"Senior brother, don't want it, I don't want to be a waste yet, I think I can save it." Jin Wei typed over and struggled.

Tang Mingyao was unceremoniously: "Do you still want to adjust your state?" ”

"Tune, I'm a trash!"

"Not sincere enough. Now instead of looking at the computer, close your eyes and take a deep breath and say to yourself: I'm a piece of crap! Say it seriously three times, not perfunctory. If you can, find a private space to shout out loud, the effect is best! ”

Jin Wei: "o(╥_╥)o! If it weren't for the fact that we didn't really have a grudge, I'd think you're deliberately manipulating me. Wait a minute, I'll try ......"

After two minutes, he replied, "Okay, I hid in the toilet of the Internet café and shouted a few times, not very loudly, but I shouted." ”

Tang Mingyao asked, "How do you feel?" ”

"I felt that the string that had been tightening in my head suddenly loosened...... Suddenly I relaxed. Brother, what is the principle of this? ”

"The principle is to give up treatment and be a waste with peace of mind."

Jin Wei: "......"

Tang Mingyao continued: "You recite the following words silently in your heart: My ability is limited, I am just an ordinary ordinary person. I'm not iron, I'm tired, I'm going to feel hard. I want others to see my hard work, I want others to see that I haven't written anything for more than a year, not because I'm lazy and don't want to write, but because I really can't do anything. I want my readers to understand me, not to push me to write something new right away. ”

After two minutes, Jin Wei: "Okay." ”

"Continue to read: It's too tiring to work hard, I want to be a waste, because being a waste is the easiest, and life is like nothing to be a salted fish, what's so bad......"

“…… I'm done. ”

"It's gone."

Jin Wei: "??? ”

Tang Mingyao asked, "What do you want to say?" ”

"I don't want to say anything, I just want to be a salted fish, lie on the bed and sleep comfortably, and sleep until I wake up naturally."

"Then go back to sleep."

"Okay."

After saying that, this guy went straight off the line.

Tang Mingyao didn't say anything, and went back by himself on the network.

At noon the next day, he received a call from Jin Wei.

This guy said on the phone: "Thank you, senior brother, when I woke up today, I suddenly felt like I was reincarnated." Ever since I wrote that book, I've pushed myself down a path with no way out, but I'm not actually a very self-motivated person, and I pushed myself to the end of my life. Senior brother, you gave me a way out yesterday, and I seem to have jumped out. Looking back at yesterday, it feels like a dream. ”

Tang Mingyao asked him, "Are there still two voices fighting in my head now?" ”

"Yes, but the voice urging me to move forward is much weaker, and I can ignore him now and be a salted fish with peace of mind."

"Come on, take a step back and open the sky. If you have any new questions, feel free to call me and ask me. ”

Hanging up the phone, Tang Mingyao seriously pondered the direction of Jin Wei's development.

On the surface, he seems to have given the other party a bad idea, how can being a salted fish be considered a way to adjust his mentality? Doing so will only make people more and more depraved, right?

However, in essence, this is not the case, the reason why Jin Wei can't write is that he pushes himself too hard.

Relax appropriately, adjust the state, eliminate the sound of fighting in his heart, refocus his strength and unite with the outside world, even if he can't do it, he can't let himself be seriously internally exhausted, so that he can slowly return to normal, and it will be possible to pick up the pen again and write new works in the future.

Keep pushing it, okay?

It's okay for some people, but not for Jin Wei.

Tang Mingyao believes that if Jin Wei can relax completely for two months, he will soon be able to start writing again.

Salted fish is not the goal, salted fish is to return to the starting point and find the original intention.

After all, long-term writing is a very hard thing, if you can't adjust, walking into a dead end is a matter of minutes, Tang Mingyao feels that he can do okay in this regard, at least for a few years, he still often maintains the state of wanting to write and having something to write.

Now, for example, he's ready to put pen to paper again.

"Kyushu: Death Note" has just written an outline, and it has not officially started, and there are two classes this afternoon, so he turned on the computer, created a new document, and began to write the first act: Homecoming.

The tall protagonist "You", hunched over like a seriously ill patient, appears in Xunzhou City, a city in the south of Lanzhou, trying to find a passenger ship to return to his hometown.

His hometown is a small fishing village on a tributary of the lower reaches of the Yangtze River, where there are abundant fish, simple villagers and kind and beautiful girls.

It's just that it's a little remote, and he searched all over the docks, but he couldn't find a single boat that would pass there, not even to the nearby towns, and he couldn't help but be disappointed, sitting on the stone steps and looking at the end of the world, his eyes were in a trance and out of focus.

When he was hungry, he took out two fish cakes from his bag and chewed them slowly on the water in the kettle.

It wasn't until a little girl held a string of shiny sugar gourds and handed them to him that the scene was broken. You didn't find a boat to go back to her hometown, so she followed the little girl and was "trafficked" into a caravan.

In the caravan, he paid the least amount of money and became part of the caravan shelter.

In this team, everyone else hid away when they saw him, because although he did not look old, he was terminally ill and depressed, as if he would die at any moment. Only the little girl is willing to come to him every day to play.

You also thought the little girl was very cute, and told her his own experience as a story, because of his age, he was defenseless against her, and told a lot of stories that others didn't know.

Then one day, they met a group of robbers on the road.

The little girl went out under his name, and a name directly suppressed the robbers.

However, it soon became clear that this was just an empty plan of the caravan, so it became arrogant again and plundered.

At this time, what is the protagonist Yu doing?

According to the normal plot, at this time, he should go out and pretend to be slapped in the face, and a roar directly scared these unpopular bandits into a fart, and if they were ruthless, they could even kill all the bandits, and by the way, establish an unbeatable authority in the caravan.

Then he can do whatever he wants in the caravan.

But in fact there are none.

You just curled up tighter, hiding under the carriage and letting the robbers loot the caravan's belongings.

However, the robbers were not to be reconciled, and one of them suddenly saw the woman of the caravan, and when she saw it, she wanted to kill and rob her.

You was very entangled, but in the tangled pain, he still didn't make a move, and what really shot was a guard of the caravan. This man was a sensation, directly killed most of the bandits, and saved the caravan's property and life.

Afterwards, the little girl was very panicked and angry, and it took several days before she came to him again, saying that he was a big liar and could not scare anyone.

And the guard, who also seemed to have discovered some of his anomalies, came to chat with him, and You more or less said a few words, and then gained a pair of disdainful glances.

You doesn't care about any of this, because for a person who has lived less than a year, as long as he can survive for one more day, the death point is nothing.

…………

The male protagonist at the beginning is such a person who has no heroism.

His name once resounded on this continent, and he was a big man admired by everyone.

However, in the face of death, he coaxed and coaxed the front of the car completely.

Tang Mingyao plans to use a book to write about this character, how he faced death step by step, and finally went to death calmly. This is not only a fantasy, but also a book about how to face the fear of death.