"Is the crown princess planning to stay in Yong Wangfu for a long time?"

Yu Gui heard Baili Yuan's deep voice, gave up pretending to be asleep, slowly stood up and smiled at him, and said unusually calmly: "Are you here?" Sit down here. ”

is obviously a very natural greeting, but it comes out of Yu Gui's mouth, but it is a little strange. Baili Yuan looked at her and smiled for a moment, standing in place and not moving.

Yu Gui smiled, slowly stood up and walked towards Baili Yuan, before the person walked in front of him, he taught Baili Yuan to stop the anger around him.

She said, "Since you don't want to come, then I'll take the initiative, I'll come over."

Baili Yuan had a cold face and said idly: "It seems that your anger has also disappeared." When the anger is gone, let's go back to the East Palace. ”

The words fell, turned around and wanted to leave, but Jiao Yugui stretched out his hand to grab it, he turned around and looked at her in confusion, "What's wrong?" ”

Yu Gui was also staring at him, his dark eyes were like a round lake, and when he closed his eyes and opened his eyes, Douda's tears fell and dripped on the back of Baili's hand. Buzz said in a hum voice: "Ah Yuan, can you, sit down and listen to me, or it won't be long before you can listen to me for a while."

He nodded. For no reason, he felt happy in his heart, but for what he was happy, he couldn't say it himself. Is it because I saw her crying and felt that she was soft to herself, or was it because she called herself a "bang"? He couldn't help but wonder that she hadn't called herself that in a long time.

He was stunned, and couldn't help but raise his hand to wipe her tears, but she pursed her lips and smiled, took a step back, and stiffly avoided the hand he had just touched on her face.

The little tenderness that Baili had just given birth to was suddenly annihilated, and he lowered his hand.

He sat down with her, facing each other, looking at each other, and said in a light tone: "What do you want to say, I listen, you say."

It's rare for her to be gentle, it's rare for him to be patient.

"You rest for a while, I'll talk about it after a while."

Yu Gui had not fully sobered up, her mind was still swollen, she buried her head in the crook of her arm, and was silent for a while.

Baili Yuan didn't mean to urge her to speak, just sat upright, and looked at her reaction from time to time through the afterglow.

After a while, Yu Gui exposed his face from the crook of his arm, and flexibly put his head on his arm to look at Baili Yuan. He also noticed her gaze, but he didn't mind it in his heart, but he was still unforgiving, and said coldly: "Don't you have something to say, then you say, what are you doing looking at me like this." I don't have much time to delay with you. ”

Yu Gui smiled, smacked his lips, and immediately sat up straight.

She smiled, tears streaming even more. Baili frowned at the tears in the corners of her eyes, and said, "Are you uncomfortable drinking too much?"

Yu Gui shook his head and said, "No."

"Then why are you crying?"

Yu Gui smiled and said nothing, looked at him stupidly with his hand on his cheek, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then spoke half-drunk and half-drunk: "Ah Yuan, I want to tell you, I'm not a bad person, I'm just someone you don't like." You like Lu Niang, you think she is very good, you don't like me, then everything I do is wrong. But no matter what, don't look at me like that, I really don't mean to hurt anyone, and I won't do anything to a baby. Really, I didn't hurt him. ”

Baili smiled and said, "You left me here to tell me this?" Well, I believe you, I believe you didn't hurt him. After a pause, he said, "I shouldn't have said such a nasty thing to stab you that day." It's me who is wrong, it's me who has gone too far. ”

Yu Gui looked at him flattered, and before he could say anything, he said again: "Qianying is my first child, I value him, I care about him, and I care about everything about him." I am afraid that he will be calculated by those with evil intentions, that he will be as weak and sick as I was a child, and that he will not grow up healthy. So sometimes I might do something extreme for him, like that day, I pushed you. But I'm not just targeting you, I'm not just guarding against you. Do you know what I mean? ”

Yu Gui nodded with tears in his eyes, hid the loss in his eyes, looked at Baili Yuan fixedly, and said slowly: "Well, I understand, I know you don't blame me." You didn't say it, and I know it. Qianying is your flesh and blood, and it is your relatives. You should guard against me and everyone else, and I should be guarded against the same as everyone else. You are a good father, a very good father. ”

"No, that's not what I meant, not to put you in the same category as everyone else. I just ......"

Baili was stunned, and the courtyard was quiet, and silence was better than sound.

Yu Gui was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "These days, I have been thinking about a lot of things over and over again. I think about our childhood, our days in Shangshuyuan, the scene of our wedding, and the bits and pieces of the past few years after we got married. I knew early on that without me in your heart, I still had to be reluctant to be with you. I've been unhappy all these years, and so have you. But even if I regret it, it's useless, and I can't get it back. All of this is the bitter fruit that I deserve after my own grudging efforts. With this result, I have no complaints. ”

Yes, she doesn't complain about anyone, she just regrets it, why can't he look back at himself? Obviously, he didn't ask for too much, as long as he was not so indifferent when he saw him, he was willing to talk to her more and smile at her more, and such a simple thought became a luxury.

Yu Gui sniffed and said to himself: "Baili Yuan, in fact, if you marry me, it is not a loss, but you take advantage of you." I still remember that when His Majesty wanted to marry you and me, my father consulted me. He said that if I did not agree, he could beg His Majesty to retract his order. After all, His Majesty's jealousy of his family is well known to the world, and because of the power of Yong Wangfu, even if His Majesty asks me to marry, I have the opportunity to refuse. It's me who can't bear it, and I want to be your wife. But I don't care about it, do you want it or not? I know in my heart who you prefer between me and Wen, and I know that you want to leave the closest place next to her. And I, I have to rely on the power behind me to force you in disguise and become your crown princess. ”

She told him everything she thought about these days, and it was good to ask for relief. Some words are uncomfortable in my heart, and I can only spit it out as soon as possible.

Yu Gui lowered his head, looked at the palm print on his palm and said: "Over the years, I have been the one who can afford it, and I am the one who can't let go, and you are not sorry for me." It's not fun to talk about yourself, but I'm happy to do it. It's just that I want to know, after all these years, have you ever had a slight liking or affection for me...... I've liked you since I was a child, and I follow you like a tail every day, so it's no wonder you find me annoying. Your like, there should be none. ”

After listening to her, Baili Yuan was silent for a long time before he spit out a few words: "I have failed you."

Yu Gui smiled and laughed, unaware.

But if you love each other, it is naturally not difficult to make a promise to stay together for a lifetime. But not everyone will do this, such as Baili Li and Yu Gui, it is not difficult to promise, it is the people's hearts that are difficult. People's hearts are fickle, promises are useless, and besides, he has never made any promises to her. And why bother to say anything to live up to?

Yu Gui said calmly: "I have liked you for many years, and I also hope that you can like me." I insisted on being your crown princess, but I was too conceited, so I thought too much about the future, and thus ignored reality. I only cared about what I liked, but I didn't ask your wishes, and I don't realize until today that I was wrong all these years. I forgot, from the beginning, you just didn't like me, so you didn't let me down, but my extravagant hopes were disappointed and there was no result.

She took a deep breath, exhaled harder, seemed relieved of what she was going to decide, and said loudly: "Ah Yuan, I know that you are upset with me and do not want to live with me. But please, be patient, wait a few more years. Wait a few more years and everything will change. ”

Baili was shocked, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and his voice was hoarse: "What do you mean by this?" ”

"What do you mean, wait a few more years? What can you do in a few years? ”

"Just wait, when the time comes, when you have the ability to leave me."

Yu Gui raised his eyes and stared at the clouds in the sky, and said in amazement: "When you inherit the unification in a few years, you don't have to put up with me anymore, you can justifiably abolish me." Don't worry, even if you abolish me at that time, my father will not embarrass you, and I will still ask my father to assist you well. In the eyes of outsiders, I was abolished, but in fact, it was regarded as our peace. When the time comes, I won't be your crown princess, I won't be your queen, and I won't have to be trapped in the red wall anymore. It is not bad for me that I have perfected you and freed you from me. Don't worry, I'm very optimistic and open-minded, and I will definitely not look for death. Look at this method, are you still satisfied? ”

"I don't know what to do!"

Baili got up suddenly, looked at her condescendingly and sneered: "When I inherit the unification and let you out of the palace, I will make peace with you?" It's ridiculous to think of it. Hmph, do you think you, the princess and concubine, are so easy to waste, not to mention that you are only the crown princess now, I can't abolish the concubine at will. In the future, you will become the queen, and as the mother of a country, I can't be abolished. It's ridiculous for you to say these childish things. ”

Yu Gui said lightly: "I think it's good." If you don't want to keep me, there's a lot to do. Besides, abolish me, isn't that what you want? As long as I take the initiative not to be your crown princess, won't your Wen Liangdi be able to sit in this position justifiably? Don't worry, I'm not joking, let alone angry, it's that I really figured it out and decided to give up. ”

"What are you going to give up? Give me up or give up the crown princess? ”

Baili Yuan seemed to be enraged, his eyes showed a cold light, he grabbed Yu Gui's wrist, and said hatefully: "You said so much, it's my turn to say." What if I say I don't want to abolish the concubine, and I never had the intention of doing so! ”

Yu Gui was puzzled in his heart, and raised his eyes to stare at him: "You, you don't plan to abolish me?" Will I continue to be your crown princess, your queen? ”

He said, "Yes, I won't abolish you." It's not reluctant, it's just because it can't be scrapped. ”

Yu Gui thought thoughtfully, but didn't say anything, hesitated for a moment, still held his hand, Baili looked at her in a daze, she showed a quiet smile, which made him a little uneasy, but still gave her a smile back.

Yu Gui said: "Let's go back, these things will be talked about later."