The moment the big words of the divorce agreement came into view, I felt that my breath seemed to stop, and I looked down, and the familiar handwriting of the signature at the place of payment pierced my heart like a dagger.

It was as if I had suddenly suffered from dyslexia, the words on the paper were becoming distorted and blurry, my fingers were shaking, and the images in my brain were fading little by little, until at last there was only a large blank space.

I suddenly wanted to laugh, the divorce agreement was left by me to Xu Junyan, and when I racked my brains to get him to sign it, he didn't sign it; When he and I started fantasizing about a bright future again, he signed his name.

Not without warning, I said sorry to him, he said he didn't need it, I explained so much to him, and his reaction was cold and calm.

However, all the apprehension and uneasiness in my heart were ignored because of my attachment and belief in love.

In the end, however, reality hit me hard.

There are some things that can't be ignored.

There are mistakes that are irreparable.

The door opened, and I looked up into a pair of deep, calm eyes.

"You've signed." I held up the divorce agreement and stared at Xu Junyan quietly, wanting to smile at him, but I couldn't, "I thought you just wanted to calm down!" ”

"Yes, I thought about it calmly." He looked at me, his face was more serious than ever, "After you sign, you can call me at any time." ”

"Husband, grandpa's death was an accident, and I don't want to!" My tone unconsciously became rapid, and I stared at him with tears in my eyes, "We have been through so much, and it was hard to get back together, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose our relationship." ”

At this moment, I don't care about my low profile, because in front of me is the man I love the most, and I want to live with him for the rest of my life.

"I know, I don't blame you." He interrupted me lightly, and after a brief silence, his tone suddenly became heavy, "I just can't face you anymore." ”

"I once said to myself, even if I entangle with you for the rest of my life, I won't let go, but I can't imagine that you hate me so much, want to leave me so much, and even drug me and push other women to me......" The corners of his lips pulled out an inexplicable smile, and the smile made me feel cold.

"Yes, I wanted to leave you!" I rushed to him desperately, I reached out to hold his cheek, my eyes stared at him without blinking, "I didn't hate you, I hated making people, I hated the injustice of the world, I hated Zhou Jingru, I hated Qian Hong and Liu Qianqian, I hated Liu Liangyi, I even hated myself, but I never hated you." ”

The sky was overcast and dark clouds, and when I looked out through the floor-to-ceiling windows, there was already rain falling.

There was a burst of thunder, and my heart was chaotic like a pair of invisible hands stirring, and my internal organs seemed to be displaced.

"Perhaps, you can hate me from now on." Xu Junyan turned his face and looked at me solemnly, "Xie Rong, let's finish!" ”

"No, husband, think about it again, I want you to think about it calmly and carefully!" My heart was beating so hard that I stared at him, suppressing the pain in my heart and struggling unrelentingly.

He turned his face, his voice deepening, "I've thought clearly. ”

"You look at me, look at me!" I turned his face again, and my voice sounded with indescribable eagerness and anticipation, "I want you to look me in the eye and tell me, do you still love me?" ”

I was like a drowning man struggling in the depths of the ocean, trying to hold on to the last straw.

There is only one thought in my mind, as long as Xu Junyan still loves me, I will not back down, even if it costs a heavy price, I will continue to love.

"No, love!" He took a deep breath and spoke word by word.

It was like a strong electric current hitting my brain, and I was stunned for a moment, and my facial features, which were close to Chi Qi, suddenly became so unfamiliar that my hands slipped off involuntarily.

After a while, I grabbed his hand as if I was crazy, my lips trembled, I wanted to ask him if he was lying to me, I wanted to say I didn't believe it, but in the end, his determined eyes made me unable to say half a word.

Xu Junyan lowered his head and broke my fingers one by one, and then he gently pressed my shoulders and helped me straighten the broken hair on my forehead.

His movements are still as gentle and considerate as ever.

The wall clock on the wall was ticking, reminding me every minute and every second that Xu Junyan and I were over.

Before we knew it, the distance between us had widened, and he stepped back, and I stood still.

Looking at each other in pairs, it seems to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

It is often said that the relationship between men and women is different, and women talk about breaking up every day, but they may not be separated for the rest of their lives; Men never break up easily, but once they say it, it is irreparable.

In love, we are all ordinary people, and no one can be above anyone.

I have drawn strength from love, and I have been hurt in love; I have been sweet and sweet in love, and I have been heartbroken in love.

But in the end, I still have to say goodbye to love, or when it comes time for love to say goodbye to me.

I looked at Xu Junyan and held back the tears in my eyes, "I'll take the divorce agreement back, let's make an appointment to meet directly at the Civil Affairs Bureau!" ”

"It's raining, I'll ask the driver to take you back." He looked out the window and seemed to be deaf to my words.

"No need, I'll call a taxi myself." I tilted my head back and tried to hold back the tears that were pouring out.

"Don't cry!" He whispered comfort to me, his tone so gentle.

This kind of gentleness may be the last time.

The moment I pushed the door open, I stopped and squeezed out a smile at him, "Goodbye!" Take care! ”

He nodded slightly, then turned his face away from me and didn't look at me again.

The rain was still falling, and I ran down the street in despair, letting the rain wet my hair.

The vision gradually blurred, and the rain and tears were mixed together, and I couldn't wipe them off no matter how much I wiped them.

I don't know how long I ran, but my physical strength could no longer support it, so I found a bench on the side of the road and sat down, then hugged my arms tightly, completely ignoring the curious glances of the people around me.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and I stood on the side of the road to stop the car, but I couldn't stop an empty car.

A whizzing car whipped up muddy water on the ground, and I instinctively tried to dodge, only to stumble and fall to the ground.

As I struggled on the ground in embarrassment, I heard a sharp sound of brakes in my ears, and a black sports car stopped, and a man got out of the car and ran towards me with an umbrella.

"Get in the car with me!"

The rain above my head suddenly stopped, and a pair of solid arms helped me up, I raised my head, and Shao Ya looked at me with a serious face.

"No!" I shook my head, turned and walked away.

Shao Ya grabbed me, and her tone became serious, "Don't get along with yourself." ”

"I didn't get along with myself, but I just want to be alone right now." Thinking of the scenes in the hospital, as well as his "confession" to me in front of Xu Junyan, I really don't want to face him again.

"What's going on?" He frowned, holding my arm and not letting go.

"Nothing." I shook my head slightly, then tried to break free of him again.

"Tell me." Shao Ya stared at me, refusing to let go.

After a few rounds, my emotions suddenly got out of control, and I yelled at him without any image, "Okay, Shao Ya, let me tell you, Jun Yan is going to divorce me!" ”

"My purpose has finally been achieved! But I couldn't be happy at all, I just wanted to cry, my heart hurt so much, I couldn't breathe! ”

"I made a mistake, but I didn't mean it, why does everyone think that Old Man Xu's death is my fault, I really didn't mean it!"

"I didn't want to hurt anyone, I didn't expect this ending, Shao Ya, I really didn't mean it!"

Tears fell surging down, at this moment, I no longer hid my vulnerability and helplessness, I leaned on Shao Ya's shoulder, crying a mess.

I don't remember how he carried me into the car, only that he kept whispering in my ear, "It's not your fault!" ”

"It's not your fault", a simple sentence was like a tranquilizer that made me finally calm down.

"Send me to Xinyuan, it's the community you sent me to last time!" I sniffled, trying to keep my tone as calm as possible.

Shao Ya nodded slightly, and then he turned his face to look at me, "Do you want me to call He Zhenzhen?" ”

"Don't." I smiled at him, "She's been pretty busy lately, and I don't want to bother her all the time." ”

Shao Ya didn't say anything anymore, just stared intently at the road.

I secretly looked at him a few times, there seemed to be some faint scars on his face, remembering the scene of Xu Junyan mercilessly swinging his fist at him in the hospital that day, I felt even more guilty, and couldn't help blurting out, "Why lie to them and say that you did it?" ”

"I told you why." Shao Ya's tone was indifferent, he paused, and he smiled as if he was self-deprecating, "Do you want me to say it again?" ”

"Nope." I shook my head lightly and sighed involuntarily, "Shao Ya, you know the answer, and I don't think I need to say it again." ”

"Forget it, don't mention it." He quickly interrupted me, then stepped on the accelerator, "You're in the rain, you need to go back and take a hot shower quickly, or you'll catch a cold." ”

The speed of the car increased significantly, and twenty minutes later, Shao Ya parked the car directly downstairs.

"Do you want me to send you up?" He asked, seemingly nonchalantly.

I shook my head, "It's not too early, you can go back!" ”

Shao Ya hesitated for a moment and said let me wait for him in the car, and then he got out of the car alone, and after a while, he came back, holding a paper cup in his hand, which seemed to be steaming.

"Ginger tea is not easy to pack, you can drink it while it's hot!" Shao Ya handed me the cup and said in a calm tone.

It was raining before, and I was feeling cold in my hands and feet, so I didn't say anything polite to him, and just took the cup and drank it all.

After going upstairs, I stood in front of the window and looked down, and in the night, Shao Ya's car was still parked downstairs.

He's fine.

But I don't love him.

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