I don't know how long it took, Xu Junyan seemed to really fall asleep, his even and rhythmic breathing sounded in his ears, I tried to withdraw my hand, he reflexively squeezed it, and then gently let go.

He wrinkled his brows, as if dreaming of something bad, and I suddenly found that he had lost a lot of weight, his eyes seemed to appear larger, the marks of his double eyelids were heavier, and his eyelashes flickered like butterfly wings, but my heart could no longer dance with them at the moment.

During the hospitalization, Xu Junyan accompanied me to sleep at night, when I was sad and crying, he would even coax me to sleep like a child, every day whether I wanted to or not, in the end I fell asleep in his arms, I never knew that he would leave in the middle of the night.

I couldn't help but wonder, what was he thinking when he was sitting alone in the dark?

"How is he?" He Zhenzhen walked in lightly, her eyes stayed on Xu Junyan's face for a few seconds, and I heard her sigh softly.

Her expression was a little helpless, a little hateful, and a little stunned.

"It's fine!" The moment the words came out, I unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, as if a hand had gently rubbed it in my heart, silently sending me a signal that made me feel annoyed.

Will you still involuntarily worry about him, or don't want him to get hurt, or will you ...... Care about him.

This realization made me suddenly annoyed, and I couldn't help but straighten my face and say a little colder, "I can't die!" ”

"To be honest, Shao Ya was really ruthless just now!" He Zhenzhen came over and sighed a little.

Hearing her mention Shao Ya, I hurriedly asked her, "Is he still there?" ”

He Zhenzhen nodded and pointed outside casually, "Go ahead, I'll help you keep an eye on it first!" ”

I patted her on the shoulder and walked out the door.

Shao Ya stood in front of the window, half of his face was hidden in the dark, the expression on his face was difficult to distinguish, he held one hand to his chest, the other hand held a cigarette, he looked into the distance, his face was a little gloomy, only a pair of black eyes, it was brighter than the fireworks in his hand.

"Shao Ya!" I called his name.

He pinched the cigarette in his hand and hooked his lips at me, "I'm sorry, I was impulsive just now, but I don't regret hitting him at all!" ”

"Thank you, and I don't blame you at all!" I stared at him, squeezing out a faint smile.

After I was admitted to the hospital, I didn't see Shao Ya much, I remember him coming when I was at my weakest, but at that time I was so angry that I couldn't even talk like a normal person.

I've always wanted to say thank you to him, and if it weren't for him, I'm afraid I wouldn't have survived myself.

He stared at me, a palpable look of pain flashing in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm still a step late!" ”

"It's not too late, you've done your best!" Having said that, my nose was still sour, so I could only force myself to continue laughing calmly, "I'm sorry for you today, I thought it would be fine, but ......"

There was a sudden heavy crashing sound in his ears, and when he turned his head to look, Xu Junyan didn't know what he woke up, and walked towards me with a gloomy face, his steps were unsteady, he stumbled, hit the wall for a while, and hit the seat for a while, probably because his aura was too cold, and pedestrians gave way.

He Zhenzhen chased after me and waved his hand at me with a sad face.

"Wife, do you really want to go with him?" He stopped, he glanced at Shao Ya, his gaze stayed on my face, and his tone was cold and terrifying.

I turned my face away from his burning gaze, "I just want to go home." ”

"I told you I'd take you home!" His tone suddenly became urgent, and after a pause, he added, "Go back to our home, okay?" ”

"Xu Junyan!" I shouted his name, I stared at him, the tide of anger breaking the last remaining bridge of reason, "You made me lose my child, why do you think I will still be with you?" Can you be sober, without us, you will be you and I will be me in the future! After the divorce, we don't make the river water in the well, from now on you take your Yangguan Road, I cross my single-plank bridge, if you can, I hope we don't get along with each other! ”

I'm really angry, I've been angry all the time to the extreme, Xu Junyan's wishful thinking and self-talk make me no longer able to suppress the resentment in my heart, all the depression, all the dissatisfaction, all the grievances gushing out like a flood that opens the floodgates, I don't care about the coldness and viciousness of the language, I just want to vent my emotions freely, even if I am like a madman without an image, I don't care.

To my surprise, Xu Junyan's face was surprisingly calm, he stared at me so quietly, his eyes flashed with something indescribable, I don't know what it is, I don't want to know.

After catharsis, it is an indescribable emptiness.

"But we are still legally married, and before the divorce, I have the responsibility to take care of my legal wife, and you have the responsibility to take care of your legal husband." He spoke slowly, in an indifferent tone, and then his gaze crossed to me and nodded into the distance, "You send her to the car first!" ”

I turned around suddenly, only to see Ah Wen and Ah Jing walking out with a few men in black, their faces were solemn and they had expressions of full vigilance.

Before I could come back to my senses, Ah Wen stepped forward and said to me in a respectful tone, "Mrs. Xu, please go out with us!" ”

Shao Ya's face sank suddenly, he stood in front of me, and gritted his teeth at Xu Junyan, "Xu Junyan, you are so despicable!" ”

"Am I mean?" Xu Junyan sneered and sneered at Shao Ya unceremoniously, "I'll take my own legal wife home!" I don't feel mean. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, several men had already gathered around, and they were staring at Shao Ya with a casual attitude.

"Good, good, good!" Shao Ya was probably angry, and even said a few good words, he took out his mobile phone, and a cold smile pulled out from the corner of his mouth, "You play yin for me, I will accompany you to the end today!" ”

"Xu Shao, don't be like this, if you do this again, I'll call the police!" He Zhenzhen was also anxious.

"Call the police?" Xu Junyan smiled even colder, "Yes, I don't mind telling the police how you prevented me from taking my wife out of the hospital tonight!" ”

My heart sank, Xu Junyan's words reminded me that I am still husband and wife with him, no matter how deep our conflict is, it is a family matter, he has not cheated and there is no domestic violence, even if the police come, at most, let us go through the legal process.

But if Shao Ya also calls someone to come, I am afraid that the consequences of the trouble will be serious!

My gaze turned back to two men, two gloomy and cold faces, two pairs of undercurrent eyes.

In an instant, I suddenly realized again that they were brothers.

Brothers cannibalism, I can't bear it.

"Xu Junyan, you let them go out first, I'll go with you!" The moment the words came out, I suddenly felt more tired than ever, and I glared at him coldly, "You go to the hall and wait for me, I'll say a few words to them and I'll go to you!" ”

Xu Junyan stared at me for a few seconds, a gentle smile appeared on his cold face, and then he reached out to touch my cheek, "Wife, I'm waiting for you!" ”

I turned my face away from him, his hands frozen in mid-air, a palpable pain on his brow, but in the end he just turned around and walked slowly but surely towards the hall.

"Xie Rong!" Shao Ya's voice suddenly raised, his eyes stared around vigilantly, and his tone was firm, "I won't let him take you away!" ”

"Xiao Rongrong, don't wronged yourself......" He Zhenzhen's face turned red.

I shook my head, "I just want to divorce him, I don't want to make a big fuss, and I don't want to bother you." I'll go back with him first, I'll have a good talk with him, if it still doesn't work, I'll find a lawyer to sue, it's best to get a divorce by agreement, but if it doesn't work, I can only go to court! ”

"Xie Rong, do you really want to go back with him?" Shao Ya stared at me, his tone tentative, and there seemed to be a fleeting disappointment in his eyes.

I was stunned for a moment, and then nodded, "He and I are still husband and wife, so we can't really make trouble at the police station!" ”

At my insistence, Shao Ya and He Zhenzhen could only reluctantly agree, He Zhenzhen said that she would help me clean up the new house first, and Shao Ya simply said that he would help me find the best lawyer.

"Xie Rong, have you really thought about it?" The moment he turned around, Shao Ya suddenly stopped, his face was hesitant, and he hesitated for a moment before he said slowly, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

"Do you still love him?"

A few simple words, suddenly blocked my heart.

Do I still love Xu Junyan? What the answer is, even I don't know.

All I know is that his choices cost me my child, I just know that I can't face the man I once loved but ended up making me miserable, but I still love him or not - I don't know.

In an instant, my mind conjured up pictures of my past with Xu Junyan, either sweet, sad, intimate, or estranged.

I suddenly found a reality that made me depressed, whether it was happy or unhappy, every picture with Xu Junyan was deeply imprinted in my mind like an imprint, lingering.

If you don't love, how can you remember it so deeply?

Maybe it's not that I don't want to love, but I just can't love anymore.

Maybe my expression betrayed me, Shao Ya spoke again without waiting for me to answer, his tone was slightly deliberately refreshing, "Forget it, don't answer, it makes me feel like I'm forcing you to divorce." ”

"I'm sorry I caused you trouble!" I sighed abruptly.

"Don't be polite to me, or I'll be angry, remember to call me!" Shao Ya looked at me softly, paused, and said in a teasing tone, "Be on call!" ”

I nodded, "I will!" ”

Seeing off Shao Ya and He Zhenzhen, I dragged my heavy steps towards the hospital lobby.

A tall and cold back suddenly turned around, Xu Junyan smiled at me, he took off his suit jacket and walked towards me, "Wife, it's cold outside!" ”

His attitude as if nothing had happened made me feel uncomfortable, and I shook off his outstretched hand and said coldly, "I'm not cold!" ”

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