My heart really broke when I found the earring in the corner of the table that didn't belong to me.

After becoming the crown princess, she was cautious and pretended to be generous and strong, but she completely collapsed at this moment.

When he was in the palace before, he didn't allow any woman to come in except me. But since I arrived in the East Palace, this part of mine has quietly changed, and his study, I don't know when, any woman can enter and exit at will.

I don't care who he favors, after all, the former dynasty and the harem complement each other, and interests are entangled, even if I become the crown princess, I have to take care of the overall situation.

Can...... He said he loved me, and often said he loved me, but there were earrings under the corner of the table that didn't belong to me.

She let me lie down on this table, and let other women lie down on this table, and she carried me and the others here to do the same thing, and I felt like he was stabbed in the heart......

I think that now in his eyes, I am the same as others, there is no difference, I am no longer the only one in his heart, his heart is occupied by many people......

He said he loved me, but his love had changed a long time ago, and it had already been divided into many parts when I didn't know it.

He is no longer the man who was devoted to me in the palace......

Ling'er persuaded me that the earrings might be from the palace maid, he was so busy, how could he have the leisure to attract a woman?

I don't think so, the earrings are red gemstones, very expensive, how can the palace maid get them?

He's busy? Don't have a lot of fun? But Ling'er seems to have forgotten that now his study is no longer a forbidden place for all women in the harem, he has no spare time to summon others, but others have spare time to find him, it is not the same.

I even wondered if he hugged me at that table and said he loved me, and hugged other women at that table to say the same love for others.

The thought of this makes my heart ache like I'm going to die......

I can pretend to be generous, pretend not to care who his body is, but I can't pretend that I don't care who his heart is, from the beginning he gave me a heart, until now, I can't accept this change and result.

I deliberately avoided him and didn't let him in, and I got into the horns, and my mind was full of things about the earrings.

I didn't dare to see him, I was afraid that as soon as I saw him, I would remember the way he was holding other women, and I would break down, I would go crazy.

A few days later, my mood precipitated a little, the matter passed, and I felt that my heart was not so uncomfortable, I took the child out for a walk, Cheng An was wielding a sword, he ran ahead, and when he walked to the corner of the rockery, he didn't notice that there were people in front of him, and a sword slashed at Qin Yao's leg.

There was no one who cut her, but her new skirt was torn, and Cheng An immediately threw her sword to apologize, but she did not relent, scolded Cheng An for being uneducated, and kicked Cheng An fiercely, directly in the calf, and the three or four-year-old child was kicked down, his head hit the rockery, and he bled when he boarded.

At that moment, I looked at her with some smugness in my eyes, I knew that it must be because of the matter between me and Li Ye, she thought I had fallen out of favor, so she wanted to step on my face, but she shouldn't, she shouldn't, shouldn't hurt Cheng'an.

Cheng An accidentally touched her is a child, but the child immediately knelt down to apologize to her, but she did not relent, and went down to the feet of such a young child, watching Cheng An's head bleed, not only did not panic, but was very proud, I am not blind, I can see that she relied on her noble status, and went to bed again, and saw that I fell out of favor, so she wanted to abuse me.

I smiled coldly and asked Lianxiang to go up and give her two slaps, now I am not the cautious me I used to be, I am now the crown princess!

"Get on your knees!"

"Why? It was your son who slashed me with those swords and broke my skirt, and I was just teaching this uneducated child a lesson, why did you make me kneel? ”

Instead, she was right.

I waved my hand, and four maids came up behind me, pressed her down the cold steps, and made her kneel in front of me.

I looked at her condescendingly for a moment, gently bent down and pinched her chin, and looked at her with sarcasm in my eyes: "Why? Just because I am the crown princess, just because you hurt not others, but the grandson! Taisun was so seriously injured, not to mention punishing you for kneeling, even if he beat you for twenty boards, your Qin family can't say anything. Qin Yuyao, people can be proud, but they can't get carried away, today, it should be this palace to teach you a lesson! ”

"Tian Jinyu, don't be complacent, don't think that you can really become a phoenix if you fly on the branches, you don't have that qualification, you don't deserve it!"

I looked at her coldly, this woman, it seems that she is very dissatisfied with me being the crown princess.

What about being of noble birth? Now I am in charge of this palace, even if the Tian family has no power in the court, but I am leaning on the queen mother behind me, and only the queen mother is on my head!

"She despised the palace and called it by its name, lotus incense, palm mouth."

A few slaps down, she was honest, her eyes stared at me, but she didn't say a word, I smiled coldly, sat in the pavilion, and watched her kneel on the ground.

I guessed that Li Ye might come, but I didn't expect him to come so quickly, and as soon as he came, he didn't ask anything, and directly pulled Qin Yuyao up.

My self-esteem, my dependence, all of them were gone, and the moment he pulled Qin Yuyao up, they were all defeated by him, and I was embarrassed.

"I haven't knelt for an hour, continue to kneel."

I tried to save my self-esteem and majesty, but Li Ye let Qin Yuyao go directly.

She looked at me with that sarcastic look as she left, and I felt like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, and I lost this round to this woman, and I was a loser.

His people are shared with others, and his heart is also shared with others, but I still have to use my self-esteem to coax other women, I can't accept it, I just want to run away at this moment, I don't want to look at him.

I turned around and left, and he knew that I was angry, so he desperately chased after me, dragging me and not letting me go, and the rain poured down.

My tears and rain were together, my eyes were blurry, and I couldn't bear to let myself cry, and not let my last self-esteem be trampled on by him again.

"She kicked Cheng An down, Cheng An was covered in blood, I just punished her for kneeling for an hour, and you were distressed?"

"I know Cheng'an is injured, and I know you are wronged. But after all, she is the daughter of the Qin family, I won't say anything if you punish her in private, but in front of everyone's eyes, should you take care of the Qin family's face? ”

I couldn't believe it, I told him in person that Cheng An was injured and was kicked by that woman, but he only paid attention to the face of the Qin family, and I couldn't tell the disappointment and despair in my heart, at that moment I knew that this man had really changed, he was no longer centered on me and Cheng An, his world was filled with all kinds of things, and there was no place for our mother and son.

The rain drenched the two of us, and I broke free from him, stepping back, not wanting to say a word to him again.

He took off his coat and gave it to me, wanting to shield me from a little rain, I waved his hand away, looked at his equally tangled and sad expression, and said, "You spoil your woman, I will protect my children, and we will have nothing to do with each other in the future." ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and ran, and after returning to the green water building, I closed the door tightly, the heavy rain fell, he knocked on the door, I leaned on the door and shivered, I couldn't listen to his explanation, I covered my ears and returned to the house, full of despair.

I felt like my world was completely dark, and there was no longer as bright as it used to be.

He came for a few days in a row, standing outside the door and knocking on the door, I sent guards to stop him and prevent him from coming in, I really don't want to see him, I don't want to face him, I don't want to listen to his hypocritical and false explanations, I'm afraid that I will be bewitched by him, I am afraid that I will be soft-hearted.

But a few days later, when I woke up one morning, Ling'er told me with red eyes that Zhong Jingyu stayed in the front hall last night.

I laughed at the time, my eyes were full of sarcasm and despair, and I looked at myself in the mirror and said, "Look, I said that he has changed, he came to me yesterday to beg to see me, and last night he actually stayed with another woman......

Is that what he says loves me?

I shut myself up in the green water building, closed doors, all over my body, I didn't want to go anywhere, I didn't want to move, if it weren't for the children with me, I think I would not want to move every day.

The days went by like this, he didn't come to me anymore, he seemed to be discouraged, I also fell quiet, I have nothing to do with each other, it's actually very good, he spoils his woman, I look at my children, it's really irrelevant.

Later, the princess Heqin sent by the Hu people, her name is Xiya, I have seen her a few times, she is a lively and active girl, she laughs very sweetly, her voice is also good, and she is full of vitality, I know that Li Ye will definitely like her, sure enough, she is very favored.

She came and went freely anywhere in the palace, including Li Ye's study and bedroom, I was indifferent in my heart, and I didn't let Lian Xiang and Ling'er deliberately inquire about their affairs, I just took the child to live my own life, and I didn't want to pay attention to it, who did he spend the night there last night, he said last night...... Who does he love the most......

It was like this for a long time, and I was sitting on the bed in a daze that night, when suddenly a voice came from outside the window, bang, bang, bang......

One voice, another, another......

It's like a drum beating on my heart.

I got out of bed with my eyes red and my lips trembling.

I knew who was outside the window, but I didn't want to open it, and I felt like I couldn't forgive him.

I thought that if I didn't open the window, he would be gone soon, but I didn't expect that he actually pulled the window off, and the moment the night wind blew in, I watched him vomit a mouthful of blood in front of me.

I panicked and hurried over to the window

Two steps ahead, he smiled at me with a mouthful of blood and came in through the window.

He stepped forward and grabbed my hand, and he hugged me.

After two years, I found that his arms were still warm.