Chapter 80: Persistence
"Enough! I've had enough! Ji Yuanliang roared loudly, picking up and smashing everything within reach of him while roaring, and for a while, the originally gorgeous and tidy living room quickly became a mess, "Don't deceive people too much!" Death is dead! Why are you doing this to me! Why can't I leave a little more good memory to be able to deceive myself at the end! ”
As a man who seemed to be still gentle and had a very gentle temper before, Ji Yuanliang's angry appearance at this moment was really shocking, Tang Guo was blocked by Qin Cang, and he could still see Ji Yuanliang's current appearance from his side, no wonder Fang Cai had to remind himself in advance, let himself pay attention, don't be afraid and don't stop it, just stay in a safe place and watch, it turned out that he was fighting this idea at that time, and he wanted to provoke Ji Yuanliang so that he could no longer restrain himself, Through the process of out-of-control emotions and venting, some inner thoughts and even objective facts that were previously hidden can be revealed.
Looking at Ji Yuanliang, who was already red-eyed with anger, Tang Guo thought in his heart, although Qin Cang's stimulation accounted for a certain percentage, but Ji Yuanliang's anger now, it is estimated that the main reason comes from the suppression and forbearance for so long, this is like a volcano, the greater the internal pressure, the more terrifying it is.
Ji Yuanliang flipped everything around him that could be picked up and smashed to the ground, but he still felt that it was not enjoyable, walked to the side, and pulled up the floor lamp standing next to the sofa, because his force was very violent, the power cord of the floor lamp was pulled out of the socket in an instant, and as Ji Yuanliang lifted the floor lamp, he flew over and pumped it on Ji Yuanliang's body, Ji Yuanliang didn't seem to feel pain at all, and walked to the TV on the side with the long floor lamp. Waved the floor lamp vigorously and smashed it towards the TV, the Tang Guo couldn't say how many inches it was, but it was obviously very big, and the LCD TV screen with a pretty good brand was seriously damaged, Ji Yuanliang didn't plan to stop, he waved the floor lamp, hitting it again and again, until the screen of the TV was completely shattered, then he gave up, threw away the floor lamp in his hand in a rough manner, and sat on the ground with his buttocks.
His hand didn't know if it was too hard, or if it was scratched by the broken porcelain pieces of the dishes and dishes that he had broken, and a crack opened in the tiger's mouth in his right hand, dripping with blood, Ji Yuanliang didn't seem to see it at all, and he didn't feel the pain, so he just sat on the ground and gasped for breath.
"I've had enough...... I've had enough......" When his breathing calmed down a little, Ji Yuanliang muttered a little weakly, "I've never been too greedy, I just want my family to be happy with me, I just want my family to live happily, I've worked so hard, why did I end up like this, what did I do wrong?" It is said that life is in the world, it is rare to be confused, I am already confused about many things, why is it still such a result in the end? I don't understand...... I don't understand ......."
Tang Guo looked at Qin Cang, Qin Cang was just when Ji Yuanliang smashed and fell, although his face was very calm, but the muscles all over his body were tense, which could be seen from the outline of his clothes, and now he had also relaxed, even Tang Guo sneaked out from behind him.
"There is no problem that can be solved by forbearance and pretending to be confused, you are fundamentally wrong." Qin Cang opened his mouth and said to Ji Yuanliang, who became a little depressed after venting.
Ji Yuanliang didn't even lift his eyelids, but it was not difficult to see that he listened to Qin Cang's words. He shook his head, still talking to himself: "But what if you can't bear it?" In the final analysis, I was stupid, I thought that everything was what I thought it was, it was what I saw, I thought Xiaowan understood me, I thought I understood her, so I was stupid to tell her, I didn't want to start my own company, I was too tired, I couldn't do it, I just wanted to live a peaceful and stable life. If I hadn't said this, maybe Xiaowan wouldn't have looked down on me so much, and wouldn't have been so dissatisfied with me. But why is she dissatisfied with me? If it weren't for me, she wouldn't even be able to live in a house like the one she has now, and who bought her those beauty cards, fitness cards, and shopping cards in her wallet? Isn't it still me? ”
"Didn't Tian Jingwan say that if she doesn't marry you, it's the same if she marries other people who chase her?" Tang Guo saw the stitches on the side, and said to Ji Yuanliang tentatively.
Ji Yuanliang snorted coldly: "Yes, that's right, she said it, that's what she said, I'm not stupid, I also secretly inquired, there are indeed a lot of people who have chased her before, I'm not sure if there is a better mix than me, but the ones whose names she said are not what she said herself, but I think that husbands and wives should save some face and leave some room for each other, so I won't expose anything she says, it should be true." I don't understand why she never knows what satisfaction is, she is always critical of me and me, I think it would be nice to buy a larger duplex apartment in the city, she has to live in a villa, she has to live in a detached house, and she doesn't even think about how long it takes me to drive to and from the company every day. The house was also bought, there is not an inch of space in the house that is not arranged according to her preferences, even my parents listened to her, but she was still not satisfied, and said that she met a friend in the beauty club also has a holiday villa in Hainan, how comfortable it is for a family to go to the beach house for vacation every winter, and there is a swimming pool or something in the yard......"
"That's not a problem, is it? Wouldn't it be nice if you went and bought a set for her? Qin Cang said lightly
"You don't have to stand here and talk without backache." Ji Yuanliang finally raised his head and looked at Qin Cang, as if he was a little annoyed by his relaxed tone, "It's not like you haven't seen what is going on in my company, what do you ask me to give her to meet this kind of request?" I'm almost a little bit of a suicide because of something that the company can't support! Could it be that I want more villas for her, and I have to cheat the insurance before I die? I don't understand, why others can't even afford a villa in their lifetime, let alone a single-family house, the townhouses can't afford it, and don't everyone live in harmony and beauty? Jing Jingting's request for her husband is to be a little assertive and pursue progress, that's all! Why am I already working very hard and very motivated, letting my wife and children live in a high-end villa area, just because I can't buy her a seaside holiday villa, I have become a representative of incompetence? Am I going to be disliked? I don't understand...... I don't understand ......."
As he spoke, he subconsciously shook his head, his eyes were a little dazed, his gaze was straight, there was no focus, although he and Tang Guo and Qin Cang looked like the same lost soul when they first met him, but if you pay close attention, you will find that it is actually not the same, at that time, there was still a feeling of tension in his lost soul, but now it seems that the whole person is relaxed, there is sadness and chagrin on his face, and the whole person looks as if his mouth and nose were originally sealed, Now all of a sudden, the thing that sealed the mouth and nose was gone, and I was able to breathe heavily.
It is estimated that the negative emotions that were originally accumulated in my heart also made Ji Yuanliang feel very uncomfortable all the time.
"Hate her?" Qin Cang was silent for a while before he suddenly asked again.
"I don't hate, I just feel too tired." Ji Yuanliang didn't seem to be able to tell who the person he was talking to at all, and he seemed to be just muttering to himself, "I still remember how she looked when I first met her, and I thought at that time, maybe this is the purest and most beautiful girl I have ever seen in this world!" Why wasn't she introduced to me by the introducer? Later, Jing Jingting was not particularly interested in me, I got in touch with Xiaowan back and forth, at that time I was so excited that I wanted to scream, I wanted to go outside and run wild on the road, every time she sent me a message, I felt that the flowers all over the world seemed to be blooming, which made me want to laugh involuntarily, looking at the words she sent, every word I wanted to smile. Later, I proposed to her, and she agreed, and at that time I knew that I was the happiest man in the world, and I must take good care of this happiness, maintain it well, and be happy until I am old. After getting married, especially after giving birth to a child, Xiaowan's personality began to become more and more different from the beginning, more and more powerful, more and more demanding, higher and higher, I became more and more breathless, I don't know if she has changed or I have changed. ”
"If you're so tired, why do you grit your teeth and insist?" Tang Guo asked, she just heard Ji Yuanliang muttering about Hetian Jingwan's past, and then she realized that this man was really an incorrigible middle-aged literary man, a complete romantic.
"I can't," Ji Yuanliang shook his head, "This is a choice I made, I will go to the end no matter what, isn't there such a saying that is particularly popular now, the road I choose must be completed on my knees." Xiao Wan is the woman I chose myself, I can never forget the happy mood when I fell in love with her, I can't let that happiness be ruined in anyone's hands, so no matter what, I will persevere, I want to prove to Xiao Wan that I am the man she is most worthy of trust, and she will never have a better choice in her life except for me. ”
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