the two of us can't sit on the edge of the bed until dawn on this wedding night, the night he married Li Ye, he left me to find Xu Lanfang, I cried for half the night, but still didn't cry him back, finally got married for the second time, but even this cave room night is not perfect.

I reached over and took his hand, his palm was very rough, it seemed to be doing heavy work all year round, but I didn't care, I heard that his family was poor, this snack had a lot of hardship, and finally the title of the gold list, boiled out, but married me such a woman who was not clean, I was a little sour for a while, but I tried my best to endure it, I felt his nervous hands were trembling, I smiled and said: "Husband, the cave room is a candle night, we can't sit like this all the time, or else, you go and blow out the lamp, we ...... Shall we rest? ”

Hearing this, he nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll blow ......."

He got up and blew out the lamp, and blew out four lamps in a row, and when he was at the last two stops, I stopped him and said, "Don't blow it, husband, the candle night in the cave room is to keep two lamps until dawn!" ”

When he heard this, he smiled silly, and nervously walked over to look at me, not knowing what to do.

I looked at him like that, and I smiled, stood up, and stretched out my hand to untie his clothes, and he was nervous, and turned his face sideways, not daring to meet my eyes.

The big red wedding dress was thrown by me on the low couch next to me, and he was wearing a red middle coat, which made his face even more red like a shrimp.

"Husband, go to bed and rest."

He nodded when he heard this, went to bed in a panic, and slept in it, I looked at him like that, and I really couldn't laugh.

Then I began to take off my own clothes, and when I had done so, I was left with a bright red coat, and I laid down my tent beside him.

He still didn't move, closed his eyes, pretended to be asleep, I turned my head to look at him, I couldn't help laughing, laughing enough, so I asked: "Husband, this cave room has candle nights, are we going to sleep like this?" Shouldn't it be...... Do something? ”

He opened his eyes and turned his head to look at me, his eyes were dark and seemed to contain something, and I was about to laugh, when he suddenly mustered up his courage and rolled over and pressed against me.

He actually took the initiative, oh my God!

I can't believe this, since I met, the man who didn't even dare to take the initiative to say a word to me actually pressed on my body, I couldn't come back to my senses, put my hands at my side, I didn't know what to do.

He looked at me panting, and said in a trembling voice, "Madam...... I, I'm going to take you off...... Clothes are ......"

At that moment, I confessed, I was really stunned, I also admitted, I desperately wanted to laugh, and I was extremely unkind, I really laughed, and it was very arrogant.

"Hahaha......"

He looked at me and smiled, very puzzled, and asked me, "Madame, what are you laughing at?" Don't. Am I wrong? Next, isn't it time to undress you? ”

When he said this, I laughed even harder, and I couldn't breathe for a long time, until much later, when I looked at his increasingly puzzled eyes, and pushed him over.

He must not know what to do in the cave room, maybe he does, but he certainly hasn't experienced it, so he doesn't know how to do it, and as an experienced person, I think I should teach him.

Besides, when I got married, my father and mother had already told her that it was not the first time I had married, and he wouldn't mind if she wanted to take the initiative.

After a long time, his eyes lit up, "Madam, it's cold outside, let's go into the bed......"

In my life, I got married twice and entered the cave twice, and only this one night was perfect.