By the time I got back to the hideaway, it was already dark.

Aunt Zhang opened the door, still as enthusiastic as ever to me, "Xiao Rong is back!" ”

There was a kind and warm smile between her eyebrows, but the sympathy and regret in her eyes made me not turn a blind eye.

Yes, what is the pain of the world compared to the loss of a mother of her child?

I nodded at her, wanted to laugh but couldn't, and finally simply called her, "Aunt Zhang!" ”

Entering the door, I went straight to the bedroom on the second floor, and my eyes involuntarily drifted to the two baby rooms prepared by Xu Junyan before, and I saw two locked doors, tightly closed, as if they had never been opened.

I think of the pink blue inside, I think of the baby toys inside, I think of ...... His heart tightened suddenly, his steps began to become difficult, tears dripped on his back, and his fingers slid down the handrail of the stairs, and the wooden surface blurred a little bit of water, and his vision began to blur.

There was the sound of footsteps behind me, the familiar breath approaching, and I withdrew my hand and walked up the last step as if I were running away, separating the temperature that was close to the end of the day.

The bedroom was well tidied up, but anything related to the baby was missing.

All traces of Xiao Nuo Nuo have been erased little by little, and I even wonder if Xu Junyan will forget her and all the surprises and excitement she has brought us in a short time.

Yes, he is a man, his feelings will never be as emotional and delicate as a woman, he may feel regretful, he may be sad for so many days, but how can he be as painful as I am and unable to breathe? He won't.

He is a strong and cold man, and he has always been, whether it is frustration or pain, it is just a passing moment for him; He's already starting to look forward, and I'm still spinning around; He's still him, I'm still me, it's just that we're no longer us, or there won't be us again.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, laughing to tears.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but in the haze, a pair of warm and generous palms seemed to caress my cheeks, and when I was about to wake up, they quietly receded.

When I opened my eyes, my throat was dry and smoking, I went downstairs, the table was already full of food, Xu Junyan sat quietly at the table, he was silent, his expression was condensed, but the moment he saw me, his eyes began to flash again.

He pulled out his chair and said in a warm tone, "I tried it just now, the temperature of the meal is just right, if you feel cold, I'll ask Aunt Zhang to heat it up again." ”

I stared at him coldly, didn't speak, and went around him to the fridge to get a bottle of ice water.

Unscrewed the lid, but Xu Junyan suddenly pressed my hand, "The doctor said that you need warm supplements recently, and it's best not to drink ice water." ”

"You can't take care of it!" I glared at him.

He looked at me calmly, his tone firm, "Wait a minute, I'll pour you hot water." ”

His diligence and carefulness only made me feel that he was feeling guilty and trying to make up for the loss of my little Nono, but my pain was irreparable.

Anger began to rise, reason was gone, I recklessly handed the water bottle to my mouth again, he held it down again, several attempts could not, I was in a hurry.

The water poured over his head and ran down his hair to his cheeks, and under his open shirt, the white gauze was red and blood oozed out, and I suddenly remembered that he had just come out of the emergency room, and the doctor said that the wound should not touch the water for a few days.

I froze, my lips trembling, and I tried to speak but couldn't say a word.

He turned around casually, picked up the cup and helped me get water from the water dispenser, and then carefully handed it to my hand, "Be careful!" ”

I sat down blankly, the glass of water steaming, inexplicably flustered and uneasy in the heat, and my hands trembled involuntarily.

After a while, Xu Junyan changed his clean shirt and returned to the table, buttoning it all the way to the top, I don't know if he had changed the gauze, and I couldn't ask.

He sat down calmly and handed me the chopsticks.

The bowl was full, and he sandwiched the dishes onto the plate in front of me, gradually piling them up into a small mountain.

The dark red marks on my chest stinged my eyes.

I lowered my head and chewed on the food in my mouth as if it were chewing wax.

"Wife, can you eat more? You're so thin now, you'll fall down when the wind blows, how dare I take you out in the future? He handed me a bowl of soup and coaxed me softly.

Get out?

A bad thought flashed, and for a moment, my heart suddenly went cold, "What do you want to do?" ”

"Don't get me wrong, wife, I just want you to get better quickly, and I'll take you out for a walk!" He stared at me tenderly and sweetly, with a hint of excitement in his tone, "Why don't I arrange the work in hand, let's go out for our honeymoon?" ”

"Xu Junyan, are you crazy?" I stared at him with wide eyes, and I shook my head, "I said I was going to divorce you, I wouldn't go out on my honeymoon with you, and I wasn't in the mood to accompany you to play the role of a president couple who love each other." ”

There was a long silence, and the room was as quiet as if you could hear each other's heartbeats.

I don't know how long it took, Xu Junyan suddenly chuckled, and his tone became flat as usual, "First, I won't agree to divorce by agreement, so you can only find a lawyer to go to court; Second, if you really want to divorce me, I suggest that you eat well, keep your spirits up, and sort out your thoughts clearly, and then you can talk to a lawyer or a judge. ”

His expression was indifferent, his eyebrows and eyes were calm, and he seemed to have regained his composure and sanity.

The handsome facial features have a hint of awe, and the man in front of him is no longer gentle; I was stunned for a moment, like something sharp poking my heart, and I felt so strongly that it hurt, and then I was relieved.

He can figure it out, so good.

But he still doesn't agree to divorce by agreement, then I can only go to court, a series of procedures and links must go step by step, he is right, my current state, I can't do anything, I must get better quickly, recover my spirit and reason, in order to divorce as soon as possible, as soon as possible......

Leave him.

The moment my belief was firm, the motivation was enough, the food in my mouth was no longer difficult to swallow, I swallowed the food in a big gulp, and even drank two bowls of soup.

Maybe it's my delusion, when Xu Jun Yansheng gave me the second bowl of soup, I felt that his eyes were unnatural, the corners of his mouth hooked a shallow arc, he seemed to be smiling, but it gave people the feeling of being so sad.

After the meal, I stood up and left, "We share rooms, I sleep in the guest rooms." ”

"No, you sleep in the bedroom." He nodded indifferently, without a trace of waves on his face.

"Since you're going to get a divorce, let's change your name first, please don't call me wife anymore!" I stared at him and continued in a calm tone, "Please, thank you!" ”

He shuddered visibly, the corners of his eyes twitched violently, as if he was trying to endure something, and then he nodded very slowly, "Good! ”

I suddenly felt cold, and I clasped my hands over my chest and silently walked towards the stairs, unsteady and stumbling.

Inadvertently turned around, Xu Junyan was still sitting in front of the window, he stared out of the window, his eyebrows were cold, like a perfect statue.

Soon after I fell asleep, the orange light came on, and I reached out to cover my eyes, and Xu Junyan's shadow was approaching.

I sat up and stared at him warily, inexplicably defensive.

He looked at me, the expression on his face hurtful, "I'm sorry, I just wanted to get the medicine box." ”

I sighed, got up and opened the bathroom door, and pulled out the medicine box on the cabinet; I handed it over, and he hesitated, then reached out to take it.

He turned to leave, his back revealing an indescribable loneliness.

I opened my mouth, but I still suppressed the words "do you want me to help you".

If you want to leave, why make more ripples?

I continued to lie down, but I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, so I got up and pushed the door open, trying to go downstairs to breathe, when suddenly there was a collision sound next door, like the sound of something falling to the ground.

It was Xu Junyan's room, and after hesitating for a moment, I still knocked on the door.

There was no sound, and I was still nervous when I thought of his injury, so I pushed the door and walked in.

A man's muffled snort came from the bathroom, and I stepped forward, looking at the lean back and chest, and then the mess.

Xu Junyan probably accidentally knocked over the washstand when changing the dressing, and he slipped and pulled the wound again.

Suddenly feeling in a trance, how could he become so thin?

His shirt was half-hung over his shoulders, his chest seemed to be stuck to the flesh, and beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, and he groaned as he tried to take it off again.

"Why was it so careless?" I grumbled under my breath and naturally reached out to him.

He slowly stood up, took a step back and leaned against the sink, his tall body tilting slightly, "I'm noisy with you." ”

"I'll do it!" I took the medicine and gauze from his hand and carefully bandaged him, he was so thin that he could even feel the bones when he pressed it.

"Let's go to the hospital tomorrow and bandage it!" I say.

He shook his head and said in a deep tone, "No need. ”

I glanced at him, no more, my eyes slipped to the wound on his chest, the flesh turned up shockingly, remembering the ice water I splashed earlier, my throat couldn't help but clench, and my hand unconsciously stroked it, "I'm sorry, I ......"

"It's okay!" He took my hand, so tightly.

I couldn't break free, so I could only force my composure, "Does it still hurt?" ”

Inch by inch, he pulled my hand to his heart, and he stared at me, his voice trembling, "It hurts here." ”

As if something was claming to rush out of my throat, I bit my lip and pulled all my fingers out of his hand with difficulty and slowly, then I turned my back and said faintly, "You'll be fine." ”

Closing the door, I leaned my back against the door panel and slid limply.

The phone rings and it's a text message.

"Are you okay?" It's Shao Ya.

"I'm okay!" I pressed the keyboard and typed a line in a dejected manner, "Can you help me find a divorce lawyer as soon as possible?" Faster, faster. ”

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