Ruoqing, I'm leaving, I'm sorry, I can't say goodbye to you face-to-face, I can only tell you in this way.

Don't be sad, I already knew about my condition, I knew it when I was in the hospital, you don't want to tell me, I'm afraid I'm sad, and in the same way, I don't want to tell you, I'm also afraid that you'll be sad.

I thought about this decision for several days, and finally made up my mind, because whether I make this decision or not, it is only a matter of time, and it is better to leave in this calm way than to be tormented by the disease and struggle in pain.

You and I met at a young age, all these years, you played the role of a sister, has been taking care of me, obviously you are not much older than me, every time you educate me, it is a one-size-fits-all, at that time, I still often get angry with you, now think about it, it's really funny.

Remember, the first time we went to the amusement park together? At that time, you were afraid that I would get lost, so you kept holding my hand and said to me very intimately: "Follow me obediently, don't get lost." ”

Listening to your tone, I thought it was funny at that time, after all, I am much more familiar than you are in this city, and I have walked every road here many times, and if you want to get lost, I am afraid that you will get lost.

You are more timid than me, the first time we went to the haunted house, you stood at the door and refused to go in, and I pulled you in, when you came out, you were already trembling with fear, and you hugged me tightly, patted me on the back, and comforted me not to be afraid.

How can there be such a simple and cute girl as you?

So many things have happened over the years, every time you are by my side, on the contrary, when you have something, I have not been able to be by your side, I have selfishly enjoyed your good years for so many years, but I have never thought about what I should do for you.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you, I don't have the opportunity to do anything for you anymore, and I can't accompany you anymore, I can only say these three pale and weak words, Sister Ruoqing, I'm sorry.

You obviously don't want to be so good to me, but you just want to dig out your heart and lungs for me, maybe the word "benefactor" has become your biggest obsession in the first half of your life, you put me and my mother first, I remember it.

I am very grateful to you, you have paid too much for me, and you have given up too much for me, after I leave, you should not be so persistent anymore, live a good life.

Remember my lesson, instead of struggling to pursue a person you really love, entangled, instead, find someone who really loves you, at least so that you can get more happiness, the woman who grows up in happiness will gradually fall in love with this happiness, when you are happy, you will find how worthwhile and happy all these choices are.

Ruoqing, leave this city, leave this city full of sorrows, go to live in a city you yearn for, don't have any worries, and don't wronged yourself for any time.

I'm gone, you have to take good care of yourself, take good care of yourself.

Forget the past.,Only in this way,Can you really get happiness.,With that happiness that I didn't have time to grasp.,Fierce happiness.。。

I will watch you in the other world, see you happy, see you happy, watch you be happy, watch you do what you love the most, and always be carefree.