118 I'd rather die for her

When I received Xu Junyan's international call, I was still happy in my heart.

After calming down for a few days, I carefully considered Liang Zhuo's words, and he was right, no one can change the past, and I chose to grasp the present.

I don't want to ask Xu Junyan anymore, I'm willing to give him time to slowly untie his knot.

In any case, I believe that the death of my first love is a painful memory for anyone, and I will try to hold back the curiosity in my heart, and I will try to understand him, warm him, and accompany him.

The premise is that two people are honest with each other, no longer concealing, no longer covering up, and no longer evading.

I think I'm probably an optimistic person at heart, but more importantly, I love him.

It's just that I secretly made up my mind that after Xu Junyan came back, we still had to talk seriously and seriously.

He said on the phone that the show ended early and asked me to pick him up at the airport tomorrow morning.

"Why don't you stay longer?" I pinched my phone and deliberately teased him, "The scenery of Paris is so beautiful, the girl is so beautiful!" ”

He snorted and asked in an unhappy tone, "What do you say?" ”

"I don't know, I don't want you anyway." I continued to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

"Hmm-" In the darkness, his tail note was slightly upturned, stirring people's hearts trembling, and his voice was low and seductive, "I don't want to do it above, I want to think about it below." ”

I couldn't speak because of his red luoluoluo's provocation, and I blushed and was stunned for a long time before I held back two words, "Indecent!" ”

"It's only nasty to you!" He laughed disapprovingly.

The two laughed a lot, I memorized his flight number, and gave a few words of precautions for the journey, before reluctantly hanging up the phone.

The next day, I got up early in the morning, put on some makeup, and finally picked out a burgundy dress with the same color of high heels, and looked in the mirror, and I thought it worked well.

When I arrived at the airport, I waited at the exit for a long time and couldn't wait for Xu Junyan, but I waited for Zhou Jingru to come out.

She was wearing a small white windbreaker, a bright silk scarf tied around her neck, and a black suitcase in her hand.

She saw me at a glance, and I wasn't going to dodge, so I met her gaze generously.

She raised her eyelids and looked me up and down, and finally snorted from her nose, "You are also hard enough to capture a man's heart, and it may not be possible to serve people for long!" ”

"Thank you for the praise, I was still nervous before I went out, but when I heard you say this, I immediately burst with self-confidence, and the same sex will appreciate the same sex the most." With a smile on my face, I gave her a return pistol without being humble or arrogant.

The expression on Zhou Jingru's face froze, and she was speechless for a long time.

"Do you know why Xu Junyan is in such a hurry to come back?" Half a moment later, she stared straight at me with a strange smile on her face.

I didn't bother to talk to her, just quietly looked at the exit.

"Tomorrow is my sister's death day, and on this day every year, no matter how busy and tired he is, he will go to my sister's grave to mourn."

I clenched my fists and stared at her red lips, her eyes observing me viciously like a poisonous snake spitting letters.

"Let me guess, he must have told you that the show ended early. Tsk - if I'm right, you don't know if he took me to Europe! But you know what, who made him love my sister so much, and I am my sister's only sister! Zhou Jingru leaned in front of my face, her eyes flashing with excitement, "Let's make a bet on whether he will tell you that tomorrow is my sister's death day." ”

"I think I've won, by the way, he'll pick me up early tomorrow morning, and then we'll go to the cemetery in the western suburbs together."

Until Zhou Jingru's back disappeared into the crowd, I felt as if her voice was still echoing in my ears, like a file, bruising my nerves one by one.

The joy of anticipation had long since faded, and I froze in place, numbly staring at the crowd of people rushing out of the exit, my mind already blank.

Zhou Yunru's appearance disrupted everything, and what was even more terrifying was that because of her existence, I felt that the distance between me and Xu Junyan was getting farther and farther away.

It's like a spinning top spinning at high speed, and the moment it stops, I'm just spinning at the origin. And the person who turned the top was Xu Junyan.

From beginning to end, he was in control, he said to start at the beginning, and he stopped when he said to stop.

He's in control of me, and I can't seem to ask anything of him.

The flames of anger began to burn, and the strings of reason were once again on the verge of crumbling.

"Little thing, what do you want? I've called you several times and ignored me! Xu Junyan took off her sunglasses and looked at my face.

I looked up at him, tall and long, with carefully carved facial features, deep and charming eyes, what a perfect man.

But the more perfect, the more cruel.

Thinking of Zhou Jingru's words, my heart couldn't help but tremble.

"I'm sorry, I didn't sleep well last night." I rubbed my eyes.

"I know, I can't sleep when I think about it, can I?" As he spoke, he leaned down and pecked me lightly on the lips, "I'll sleep with you when I go back." ”

He smiled meaningfully, and I replied to him in a calm tone, "I met Zhou Jingru just now, and it was a coincidence that she was on a flight with you." ”

Xu Junyan was slightly stunned, and suddenly gently clasped the back of my head and hugged me in her arms, and her tone was gentle, "I'm sorry, baby, she is the director of the company's communication department, and the exhibition just arranged the publicity and planning link, so I brought her." ”

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" I looked up and asked him.

"I don't want you to get me wrong."

"If you don't say it, I'll misunderstand." I struggled for a moment, but finally gave him a chance with a glimmer of hope, "Promise me not to hide it from me in the future, okay?" We've been together for so long, it's not that you don't know my character, and I'm your-"

"Mine what?" He asked, staring into my eyes.

"Girlfriend." I propped my hands on his chest and hesitated for a moment, feeling that at least between me and him, I could still describe myself in this way.

"It won't be long before it will be upgraded!" He held my face and looked at me gently.

"Listen to me......"

"Get in the car, the driver is waiting outside." He glanced down at his phone and casually put his hand around my shoulder, "I'll have a surprise for you later." ”

Xu Junyan almost half-carried me out of the door and got into the car, but he couldn't help but put his head on my lap without saying a word, and fell asleep a few minutes later.

He slept soundly, his eyelashes trembled, and his face was calm, and I couldn't bear to call him, so I had to swallow the thousand words that had been brewing for the time being.

Halfway through, Xu Junyan woke up and answered a phone call.

He held my hand in one hand and his phone in the other, "Tomorrow won't work, you ask them to change the time, if it doesn't work, cancel it!" ”

His voice was low and irresistible, but my heart suddenly tightened - tomorrow is Zhou Yunru's death day.

"Are you going to stay with me tomorrow?" He hung up the phone, and I asked him coquettishly.

He was slightly stunned, and his tone was slightly apologetic, "Baby, I'm sorry, I made an appointment with a client, and I may only have time to accompany you in the evening." ”

I looked at him with a smile on my face, and the view outside the window was fading away, and everything was blurring, including his face.

Xu Junyan's hand has never been withdrawn from my hand, his palm is warm, but my heart is getting colder and colder.

It wasn't until I returned to the hideaway villa that I understood what the surprise he was talking about.

He opened the garage and a brand new blue sports car appeared in front of my eyes.

"Actually, I booked a car a long time ago, but I just sent it over today." He pulled the car door with a calm face, and his tone was relaxed, as if he was not sending a car, but a model.

He gave me such a valuable gift, if it was in normal times, I would definitely scream and be excited, but the timing is not right, even if he gives me a mountain of gold now, I am afraid it will not arouse my interest.

Now there is a thorn in the tip of my heart, and if I don't pull it out, I will scratch my heart and liver.

"What are you sending me for, I won't drive." I smiled faintly.

He turned sideways and pressed half of my shoulder, his thumb lightly brushed over my lips, and his voice was low with a hint of hoarseness, "Isn't there still me?" Shall I teach you at night? ”

I looked up and met his lustful eyes, sparkling like spring water.

For a moment, I even wanted to kiss my lips closely.

But the shred of understanding that remained dragged me back.

I took a deep breath and finally opened my mouth, "Is your marriage contract with Zhou Jingru still there?" ”

"Why do you ask?" A flash of surprise flashed across Xu Junyan's face.

"How long are you going to lie to me? You also attended a sales meeting with her as a fiancΓ© last month. "A nameless fire swelled in my heart.

He was stunned for a moment, retreated slightly, his warm breath suddenly moved away, and a chill poured into his arms.

What followed was his sudden cold tone, with a faint hint of disappointment, "Xie Rong, you still don't believe me?" ”

"You won't say anything, how can you make me believe you?" The fire in my heart became more and more intense, and my tone became heavier and heavier, "Xu Junyan, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I wanted to talk to you about it, but every time you don't want to talk." ”

"What do you want to talk about?"

"For example, Zhou Yunru." I couldn't help but say her name, and I couldn't let go of it.

"I said I wouldn't mention her name again." His voice was raised, and he gritted his teeth and glared at me, his eyes fierce and his expression unfamiliar like never before.

"Why can't you mention it? Why did she kill herself? Is it for you? "I'm furious too.

"If I could, I'd rather die for her." He stared at me, word for word, with a calm and sad gaze.

Like a sharp sword, a sword seals the throat.

I stared at him in a daze, unable to utter half a word.

I lost, I lost to a dead man, I lost badly, I lost to the heart.

Xu Junyan loves her, past, future, and forever.

Zhou Jingru is right, I am a substitute, a shadow.

The moment I pushed the car door, I smiled sadly, "Tomorrow is her death day, isn't it?" ”

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