"I can't," Ji Yuanliang shook his head, "This is a choice I made myself, I will go to the end no matter what, isn't there a saying that is particularly popular now, the path I choose, I have to finish it on my knees." Xiaowan is the woman I chose, I will never forget the happy mood when I fell in love with her, I can't let that happiness be ruined in anyone's hands, so no matter what, I will persevere, I want to prove to Xiaowan that I am the man she is most worthy of trust, and she will never have a better choice in her life except for me. ”

"You really love Tian Jingwan." Tang Guo listened to him without saying a word, and then sighed that she did not use interrogative sentences, but in a determined tone, as if she had known Ji Yuanliang and them for a long time.

Ji Yuanliang slowly raised his eyes and looked at Tang Guo, smiled bitterly, and nodded: "I love it very much." ”

"But......" Tang Guo hesitated, and when the words came to his lips, he was a little timid to say them. She had a deep feeling, but she didn't dare to say it, for fear that it would stimulate Ji Yuanliang after saying it, in case Ji Yuanliang was like Fang Cai again, she wasn't so scared, after all, with Qin Cang here, she felt as if she had a backbone, but after all, Ji Yuanliang could see that she really loved Tian Jingwan, and now Tian Jingwan was killed just now, and she died so miserably, if Ji Yuanliang was not the suspect they were looking for, the words that she almost blurted out just now would undoubtedly be cruel, It was like a sharp knife that would pierce Ji Yuanliang's already scarred chest, bringing him more pain and injury.

Qin Cang seemed to have guessed what Tang Guo wanted to say, he looked at Tang Guo, who was already about to keep silent, and gave her a look, as if encouraging her to speak bravely.

Tang Guo saw that Qin Cang wanted to say it himself, and it was estimated that he must have his intentions, so although he was still a little unbearable, he finally turned his heart on the side and chose to be open and honest: "But...... I think your love is a bit of wishful thinking, Tian Jingwan shouldn't love you much, she only needs you, and she needs to use you as a way to go through you to the kind of enviable Mrs. Kuo life that she wants to pursue in advance. Isn't it? ”

Ji Yuanliang's face turned a little paler again, Tang Guo subconsciously moved closer to Qin Cang when he saw this, his heart tightened, or it should be said that every nerve in his body was tense, ready to meet Ji Yuanliang's second round of madness, I don't know what valuable things he is going to smash this time.

However, Ji Yuanliang did not jump like thunder this time as he did after being stimulated by Qin Cang, after his face was white and there was almost no trace of blood, he suddenly laughed, but there was not a single emotion related to joy and happiness in his smile, only sadness and self-deprecation.

"I always thought that over the years, Xiaowan and I have covered it up very well, so that everyone can think that the two of us are a couple who love each other deeply, but I didn't expect that we had already been seen through, right?" He looked at Tang Guo, "Even a little girl like you is just seeing me for the first time, you can be so accurate, and say the problems between me and Xiaowan so vividly, what does this make me say?" How can I be embarrassed? I felt like a clown, and for a long time I thought I was acting in a real play, but I didn't expect to find out in the end that it was a crappy burlesque. ”

"Don't say that, there's nothing wrong with you......" Tang Guo couldn't help but feel a little guilty when he saw Ji Yuanliang like this, and wanted to persuade him a few words, but he didn't know what to say.

Ji Yuanliang sensed Tang Guo's intentions, and he shook his head slowly: "You don't have to comfort me, Xiao Wan is no one here now, so a self-deceptive dream, what else is there to be afraid of being punctured?" All the enviable places in my life are actually like soap bubbles, which look colorful, but in fact they are very fragile, and when they are blown by the wind, they will shatter and disappear. I initially really thought that Xiaowan loved me, just like I loved her from the depths of my soul, she initially gave me the feeling of being so pure and beautiful, so indisputable, I have always imagined that after getting married, we can sing and sing with our husbands and wives, live that kind of comfortable and rich, contented and happy life, play music when we are fine, hold a glass of red wine at home, enjoy the music, while looking out the window, listening to the sound of rain rustling, chatting. Or we can drive to a country park when we are resting, and then ride in the forest with a bicycle per person, feel the comfort of being embraced by nature, completely relaxed, and we can also listen to concerts and watch dramas together......"

"It's a pity that Tian Jingwan's hobby is not like this, right?" Qin Cang took it for him.

The smile on Ji Yuanliang's face became more and more bitter: "Yes, every time I ask her out to a concert after marriage, she would rather get rid of me and drive to drink coffee with her rich sisters and talk about some things that are useless in the family." She would rather chat with her classmates on the Internet who are not as mixed as hers, rather than listen to music with me, watch the rain, and talk, she has to talk, and she will always talk about how much money other people's husbands can make, how much face they can go out with, what brands they bought for their wives, and what luxury houses and luxury cars they bought at home. I wasn't interested in any of this, I had to keep listening in order to make her happy, and finally I heard her say this, I just proposed to her that she wanted to take her to the suburbs on the weekend, and she said that I had the kind of mind that didn't do serious things, and it was better to use it for work and business, not to be better than her friends' husbands. ”

"If you're so sad, why don't you choose to separate?" Qin Cang asked.

"Because I can't, I can't let my children not have a complete home, I can't let my children grow up without their biological mothers, and I don't want her to feel that her choice is wrong, I am really inferior to the men she envies." Ji Yuanliang replied categorically, and at the end, he suddenly paused, and sighed heavily, "In the final analysis, it's because I love her too much, I admit that I'm the kind of person who is particularly stubborn, going all the way to the dark, not hitting the south wall and not looking back." Sometimes I also feel unhappy in my heart, when I was together, it was clear that Xiaowan was not such a woman, why after getting married, the more we lived together, the more contrary to the initial cognition, Xiaowan behaved more and more strongly and realistically, sometimes I watched her sit in front of the computer, showing off with others, or even boasting and fabricating some of my great achievements, the feeling in my heart is indescribable. But I always have a hint of fantasy, I think it may be that her vision has become different later, so the requirements naturally become higher. So as long as I work hard, keep working hard, one day I will be able to find a way to meet her requirements, as long as I can meet her wishes, she will become my pure and gentle Xiaowan again. It's a pity that there will never be such a day now. ”

"Do you really think your own idea is feasible?" When Qin Cang spoke, he looked at Ji Yuanliang condescendingly, and there was some meaning of pouring cold water.

Ji Yuanliang did not answer this question directly, but said: "What's the use of talking about this now? In the final analysis, I am a very failed person, no matter how hard I try to create the illusion of my own happiness, in the end it is still empty, and now, my little bit of the little secret that was originally hidden in the depths of my heart has also been debunked by you, I really have lost even the last bit of disguised self-confidence, what a failure! ”

"Do you think it's sadder to be a successful person in a self-deceptive illusion, or is it sadder to accept reality and start over the way you want?" Qin Cang said, "That's your problem. ”

Tang Guo was stunned that he didn't hear whether Qin Cang was comforting Ji Yuanliang, or trying to beat him, it was obvious that Ji Yuanliang didn't hear it either, because there was a little more confusion in his eyes, and this confusion lasted for about a few seconds before it completely disappeared, and then he sighed and nodded to Qin Cang and Tang Guo: "I've exceeded the limit of what I can bear today, so if you don't mind, I want to go back and rest." ”

After finishing speaking, he no longer paid attention to Qin Cang and Tang Guo's reactions, and left the living room with a slight stagger, and went upstairs directly, ignoring the mess in the living room and ignoring it.

"He's going to be fine, right?" Tang Guo looked at Ji Yuanliang's state and asked Qin Cang with some concern.

Qin Cang is very sure about this: "If he hadn't smashed and fallen out of control, I don't dare to guarantee that he would have something to do, but now that he has vented for a while, the things that were originally hidden have been completely revealed, and there will be nothing wrong, but the pain will inevitably be painful for a while, and there is no way, who let him be stupid at the beginning, he has deceived himself for so long, and now no one else can help except him who can bear it." It's not early, it's been a tossing day, I'm tired, let's go, go to the second floor to find a guest room that you think is pleasing to the eye, and I'll give you priority. ”

"You're kind of generous, aren't you?" Tang Guo muttered, she didn't dare to say too loudly, she was indeed tired after tossing for so long, so she followed him upstairs without any objection to Qin Cang's proposal.

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