Jiang Ji came to the palace every day, opening his way of chasing his wife, the golden boy said that he would not let him enter the door, and he broke into it a few times, and it was up to him, and he broke something to let people take the list to the Guogong Mansion, and let them compensate according to the order.

Jing'er was persuaded by the people around her a few times, and Heli's mind was not so firm, and she was swayed by a momentary emotion, and people would always make some impulsive decisions, and after the impulse, calm down, you will know that this decision is not appropriate.

But she really doesn't want to go back to the Jiang family, she doesn't want the county lord's mansion anymore, she really wants to go to Jiangnan, she wants to go out to relax, the last time they went to Gusu was terminated because of pregnancy, she didn't go to Lin'an, she didn't go to the West Lake to walk the Su Causeway, she didn't go to Quanzhou, she didn't see the scenery of the sea and the sky, she didn't go out to sea to meet the blonde foreigner, she had to stop the trip because of the arrival of the child, and now the child is gone, she wants to finish that journey.

But Jiang Ji can't abandon the family and accompany her to go away, this is the crux of their problem, this is not the last newlywed trip, she can't get over this hurdle for three years and five years, can Jiang Ji throw a pair of children to his parents for a few years and ignore them? She knew that he was a very responsible and responsible man, if he was so willful, he didn't want anything as long as her, and he wouldn't be the Jiang Ji she liked.

"If you don't ask him, how do you know he doesn't want to?"

Jing'er held a lot of things in her heart, but she didn't say a word in front of people, worry-free was half-seen and half-guessed to know some, and explained her: "I haven't been married, I don't know the doorway, but I also know that a good marriage is not easy to come by, how many couples in the world, and how many people are really in love, I think the days when you married him were radiant that I had never seen, that may be the appearance of happiness, the loss of children is not the pain of you alone, it is the pain of both of you, husband and wife don't have to support each other through hardships, in order to achieve positive results?" ”

Jing'er listened silently, tears fell in her eyes again, she was very painful without her child, she was also very painful without Jiang Ji, if she continued to be with Jiang Ji, she might still be in pain, what should she do?

Wuwu said: "You talk to him, since the accident, you haven't talked to him well, you are thinking about it, so you sentenced him to death, he is also wronged, you will be very painful without him, continue to live with him, it may be painful, it may be very happy, you have always known the stakes, why is it not clear this time?" ”

Wuwu persuaded her a lot, she also thought a lot, and after Jiang Ji came to the door for the twelfth time, Jing'er finally left him to sit for a while. It was a rainy day, Jiang Ji walked all the way, soaked his shoes and socks by the stagnant water on the road, Jing'er asked people to go to the main courtyard to get him a pair of home-style cloth shoes that his brother had never put on, she knew that Jiang Ji was taller than her brother, and his feet were longer than his brother's, but this was already the most suitable shoes for him she could find.

Jiang Ji took off his wet shoes and socks and sat barefoot on Jing'er's Luohan bed, like before when the two were still together, sitting by the window listening to the rain, at that time Jing'er liked to snuggle in his arms, he liked to talk in Jing'er's ear, which made her ears itch and rub around at his neck socket, and now it is just more than a month later, the rain is still this rain, and she has sat opposite him across a coffee table.

Jiang Ji scratched his heart and lungs to find a topic, and saw a tank of water lilies in the courtyard outside the window, so he brought up the conversation: "Do you think this scene looks like when we stayed overnight in Gusu Town?" There is also a pot of water lilies in the yard, and the petals have fallen off a few pieces by the rain, and you pity them for being delicate and pitiful, so you let people support an umbrella to block them, and the umbrella is also a delicate lotus umbrella surface, I also said at the time, how can you be willing to let this umbrella be destroyed. "Now the water lilies in Jing'er's yard are naturally carefully raised, and as soon as the next person saw the wind and rain, they moved them all to the eaves, and they could not withstand the slightest blow.

Jing'er also thought of that time, which was probably their best time, and there will be no more.

"I remember when it was raining heavily, and you were sitting by the window playing the piano, and a toad jumped in and jumped at your feet, and scared you, and you were nauseous, and you were as happy as eating frog meat at night."

"Otherwise, the toad, a toad, is an auspicious omen, and it jumped into the house, bringing good luck, but I drove it away." No wonder her child was gone, or since then, she should have been, and she also ate too many frogs during that time, frogs are cold, not suitable for pregnant women to eat more, she doesn't know, cold and hot nonsense, at that time it hurt the child, and later returned to Beijing, or lost in the appetite, the child may blame her, how can there be such a failed mother, because of indiscriminate eating, the child is gone.

Jiang Ji was secretly annoyed that he had a stupid mouth, which ruined the good atmosphere, and was hesitating to say something to remedy, Jing'er spoke, "Ah Ji, are you willing to take me out of here?" ”

Jiang Ji was taken aback, "Leave here?" Where to go? How long will you be gone? ”

If it's only a year and a half, he will accompany her wherever she wants, but if the time is too long, it won't work, he will be old and young, and he can't just be a good husband to Jing'er, but he must be an unfilial son and an unkind father.

"I want to settle in Gusu."

"Settle? What is settling, your family is still here, will the golden boy allow you to go? Will your father-in-law and mother-in-law allow you to go? Will the emperor and the queen mother? How can you give them up? ”

Jing'er said this, Jiang Ji had a lot of words to refute her, she knew that he didn't want to, he couldn't bear his family.

"I'll just say it casually, you can go."

She is like this, Jiang Ji knows that she didn't say it casually, "Jing'er, just say what you have to say, don't let me guess, I don't understand, you name it, let's discuss it carefully, there is always a way to solve it." ”

Jing'er couldn't help but tears in her eyes, she seemed to be crying all the time these days, she wasn't such a crying person before, she has been sad recently, what she sees and hears, it will set off her sadness, so that she can't hold back tears.

"I don't want to go back to the county lord's mansion, I don't want to live in Jiang's house, I don't want to see Jiang Dingnan's brothers and sisters again, I don't want to see your family making love, and I can only eat alone in my own house, I used to think that I would have children, I can not care about them, take the children with you, we are also a family, now I know that I will not have it, you have a home over there, but not on my side, in this way, it will make me feel like an outer room raised by you."

A family without children is incomplete, now that she is still young, Jiang Ji still likes her, so he will naturally take care of her, but he won't like it in the future? Jiang Dingnan will marry a wife and have children, he can have children and grandchildren around his knees, but she is alone and lonely, is Jiang Ji willing to accompany his children and grandchildren, or is he willing to accompany her? Who knows.

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