119 I think we're done
I walked out without looking back, and Xu Junyan got out of the car and stopped me.
"Xie Rong, do you have to hold on to the past?" His hand holding my arm trembled slightly, and his dark eyes were cold and awe-inspiring.
"It's not me who is holding on to the past, it's you, it's you who keep silent about Zhou Yunru, it's you who miss her." I was so angry that I yelled at him without any image, "You even use me as her shadow and her substitute, you make me sick!" β
Eyes met, something sticky was scorching, his gentleness was gone, and my sanity had long since collapsed.
"Take back what you just said!" Xu Junyan's voice was filled with suppressed anger, and he grabbed my shoulders and glared at me almost through gritted teeth.
"Let go! Let go! I screamed in pain, struggling violently and pounding his chest.
He stared straight at me, a chill rising in his eyes, as if to signal danger.
Then he grabbed my chin and started kissing me.
In an instant, I made up my mind that I would no longer resist, and even grabbed his neck and frantically cooperated with him.
Entanglement, chasing, tasting, tossing and turning between lips, dancing on the tip of the tongue, I occupy every inch, every trace, every minute of him.
A woman's initiative can always easily provoke a man, and his rhythm gradually becomes crazy.
Half an hour later, Xu Junyan held my face and stared at me, his eyes filled with indissoluble tenderness.
He was about to speak, I reached out and pressed his lips, and I smiled defiantly, "Me or her, who tastes better?" β
For a moment, his face was as cold as frost.
"When you kiss me, when you are in bed with me, is she the one in your mind?" I looked at him quietly.
I don't know what I'm talking about, I just know that just now Xu Junyan's vow that he was willing to die for Zhou Yunru was like a heavy hammer hammer in my heart, I couldn't breathe, my heart was like colic, I wanted to scream, I wanted to be free.
Vicious tone and vicious language, I don't seem to be me, self-loathing at the same time, I just want to end it right away.
Xu Junyan's eyes became colder and colder, his hand slid down slightly, and his temperature withdrew little by little.
In the end, he pushed me away almost with a look of disgust.
"Get out of here!" The flame in his eyes went out, and his voice was not warm.
My mood was surprisingly calm, so calm that I couldn't believe it.
Anyway, I lost, I lost to Zhou Yunru, why should I accompany Xu Junyan to act again?
It's ridiculous to think about it, SB has been the heroine for so long, and finally knows that she is a female substitute.
In short, Xu Junyan loves to act, let's act alone, the old lady is not accompanied!
While I was doing a rigorous psychological construction for myself, I walked out with my head held high.
This time, Xu Junyan didn't catch up again.
The moment I stood at the gate of the paradise, I suddenly felt exhausted.
I flagged down a taxi, got home and fell asleep, until noon the next day.
In the next few days, I went to work energetically, arriving early and leaving late every day, replying to hundreds of emails, even the emails that had been sealed in previous years.
Cheng Yi was so frightened that he called He Zhenzhen and reported my abnormal symptoms to her.
He Zhenzhen came to my house in a hurry, and without waiting for her to ask, I calmly told her that Xu Junyan and I were gameover.
He Zhenzhen was shocked and asked three times in a row, "Is it true?" I threw her a packet of potato chips in a playful manner, "It's more real than your hazelnuts." β
Then she started another hundred thousand whys.
I pushed her back with a word, "He doesn't love me at all." β
"What? Did he say it himself? He Zhenzhen's eyes widened.
"He said he was willing to die for Zhou Yunru, and he also let me go." I didn't want He Zhenzhen to persuade me anymore, so I simply concealed the irritating words I said to Xu Junyan.
He Zhenzhen was silent for a while before she said indignantly, "Banana is a bale, Xu Shao really disappointed me!" β
"At least she won't be disappointed." I sighed faintly, remembering the photo of Zhou Yunru's sad eyes, and said, "Although she is dead, but a man loves her so persistently, if she knows underground, she will probably smile Jiuquan!" β
He Zhenzhen rubbed her arms, stretched out her five fingers and shook them in front of my eyes, "Niu'er, don't scare me, okay?" Listening to the eerie, I'm scared. β
"I think you need to vent and release now, so let's go to the bar in the evening, and I'll call the little moon too!" He Zhenzhen continued.
Since He Zhenzhen and Liang Zhuo reconciled, she had a mysterious impression of her future cousin, and she also affectionately called Xiaoyue, and flirted with Xiaoyue every day, which made me almost jealous.
I didn't want to go, but I couldn't bear He Zhenzhen to talk about it, and in the end, she also took out her mobile phone to call Shao Ya, and said a few words in a few words, and Shao Ya actually participated.
"Why are you trying to show him again?" I smiled bitterly, only to feel that my head was big, "Let's talk about it first, don't tell him about me and Xu Junyan, otherwise I'll be really anxious with you." β
"You think I'm stupid, just Shao Ya's little thought! Hmph, I really don't know? But to be honest, the other person is really good, you think about it, and if you can't make up the gap tonight. He Zhenzhen squinted at me, as if she was quite satisfied with her thoughts.
I was crazy: "I've only been separated from Xu Junyan for less than a week!" β
In the evening, He Zhenzhen drove me up, and it was still a familiar Weilan bar.
Although Liang Zhuo turned the bar out, He Zhenzhen seemed to have a deep affection for Weilan, and from time to time she asked friends to come to the party.
Entering the box, Yue Liang was singing, and his hoarse voice was deeply moving.
Shao Ya sat on the sofa with a thinking expression on his face, and when he saw me come in, he stood up and greeted me, I don't know if it was an illusion, his smile seemed to be brighter than ever.
Liang Zhuo also greeted me, but he looked bitter and hateful, He Zhenzhen pushed him, and he squeezed out a smile at me.
"Sister Xie, I'll go to the bathroom, you help me continue singing!" Yue Liang handed me the microphone and hurried out.
I pinched the microphone and was stunned, Shao Ya stood up and pressed the cut song button.
"I'll sing with you!" He said in a calm tone.
It's an old-fashioned love song duet β a little tempting.
I couldn't cry or laugh, and secretly guessed that Yue Liang wanted to sing with Shao Ya.
Liang Zhuo rushed over with an arrow step, "The song is too old, I'll order you a new one." β
Then Liang Zhuo ordered a song "The Big Knife Cuts Off the Devils' Heads", He Zhenzhen immediately couldn't hold it, and dragged Liang Zhuo out of the box.
Shao Ya stared at the backs of the two and smiled, "Liang Zhuo is very righteous!" β
Of course, I knew Liang Zhuo's careful thinking, which was clearly the rhythm of acting as a guardian for his buddies, and I smiled bitterly, "Ignore him, sing!" β
"Let's sing what I just said, I like it." Shao Ya said lightly.
"It's an old-fashioned song, I can't sing it." I said it on purpose.
"I'll sing it to you." He turned his face and looked at me with burning eyes.
In the past, I often heard people praise men's voices for being good, and you can hear the degree of "making your ears pregnant", I think Shao Ya's voice is probably like this!
Different from the masculine magnetism of ordinary men, his voice has a bit of feminine femininity, ethereal, ethereal, but surprisingly clean, listening to him sing, it is like walking in the garden after the rain, and even the surrounding breath becomes fresh.
"I'm a little tempted by you, but I'm so afraid to look into your eyes!" He turned his face and stared at me.
"I'm a little tempted by you, I don't know if the result is sad or happy!" A shallow smile appeared in his eyes, and he continued to sing, "I can't escape love with you, male and female, maybe you should rest assured that love is getting closer step by step!" β
But I didn't want him to come any closerβI just wanted to escape.
I also want to arrest He Zhenzhen and torture her to ask her why she betrayed the organization.
The music stopped abruptly, and I looked up, and suddenly met a pair of deep eyes.
Shao Ya leaned down, propped her hands on my sides, and looked at me with interest, "What are you nervous about, I just want to make you happy!" β
"Why am I unhappy?" I moved out of my seat and patted him on the shoulder, motioning for him to sit down and talk.
The posture just now was too aggressive, and I was under a lot of pressure.
"How many lovelorn women have you ever seen who would be happy?" He raised his eyebrows and spoke in a narrow tone.
"What did Hazel tell you?" I asked angrily.
Shao Ya stared into my eyes, and after a moment, he smiled triumphantly, "I guessed right." β
"You dare to lie to me?" I was so angry that I raised my hand to pinch his shoulder, and he suddenly grabbed my wrist.
My heart tightened, and I subconsciously tried to break free from him, but he hooked his lips and shook his head, as if to discourage me from running away.
His eyes became darker and darker, like a pool that was not at the bottom, and there was a mountain of emotions hidden under the calm.
"Rong Rong, I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for too long." Shao Ya's tone was surprisingly calm.
I looked at him calmly, "I thought we had made it clear to each other. β
"I can't forget the snowy night more than ten years ago, you appeared in front of me like a little angel."
"You not only saved me, you also warmed me. I've always remembered what you looked like, I looked for you, but I was a step too late. β
"I'm not pushing you, I'm just trying to get you to give me a chance."
Shao Ya's voice was very soft and soft, and from beginning to end, he was just speaking quietly, and there seemed to be no trace of emotional fluctuations.
Under the light, his expression was so soft, just like his eyes, overflowing with warmth and love.
For a moment, I was even afraid that my faith was beginning to waver, and a handsome and extraordinary face was facing me, confessing to my tenderness, that I-I was nothing but a layman!
But at the critical moment, a cold voice seemed to sound in my head - I don't say break up, you don't want to leave me.
So Xu Junyan's face lingered in front of my eyes.
The moment Yue Liang pushed the door open, my mobile phone rang.
I crawled out of the box and pressed the answer button, which was Lu Yan's voice.
"Sister Rong, I found it!"
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