Chapter 34: The Clus of the Matter
Understood, Tang Guo felt that she understood completely, but she understood it, but she was a little speechless, she felt as if she had a stomach full of things to say, and she didn't know where to start, as if her brain was already blank, and she couldn't find a word to say when she searched her stomach.
It is said that mother's love is the most selfless love in the world, in this regard, Tang Guo had no objection before, Tang Guo can be said to be meticulous to Tang Guo, and has been doing her best to give her daughter the best love and care for more than 20 years, sometimes Tang Guo even feels that she is not spoiled as a bear child, which is really a miracle, she has always felt that other people's mothers are estimated to be good or bad, and the difference will not be too much, basically full of love and care for children, Now that she has listened to Qin Cang's story, she feels that her original concept has been shattered, and her whole person is a little messy.
It is said that tiger poison does not eat children, and parents hate to bear all the pain and risks for their children, how can they poison their children? Even if you feel that you can't live and want to find a short-term view, why should you bring your children along? Even a child is already an independent life, and he has a strong desire to survive, and no one can casually take such an important idea for him. What's more, for children, there is no more trustworthy person in this world than their parents, but they are their most trusted and unguarded relatives, in such a pleasant day as a birthday, with sweet and delicious cakes as bait, poisoning themselves, in exchange for who has experienced all this, will leave a deep wound.
Tang Guo felt very uncomfortable in her heart, originally she felt that Qin Cang was really a strange person, with such a strange personality, and very indifferent, for some of the most ordinary human relationships, she either resisted or ridiculed, this is not a positive thing, and she had a lot of slander against him in her heart, but now she suddenly heard Qin Cang tell about these experiences when he was a child, Tang Guo regretted it a little, sure enough, if you don't understand a person, you are not qualified to criticize, Qin Cang At that age, Seeing so much human greed, vanity, and hypocrisy, and almost dying in the hands of his own mother, he has come to this day, and he can still maintain the style of a decent man and gentleman, and has not become a criminal who takes revenge on society, it is already not easy, who is qualified to require him to be cheerful, optimistic, and positive? If this kind of encounter is replaced by any other person, it may not be able to adjust and control itself better than Qin Cang, right?
After knowing this, when Tang Guo raised her eyes to look at Qin Cang again, she didn't realize that her eyes had become a little different, originally she had a sense of awe that she couldn't afford to hide from Qin Cang, and admired Qin Cang's strength level, but she was a little afraid of his character, but now this is not the case.
Qin Cang is not only smart, but also very sensitive, and can detect even the slightest emotional changes of the people around him every time, not to mention that Tang Guo is not the kind of person who is good at disguising emotions, her thoughts and changes are clearly on her face. Qin Cang seemed a little surprised when he watched her demeanor change after listening to her words, and his eyes became interested when he looked at Tang Guo.
"Interesting," he chuckled suddenly, "you don't feel pity for me. β
"Why should I feel pity for you? You're not a pitiful person......" Tang Guo blurted out, and after finishing speaking, he felt that something was not quite right, so he hurriedly changed his words, "No, I mean, what happened to you is indeed quite pitiful, but you are not pitiful." I don't know if my understanding is correct, at least in my case, suffering pity and human pity are two separate concepts, and having a pitiful encounter is counted' Natural disasters', not to the party's own will for the transfer, there is no way to do it, but people are pitiful is not, the average poor people, are encountered after the pitiful encounter, they have no way to cheer up, they will languish, they will become very pathetic, always stay at the moment when they encounter misfortune, refuse to come out, refuse to let their misfortune become the past, unwilling to turn the page, but hang their own experience like a badge, while continuing to let themselves fall into a miserable situation and refuse to extricate themselves, while showing off their painγ β
She looked at Qin Cang seriously: "You are not this kind of person, I think that if I am replaced by you, I will definitely not do as well as you, maybe I will make my whole life very sluggish, maybe I will be sad and misanthropic, anyway, I can't be like you, not only survived well, but also learned something, and my career is quite decent." As for the character...... This is the most normal thing, and if anyone can be particularly positive and optimistic after experiencing such a thing, then I think it is more scary. So in this way, not only am I not qualified to pity you, but I have to respect and admire you! β
Qin Cang just looked at her and didn't answer, Tang Guo was held back by the emotions that had accumulated in his heart after listening to what Qin Cang said, and he said everything in his heart in one breath, and now the sudden cold scene made her a little at a loss, and she looked away in embarrassment, not daring to look at Qin Cang.
She still lacks enough understanding of Qin Cang, especially in terms of personality, which is really unpredictable, so now she doesn't know what kind of feelings and reactions her thoughts will make Qin Cang.
Her gaze wandered and finally landed on the cake on the table. Tang Guo was embarrassed for a while, and secretly annoyed, this time he was really miserable by Xia Rong, whether he had it intentionally or unintentionally, his "good intentions to do bad things" today was really the effect of directly sprinkling salt on Qin Cang's wound.
"That...... There's no problem with this cake, you just ...... Don't think it's a birthday cake, just treat me to a snack. Tang Guo said to Qin Cang with some weakness, although he was properly regarded as an unintentional mistake, but revealing people's scars is revealing people's scars, whether it is intentional or not, it is an indisputable fact to make others feel uncomfortable, so Tang Guo will still be a little reluctant and full of apologies to Qin Cang.
Qin Cang didn't speak, just looked at Tang Guo silently, looking at her a little helpless.
"Your parents have been more successful, at least in terms of educating you." Qin Cang finally opened his mouth.
Tang Guo was confused by his clueless emotion, and his face was dazed.
Qin Cang didn't intend to sell anything on this comment: "Since dealing with you, it can be seen that you are the kind of person who has been protected by your parents since you were a child, so your thinking is relatively simple many times, you don't have so many scheming, and many times you will think about people and things too simply." I originally thought you should be the kind of person who decorates the vase, the little flower in the greenhouse that does not stand the wind and rain, which is commonly known as the single stupidity, but after contact, I found that I was wrong in this regard. It's true that you lack scheming, but your mind and logic are not flawed, and you can still be a malleable talent over time, so this is the credit of your parents. β
What he said should be regarded as praising himself, but Tang Guo felt that it was awkward not to mention in his heart, and he always felt that it was not a good thing. But when I think about it, who is this? Qin Cang! The fact that such words could come out of his mouth was already a great affirmation in itself.
Tang Guo bit her lip, hesitantly didn't know whether she should continue the topic of Fang Cai, to tell the truth, she was still a little curious about some things, since Qin Cang had opened the conversation box and took the initiative to mention these things, she also wanted to be able to talk about it, but whether it was doing things or talking, the four words "point to point" were also very important, others wanted to say it themselves, to what extent they wanted to talk, this is people's freedom, it does not mean that others can continue to get to the bottom of it. So she didn't dare to speak rashly, for fear that her actions would offend Qin Cang.
"Ask whatever you want, don't look like you want to say something." Qin Cang could see her intentions from her face at once, "Do you want to ask about my father, or about my later life experience?" β
Tang Guo reached out and rubbed his cheeks a little embarrassed, and he didn't know if it should be regarded as if his city was not deep enough, so any thoughts were written on his face, as if he was a transparent person, or Qin Cang's eyes were too keen to see through the thoughts and thoughts of others who had just moved.
"If I say I'd like to ask...... Do you think I'm a little too greedy? She said tentatively and cautiously, "I said don't be upset, I think it's wrong for your mother to do that, she is not brave enough, and she selfishly wants to deprive her of her child's life, but your father, as a husband, or as a father, is actually very inadequate." Since he resigned to go to the sea to do business, he should know the risks that he needs to take to do business, and be mentally prepared. There was a problem in the business, the turnover was not working, and he owed foreign debts, and then he ran out to hide from the debts by himself, this kind of behavior is morally unjustifiable, and before he hid out, he didn't even settle his wife and children well, which also prompted your mother's spirit to be completely crushed, and to do those irrational things later, so it is difficult to escape the dual role of your father as a family. I wonder if he later took responsibility for you, but my answer to that question ...... Not very optimistic. β
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