We lived like this, she kept refusing to pay attention to me, I didn't dare to approach, I was afraid of being rejected by her again, I was afraid of her indifferent eyes looking at me.

Zhong Jingyu was also hurt by me after that night, and every time she saw me, she just saluted obediently, and didn't say a superfluous word, and I was also very ashamed.

I haven't been to Qin Yuyao once, I know that Lan Fang doesn't like her, so I also deliberately alienate her, no matter how she pesters me, I have a cold face and no response at all, I waited for the Qin family to come and speak to me, saying that I would take her out of the palace.

In the spring of another year, the Hu people sent a princess who was close to her, her name was Xiya, she was a lively and active girl, she loved to laugh, her vitality made me feel inspired, she rode a horse, it was so free and happy, it reminded me of Lanfang in the northwest at that time.

She is often tired of me, lively temperament, so that I have a lot less depression in my heart in the past two years, when I look at her, I always think of Lan Fang back then, invisibly I seem to regard her as Lan Fang's stand-in.

But I didn't touch her.

I don't want to touch it.

But I didn't expect that she, who was innocent and lively on the surface, would actually drug me.

She drugged our meal, and we rolled together in agitation, and at the last moment, I looked at her face and came to my senses.

Xiya was delirious by the power of the medicine, and kept screaming hot and uncomfortable, I called Lao Du to come and detoxify her, but I carried it like this and went to the Green Water Building.

After two years, I actually used this method in order to see her and get her forgiveness, I am really despicable and shameless.

But I don't want to live such a walking dead life again, for these two years, I have been thinking of her day and night, even if she is close, I dare not touch her, because of her cold eyes, when looking at me, it seems to be looking at a person who has nothing to do with her.

I was so full of fire that I couldn't hold it anymore, so I climbed over the wall and went into the building, and when I saw that her window was still on, I climbed up the wall and knocked on it.

I couldn't see her, I kept knocking on the window, she just wouldn't open it, the blood in my body was boiling, and it was about to push me to a dead end.

I pulled the window open with brute force, and the cool breeze blew in, and she turned her head to look at me, her eyes calm and frightened me.

I wanted to speak, I smiled at her, but when I opened my mouth, I couldn't help but spurt out a mouthful of black blood, at that moment, I finally saw it, her eyes were full of worry, and she ran towards me, and at that moment my heart was finally relieved.

I smiled bloodily, watched her red eyes burst into tears, grabbed her hand, and went into the house.

"What's wrong with you? Why do you vomit blood? She cried and asked me, my heart was indescribably happy, after two years, I was finally able to look at her so closely, I could no longer pretend to be calm, I hugged her thin body tightly.

I tried to kiss her, but I found that my mouth was covered in blood, and my body was still burning like fire, and I felt that if I didn't do something about it, I would definitely die.

But this time, I can't hide it from her anymore, I want to tell her the truth, I want to tell everything that has been hidden in my heart for two years.

"I deliberately threw that earring there to make you jealous, but I didn't expect you to take it seriously."

I smiled and told her, looking at her tears of disbelief, I remembered the night with Zhong Jingyu.

"And Zhong Jingyu's page, I got drunk and took her for you, and when I woke up the next morning, she cried and said to me, I called your name all night, I hurt her, and I hurt you, I know I'm a bastard."

She cried and pushed me away again, took a few steps back, and sat down on the bed, not wanting to talk to me, I hurried over, hugged her legs, knelt on the ground, and looked at her with my head up.

I know that if I miss this opportunity again, then I will never be forgiven by her for the rest of my life.

"Lan Fang, I didn't pamper Xiya, never, I actually don't like her at all, I just like to watch her ride a horse, because when I watch her ride a horse, I can remember the happy times we had in the northwest."

I grabbed her hand, put it on my face, felt the slight cool temperature, smiled and spit out a mouthful of blood, and said, "Tonight, I was poisoned by her, but I don't want to be with her." Lan Fang, I'm coming to you, can you forgive me? If you forgive me, then you help me detoxify, and if you don't forgive me, then I will die in your arms tonight. ”

When she heard me say this, she became even more angry, kicked me away, looked up and shouted outside: "Lianxiang, go and invite Du Lao." ”

I got up and hugged her, ignoring the blood in my mouth, kissed her bare shoulder, and said, "It's useless for you to invite Du Lao to come, I won't let him detoxify me, tonight, I will either die or you will detoxify me." ”

My body, already stretched into a string, holding her at the moment, is about to break, I am full of fire burning her, she seems to feel, want to break free but can't, angry step on my feet, want to break free from me.

But I didn't give her a chance, and I tried to tear her clothes off even harder.

Lian Xiang came back soon and stood outside the door and said that Du Lao refused to come, so I laughed at the time, looked at Lan Fang's angry appearance, let go of her, lay down on the couch, and kept rinsing her mouth with a teacup.

I stared at her tightly, watching her nervously step by step, I wiped my mouth and slowly walked towards her, I knew that at this moment, my eyes must be like a wolf who has not eaten meat for a long time.

I finally cornered her into a corner, leaving her with no way back, and in her panicked eyes, I ripped off her belt......

She cried and scolded me, she hit me, I handed her my hand and asked her to bite me, she bit it hard, and there was blood, and she let go, and I laughed wildly, lowered my head and kissed her, and never gave her a chance to scold me again......

After two years of cuddling and sleeping, I was satisfied, she was tired and weak, and we both slept deeply.

She wasn't awake when I woke up, maybe she was awake but pretended not to be awake, I reached out and messed with her, she turned her head and glared at me, I laughed, she was pretending to be asleep.

"Shameless!" She scolded me again.

But I like her to scold me, am I cheap?

I pulled the quilt over the two of us and continued to toss her,......

It's dusk, we haven't gotten up yet, just in bed for a day and a night, she remembered, I pulled and didn't let her get up, it was dark soon, there was no need to get up again, how good it was to spend the night directly......

If she doesn't listen to me and wants to get up, then I can only use special means to punish her again until she has no strength to get up......

I haven't been to the court for two days, and my father got angry and sent someone to call me in the Green Water Building, so I could only get up.

Looking back at her before leaving, she glared at me, turned around, and I smiled and said, "Leave me a light at night, and I'll come to eat with you." ”

She didn't answer me, and I didn't care.

Anyway, whether she leaves me a light or not, or opens the door for me, I have decided, even if it is nonsense and not to save face, I will rely on her, and I will not go anywhere else this time!

When I came over when it was dark, sure enough, the gate was closed, but I didn't care, I went straight into the wall, the yard was lit up, I went in directly, and I saw her sitting by the window in a daze.

"Lan Fang, I haven't eaten yet, do you have anything here?"

She gave me a cold look and walked over, I thought she was going to take me to dinner, but who knew that she stretched out her hands and slammed the door shut, and I was stopped by her.

I was stunned...... I thought that after that day and night of our in-depth communication, I thought she should have forgiven me, but who knew that she hadn't lost her breath yet?

I touched my nose stupidly, asked Lianxiang to get me food, took a shower, and stood at her door and knocked.

I kept knocking when she didn't open the door for me, and she still wouldn't open it for me after knocking for a long time, so I was a little anxious, and with a lot of force, I broke the door and walked in directly.

She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the broken door, and threw the pillow and quilt at me in a rage, and I walked over to her while continuing it, and smiled shamelessly, and said, "Madam, if you throw it, you can beat it, if you don't say a word for your husband, cut off your head and give it to you!" ”

"If you want to sleep in this bed so much, I'll leave it to you!" She turned around angrily and was about to leave, but I immediately put down the quilt and pillow, and rolled onto the bed with her in my arms, without giving her a chance to escape......

I had no intention of sleeping for a long night, so I could only have in-depth exchanges and chats for comfort......

We got along so awkwardly, she kept avoiding me, I pestered her shamelessly, and the news of our reconciliation spread to every corner of the palace and the capital.

Qin Yuyao's brother Qin Yujin finally came into the palace and begged me to let her sister out of the palace, and with a wave of my hand, I asked him to take people away.

Qin Yuyao wanted to see me one last time, but I didn't agree.

When Thea came to me again, I was gone, and I asked someone to send her back to Biansai, her hometown, and it is said that she left with a smile, presumably, she didn't want to stay here either.

There are also Zhong Jingyu and Luo Yiwen, they are two women, I don't know how to arrange it for a while, after all, they both gave birth to children for me, even if I want them to leave, maybe they can't bear to have children......

I called the two of them out on a moonlit night, and asked them their opinions in the pavilion, and Zhong Jingyu said directly that she would go out when the children were older.

Luo Yiwen cried and said that she was fed up with this day...... Within a few days, the Luo family sent someone to pick her up......

The days in the palace have been so peaceful every year, the children are older, Zhong Jingyu has also left, and occasionally comes back to see the children, but he doesn't see me, and he leaves directly.

One year, Yun Lei came back to see Lan Fang, I left the state affairs to the elderly emperor, Lan Fang left the child, and we followed Yun Lei and his wife back to the northwest together.

The northwest scenery is still the same, I hugged Nan Lanfang on the horse, looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, and my heart was open.