Chapter 361: If Life Is Only as First Seen, What Is the Autumn Wind Sad Painting Fan (3)

"In the midst of trembling and distrusting almost anyone, you spent your childhood."

"But there is one person who is different, that is, the eldest princess is Li Qingluo."

"She cherishes you very much, although she is only a few years older than you, but on her, you vaguely feel some of the breath of a mother."

"But it's not strong, you're her henchman, you always follow her silently, and you're very close to each other."

"In the midst of these intimacy, you gradually gradually became obsessed with her, and you fell in love with her."

Li Zenan's eyelids jumped.

"She's so beautiful, she's so gentle, she's so nice to you, you're so dependent on her."

"But you know it's not possible between you, as long as you're not strong enough to get rid of the power of worldly public opinion."

"So when you were very young, you had a wish - you want to become the most powerful man in the world, the emperor of the Northern Tang Dynasty is just one of the steps, you want to make the whole world prostrate at your feet, your will is irresistible, you want to become an emperor through the ages, beyond the eyes of the world, above the world, whatever you do will not be refuted by others, but considered sacred, even if it is to marry your imperial sister - the eldest princess Li Qingluo."

When he said these words, Ji Ruye's beautiful big eyes kept looking directly at Li Zenan for a moment.

She was fearless, even death, and all that she said today, no one else would dare to bring her death.

Because she knows very well that from the outside, Li Zenan is difficult to defeat, she can only find a way to break his heart, and no matter how tough a person's heart is, there will be weaknesses.

Before she came to the Northern Tang Dynasty, she had been studying Li Zenan's weaknesses, and after coming to the palace, she was also studying, she believed that she would eventually defeat the seemingly invincible man in front of her.

Li Zenan didn't move, and kept looking at her like this.

It's just that his eyes keep flashing with different lights.

He saw the other party's white show, and he had the urge to strangle Ji Ruyi, just like when he was betrayed by Li Xiyun and stabbed in the back, he grabbed his neck.

But he held back, for he found that the little girl opposite him was pressed against him by a powerful force that prevented him from making this dangerous movement naturally.

Ji Ru seemed to know his thoughts, but she didn't stop.

"But then, she died in an instant."

"You're so disillusioned that you don't know what to do, and you can't figure it out."

"Pity you, many people can't figure it out, I was not sensible at that time, but then I became sensible, I heard that poignant story, I can't understand it, I also have a deep sorrow, immersed in those stories, and can't extricate myself."

"No one in the world can figure it out, but in fact, I still understand it when I taste it carefully."

Ji Ru's long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and the god looked a little sad: "Later, she found out that she also you, right?" ”

She saw that a tear slipped from the corner of Li Zenan's eye.

The autumn rain is pouring down.

"Look, God, cry." She sighed faintly.

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Li Zenan raised his eyes and saw the peach blossoms full of trees in the distance.

The peach blossoms are so beautiful and pleasing to the eye, his eyes are filled with that color, and he feels that the whole person is in a fairyland.

The huge lake is full of water, and the patterns on the covered bridge are so bright and dazzling.

When the wind blows, the bells on it collide with each other, making a pleasant sound of "tinkling".

There was an island in the middle of the lake, and there was a pavilion on the island, and there were peach trees full of peach blossoms.

The small boat drifted slowly, and the drizzle was dripping, and the beauty on the boat sat there, leaning on the edge, holding an oil-paper umbrella, and looking at the peach blossoms on the island with a light smile.

The whole picture was reflected in Li Zenan's eyes and became a painting.

He went up the covered bridge.

The wind blows on the face, and the lake is full of fragrance.

From the bridge, he looked at the beauty in the boat in the water, she was the person in the painting.

She was looking at the peach blossoms in the distance, which were the objects in the painting.

Li Zenan followed the drift of the boat and slowly paced on the covered bridge.

The boat came to the edge of the island, and the beautiful woman stood up and went to the island.

She stood under the peach tree, the raindrops with scattered pink peach petals on the oil-paper umbrella, and soon all over the ground, and her cloudy hair was stained with wet petals.

She threw the oil-paper umbrella and opened her arms to meet the fluttering petals and the drizzle, and spun in circles, and in circles.

She looked at Li Zenan, who was approaching in a distraction on the covered bridge, and shouted:

"Look, this is so beautiful!"

She was laughing and dancing, and there were just the two of them here, and she was so beautiful and optimistic that she didn't have the melancholy that she had later.

"Yes, beauty, beauty......" he muttered, looking at him stupidly.

He continued along the covered bridge.

His heart was beating fast, and he knew it was the feeling of his heartbeat.

It's just him and her, and there's no one else, and it's a good feeling.

He was almost at the end of the covered bridge, and he saw her stretch out her jade arm towards him, waiting for him to rush forward and take her hand.

But at this time, the covered bridge suddenly broke.

He watched her anxiously shouting there, trying to rush up and grab him.

But the scene in front of him was like a shattered mirror, and countless fine cracks appeared.

Pavilions, peach trees, boats, covered bridges, and her.

Then those scenes shattered.

He yelled desperately, he was afraid, he was afraid, he wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, to tell her that he was in love with her, and that he would spend the rest of his life guarding her beauty.

But God won't give him this opportunity after all.

Cold, biting, and cold, he sank into darkness, like an insurmountable abyss that almost suffocated him.

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If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan.

Life is also a long-term dream, and when you wake up from a dream and your heart is broken, it will also hurt your heart.

Li Zenan had a dream.

When he woke up from the dream, he stood in the autumn rain with his arms outstretched, drenched.

It's really cold, it's cold, and my heart is cold.

He turned back and saw a slim beauty leaning against the side of the Zhu Gate.

She was wearing a white palace dress, her hair was swaggering, and her face was stunning.

But after all, she is not her.

"You just looked like crazy, what did you see?" Ji Ru tilted his head and asked.

Li Zenan did not answer her.

It's just that his face suddenly became hideous, and he shouted at Ji Rushi: "You are talking nonsense! ”