Childhood memories (Yunkang Qin Luoxue)

The first time I met my grandfather was at his grandmother's birthday party, when I was seven years old and he was seven years old, but I was a month older than him.

I still remember the day we first saw each other, the sky was fine, the wind was beautiful, and the sky was cloudless.

It coincides with the golden autumn and August, and the strong fragrance of osmanthus hits, and it is so smoked that people's noses hurt. The Mansion of the State of Qin is like a city, the carriages and horses are noisy, and the people who wish the birthday rush to congratulate Mrs. Qin on her birthday. I hugged the cat and followed Ankang step by step.

My father and grandmother went to the front hall to give congratulatory gifts, and then instructed my two older brothers to take Ankang and me to play with other children. My brothers thought that Ankang and I were walking slowly, and they refused to join us, so they ran away early, where would they take us.

Ankang often comes to Qin Guofu, shuttling in the huge courtyard, she can be said to be familiar with the road, no effort at all. Most of the maids and servants in the house know her, and when they see her, they will respectfully call Miss Er. As for me, I have always been recognized as a servant girl of Ankang, and Ankang has never explained. She is a year older than me and bolder than me, so she can easily blend in with the children's games. But I can't.

I'm afraid of life, so I don't dare to communicate with people easily, and they often make fun of me because of my background, saying that I was born as a. was born timid, and after this ridicule, he became more and more inferior. I was hesitant to try to fit in with them, but I was afraid that the result would be the same. In the end, I quietly walked away with my big white and went to find a place with few people to stay.

By the lake surrounded by rockeries, I sat on a big rock with Dabai in my arms and basked in the sun leisurely. I looked down at the reflection on the calm surface of the lake, and a leisurely smile hung on my lips. The big white cat in my arms lazily rolled over, rubbed into my arms, and continued to nap.

The breeze is not dry, the warm sun is blowing, it is a good time to relax.

There was a rose tree beside the stone where I was sitting, and when the wind blew the red flowers to the ground, I suddenly remembered my mother, who had been very fond of roses since her lifetime. My mother is literate and loves poetry, and I remember the sentence she used to teach me to read when I was a child: "Qingxi meanders and hugs the mountains, and the roses are ten miles around the stream." The voice is gentle and clear, and the trickle is beautiful.

I looked at the pink roses in front of me, the clear and translucent lake, and the beautiful scenery written in the poem. I thought to myself that if my mother saw her, she would be happy. The wind swept up in the lake, and the water halos were swept away. Water droplets splashed on the face, and the sudden coldness made people wake up instantly.

I stroked Dabai's back, the tip of my nose slowly pantothenic, I have no mother for a long time, no matter how well the roses bloom, she can't see it.

Recalling the past, my eyes were wet unconsciously, and big tears fell on the back of my hand, like scorching molten iron, which hurt my heart.

At the age of crying, crying endlessly.

I sobbed to myself, not noticing that someone was approaching me.

"What are you crying about?"

I heard someone talking behind me, and I looked back sharply, and it was a little man carved in pink, with a white little face, and his eyes were bright and black, and he was looking at me, and I was looking at him

He held a half-eaten piece of Ruyi cake in his hand, swallowed the food in his mouth quickly, and then asked me with a round mouth, "Who are you?" Why are you crying here? ”

I immediately got up and stood up straight, and Zhengse replied, "I am the fifth lady of the Ouyang family."

I was anxious to reveal my identity to him, for fear that he would look down on me.

But he didn't care much, still eating the snack in his hand seriously, I was a little unhappy, and asked, "Then who are you?"

He finished eating the snack leisurely, unhurriedly took out a handkerchief and wiped his mouth, patted his meaty little hand again, and asked without answering: "What were you crying about just now, who bullied you?"

I shook my head: "No one bullied me."

He added, "Then you must have encountered something sad?"

I hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

He suddenly walked towards me, squinted and smiled, took my hand without saying anything, and said mysteriously: "I know how people can get better when they are sad and sad." You go with me to a place where there is something that will put people in a good mood. ”

"I'm not going, you let go of your hand."

I tried to break free of his hand, but he held it too tightly, and I was holding the cat in my hand, so I couldn't break free, so I had to give up.

I grimaced and said unhappily, "Where are you going to take me?"

He smiled even more happily and said, "I'll take you to the back kitchen." We're going to steal delicious snacks, and when you've eaten them, you won't want to cry. I see that you are crying so sadly, you must not have eaten enough. Don't worry, there are endless fruits and pastries in my kitchen, and you can eat them as much as you want. ”

He thought I was crying because I was hungry, which was ridiculous.

"I don't go, and I don't cry because I'm hungry."

I turned my head and didn't want to talk to him, even though I was just a child, I was full of satisfaction and disgusted with his childishness.

He let go of my hand, walked around to me, and said loudly, "Even if you're not hungry, you can have a snack." You're really not going? ”

I wasn't surprised by his sudden yelling, I just glanced at him lightly, and sat down, staring at the lake without squinting.

He didn't get angry at me, he pretended to raise his chubby little hand to cover his mouth, yawned long, stretched his waist lazily, and then sat down with me.

He said, "Why don't you even look at me?"

I still ignored him.

He was quiet for a while, then put his face in front of me again, and asked tirelessly, "Why don't you even look at me?" Why don't you look at me? ”

I sighed and tilted my head over to meet his request.

He quickly brought his face to me, looked at me with round eyes, and smiled brightly.

Under the sun, his white and soft face was slightly flushed with sunburn, his eyelashes were long and thick, casting a faint light shadow, and his mouth was small, round, slightly open, very cute. He held his face and stared at me for a moment, his eyes as clean as clear water. After a while, he said, "My name is Qin Luoxue, what's your name?"

I retracted my gaze and muttered, "Ouyang Yunkang."

"Your name is so long, I can't remember. Is there a simple name? ”

Where are the four words long?

"Say, do you have any nicknames or something? A lot of people have nicknames. For example, my name is Qin Luoxue, the word is Song Ning, and the nickname is also very simple, called A Xue, is it easy to remember? ”

I hummed and didn't speak.

Qin Luoxue was not discouraged, and wanted me to say a few more words. "Is your name Ah Yun?"

I shook my head.

He clubbed his chin to think about Shaoyan, suddenly his eyes lit up, and he stroked his palm and said happily: "I know, you just said that you are the fifth lady of the Ouyang family, and your name is Ouyang Yunkang, so are you called Yun Xiaowu?"

I was shocked and surprised, "You guessed so accurately."

He touched the back of his head and said shyly, "It's not too precise, I'll just say it casually." I originally wanted to guess that your name is Kang Xiaowu, but I just thought, you seem to have a sister named Ankang, and there is also a Kang in her name, if you are called Kang Xiaowu, then she will have to be called Kang Xiaoer, so ugly. It's still good to hear Yun Xiaowu. By the way, is your sister's name An Xiaoer? ”

His words are really a lot.

I still didn't speak, just sat quietly, but I listened attentively.

After a while, he suddenly got up and ran out of the courtyard quickly, I think he should think that I was bored with my lack of words, and did not want to stay with me longer, so he was in a hurry to escape.

I tried to stop him, but I couldn't speak. Looking at his back, he silently recited his name in his heart: "Qin Luoxue."

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It was the first time we met, and it was a very bland meeting, a very simple dialogue. Somehow, after so many years, I haven't forgotten the bits and pieces of that day, and I can always remember them.

Since then, we've rarely crossed paths. Although he often comes to Ouyang Mansion, we just haven't been able to meet.

The second time we met, he was holding a string of sugar gourds in his hand.

The hawthorn is large and red, and the icing on top of it is covered with a thick layer of sugar, which looks very attractive. I have a sweet tooth, and this string of sugar gourds makes my mouth water.

He shook the sugar gourd in his hand, showing off to me how sweet and delicious the sugar gourd was, although I was greedy, I still tried to endure it, and I turned my head to look at it.

Sometimes, I hate my pretentiousness.

When he saw that I was not interested, he was obviously a little disappointed, and I thought he would eat it himself, but he was very generous and handed me the sugar gourd.

"Here's it."

I looked at him for a moment, even though I was overjoyed, but I was still pretending to be calm.

After he repeatedly persuaded me to accept it, I pretended to accept it reluctantly.

took a big bite, covered his mouth, and his heart was full of sweetness. I just think that this string of sugar gourds is really the most delicious thing in the world.

He kept talking to me, but I only replied to him one sentence.

I just saw that he was holding a pair of little adults, serious, and looked for a topic by himself: "The cat in your arms is so white and fat, which reminds me of the white fox." I read a book that contains the story of the nine-tailed white fox. It is said that it can change its life once with a tail, and it can be dead and alive as many as nine times. I've heard that cats, like foxes, have nine lives. But I don't believe it, because cats only have one tail, unlike a nine-tailed fox that has nine tails. Then I figured it out. Guess what it got so many lives? I was full of doubts when I heard it, and after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't help but ask: "Then do you know what it relies on to change its life?"

Qin Luoxue looked very happy, put her hands behind her back, and broadened the topic around the bend: "Well, I can't tell you the answer right away, you have to think about it yourself." Let's make a bet, if you're right, I can promise you a request, and I'll do whatever you ask. But if you don't say it's right, you'll have to grant me a request. ”

I ate another sugar gourd, shook my head and replied, "I don't want to bet."

Qin Luoxue was anxious, and immediately said: "You just guess and it doesn't take much effort, it's a big deal, if you say it right, I'll give you one more wish."

I hesitated slightly, but the big white in my arms made a "meow" in response to the situation, as if I agreed.