The original intention of writing this book, did you come up with a result? Probably a little.

But at the beginning, my purest idea was to find my own problems through this book, and then solve them one by one.

It is a psychotherapeutic process.

So in the book, there will be plots of gangsters and pulling the whole family to grow up, there are also various plots of recognizing their own mistakes and constantly correcting them, and there will also be plots of death anxiety.

But as I progressed, the protagonist in the book was detached from reality, he was no longer me, he was an independent personality, and he was shaped by me to be strong in all aspects, and he didn't need me to save him......

So at this point, the book is written off, and the plot behind me is just filling in the hole in my mind, and it didn't come from my heart, so the appeal quickly declined.

As a result, since last month, there have been fewer updates.

Because it really can't be written.

You may only see the author update two chapters, one chapter, or even no updates every day, but you don't see the anxiety of a person sitting in front of the computer all day and not being able to write anything.

I don't like to complain, because I was half a left-behind child when I was a child, and I grew up alone since junior high school, so I don't have a person to complain about. And in the adult world, you only look at the results, not whether you work hard, so I basically don't talk about this in the book.

But this is not normal.

A person's lack of ability to complain is a psychological deficiency.

So now I want to tell readers who are still chasing more, I'm sorry, this book has been written very hard so far, I don't want to lose sleep anymore because I have to update every day, and I don't want to write a plot that I am not satisfied with every day in order to "explain" to readers.

Therefore, the later updates will be more casual.

If you have a feeling, you can write some, and if you don't feel it, you may put it for ten days and a half months.

Of course, it's not that I can't write it.,The author has written two books before that they've been completed.,This book won't give up halfway.,It's just that the time won't follow the rhythm of daily updates of online articles.。

The unspoken rule that can't be broken for a day is really anti-human!

For the next period of time, I will take a break and think about a new book, or I may not do anything at all.

Anyway, let's do it first, and once again I'm sorry to say to all readers.

I want to be responsible for everyone, but if I can't even be responsible for myself, I can't be responsible for others.