Chapter 362: If Life Is Only as First Seen, What Is the Autumn Wind Sad Painting Fan (4)
At this moment, he is like a child who has been deceived, or a child who does not want to believe what others tell him.
Ji told him that Li Qing fell on him, and Li Qing's depression for many years, as well as the final death of Xiangxiaoyu, had something to do with him.
He had never thought of this, and neither did anyone else in this world dare to think of it, he didn't think it was a possibility.
Why did Li Qingluo choose to leave this world by himself? This is a question that many people are thinking, and he is also thinking, and he can't figure it out.
In fact, the answer has always been called, but he, like Li Xiyun and Hao Yun, didn't dare to think about it.
Ji Ru is Bing Xue is smart and naturally smart, so Ji Ru grabbed the biggest possibility, and she is not afraid of death today, so she bravely said it.
"I can't say it's necessarily true, but if you're sensible, you'll find that it's the closest to the truth." Ji Ru said slowly.
The autumn rain fell on Li Zenan's heart, and he finally lowered his invincible head.
It is difficult for him to accept this inference, but Li Qingluo has always kept it in his heart for so many years, and Li Qingluo's closeness to him when he was a child, his later estrangement, and the words that looked at him every time he looked at him in the last period of time were full of complex eyes......
So, he knew that Ji Ru was right.
He stood in the rain for a long, long time.
He was in pain.
He didn't understand why God let him and Li Qingluo meet, and why they became brother and sister, and in the end, heaven and man were separated.
The most painful thing in the world is that there is absolutely no possibility for two people to be together.
He is the former King of Qin, and now His Majesty the Emperor, she is the eldest princess, and she is a golden branch and jade leaf.
They can get many, many things, and they can have whatever they want, as if they wanted.
But it's just a matter of seeming.
There are many things that are more important than power and money, and they will not be able to get them for the rest of their lives.
After Li Qingluo's death, he suffered for a long, long time, and then his ** towards certain things became even greater.
He once thought that as long as he became the strongest man in the world, no one would be able to resist his will, and he could be with his eldest sister despite the opposition of the world.
But there is another power in the world that is above all things, and that is death.
Li Qingluo was blushing and thinly killed.
He hated that he hadn't been able to accomplish his grand goal before that.
So he must complete it in his lifetime, so that the heavenly Li Qingluo can see, that is all the value of the rest of his life.
He began to imagine the scene where he and Li Qingluo met under the Nine Springs after his death, and he said softly to her: "Look, Qingluo, I did it, and I am now qualified to marry you." ”
She would lie quietly on top of his bore and say to him, "Yes, there is no power left to stop us from being together. ”
For the sake of it, he would rather go crazy and believe in these imaginary pictures, so he kept singing all the way, he killed Li Xianyue, seized the throne, fought Southern Wu, and defeated the hundred clans......
Now, the dream when Li Qingluo was still alive is shattered, and the dream after Li Qingluo disappears is also shattered.
He was truly defeated.
"Uh-"
In the autumn rain, he faced the dark sky, looked up to the sky and roared, dancing wildly.
He constantly vented his resentment towards the sky, he wanted to slash the sky with a sword, and fight to the death with the power beyond the world.
On this rainy night, countless people in the palace listened to the angry roar of His Majesty the Emperor, but no one dared to resist the order.
They didn't understand what was going on, but they sensed that they were so angry that they almost stained the entire sky.
And accompanying the desperate emperor, there was only a girl in a white palace dress, she stood quietly by the Zhu Gate, looking at Li Zenan who was howling in the rain, her eyes were full of pity and a touch of sadness.
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……
In the middle of the night, the emperor, who was not wearing a dragon robe, walked slowly towards the study in the autumn rain.
His face was terrifying, and no matter how handsome he was, he couldn't hide it.
He went up the steps.
He was all wet, and the water was dripping down his clothes, wetting everything he was standing on.
He stared at the beauty leaning on the Zhu Gate.
"Thank you." His voice was untouched.
"Why?"
"Because you have strengthened my confidence in fighting to the death with Nanwu."
A hint of discoloration flashed in Ji Ruye's eyes, and he still asked:
"Why?"
"Since my heart is dead, I am tired of the world, I am not afraid of death, on the contrary, the act against the heavens allows me to be happy, as for after my death, let him flood the sky, why not?"
Ji Ru frowned and raised her beautiful thin eyebrows.
She was silent for a long time.
She was thinking, which step was wrong, using Li Qingluo, why didn't this guy feel nostalgic and wake up?
The final conclusion is that there should be no mistakes.
She looked into Li Zenan's eyes, but saw something different from before.
Confidence slowly returned, and she realized that although Li Zenan said this, in fact, she had achieved great results.
She suddenly smiled, bright and moving.
She looked at Li Zenan with some evil: "Are you sure?" ”
Li Zenan may have thought about the response that Ji Ru might have after he said such a thing, Ji Ru might be panicked, or angry, even if he looked like usual, he should be kind enough to persuade him.
But she said those three words.
He understands that Ji Ru has always been eccentric and has a lot of bad ideas, even if he thinks like him Li Zenan, he may not know what the other party is thinking.
"What do you want to do?" He asked with a frown.
"It's not what I want to do, I don't care, I know, if you're really crazy, you might kill me in the next moment, in that case, what can I do?"
"But......" Although her tone was not abnormal, it was a threat, "Are you willing to fight to the death to the end, and completely tear your face with our Ji clan, and then everything you have lived in will disappear like a cloud of smoke and smoke?" ”
"What are you trying to illustrate?"
"There are traces of her here, all her treasures, and those are your best hopes and times, and I think you must want them to be kept forever, even if you die, right?"
Li Zenan sneered: "You dare to threaten me!?" ”
"I don't dare," Ji Ru glanced at him, "but since I have torn my face, then everything is uncertain." ”