Chapter 46: The Thoroughness of Rejection
"Of course, I didn't come to Italy because of you. As you can see, I have a lot of business partners here. As he spoke, he raised the red wine glass in his hand to salute his distant friend, and then walked to the balcony alone.
I looked at his lonely back and looked down at the red heels on my feet. Like, since I was pregnant with Coco, I haven't worn high heels anymore.
Actually, I still like to wear high heels.
So I smiled and walked in the direction of Blue Dust.
The hotel where the banquet is held is close to the sea, so the sea breeze is a little cool at night. I wrapped my shawl tightly, looked at the blue dust of the sea while drinking red wine, and said with a smile: "The sea breeze at night is really strong!" ”
Hearing my voice, Lan Chen, who turned around, said in surprise: "It's cold outside, what are you doing when you come out?" ”
I didn't reply to his words, but stood beside him, looked at the sea and said, "Lan Chen, do you know when I started to like wearing high heels?" ”
Obviously, Blue Dust was a little baffled by my question.
So I smiled and continued, "From the moment I decided I wanted to marry you. ”
Lan Chen chuckled, "Are you going to tell me that you loved me?" ”
"Have you ever loved? I don't really know. When I decided to marry you, I thought that I would probably have to go to drinking parties and banquets with you for the rest of my life, so I learned to like it and learn to get used to it. Later, I got used to it, I liked it, but you were gone. ”
"Did you say that on purpose so that I would regret not catching you?"
"Have I become so bad in your eyes?" I turned my head and stared at Lan Chen, who was a little displeased, and continued: "I never told you that I am a good person. So...... What I want to tell you is that you have never been a consolation to my failed relationship. ”
"The ...... of the Iraqi people"
"I'm bad! Just when you were about to give up on me completely, I gave you hope again. In fact, you know everything, but you don't say it. I thought I could keep pretending you didn't know. Probably I ...... My conscience has been discovered~"
As soon as I finished speaking, Lan Chen hugged me into his arms and said softly in my ear: "It's cold outside, I have a cold, what should I do?" ”
I reached out and hugged Lan Chen, smiled and said, "I'm a doctor." ”
"The doctor is amazing, can he do anything?" After Lan Chen finished speaking, we let go of each other, I looked at Lan Chen and looked at me with sincere eyes and said, "I let go once, but I didn't expect him to still not cherish you." I thought I had a chance, but I didn't expect you to have Cocoa. I convinced myself to accept all that you had, but you still rejected me. I was going to give you a sad farewell to an infatuated man first, so that you regretted that you might be in love with me, but I didn't expect you to be so ruthless and clear. Don't give me a chance to get into your heart, you woman, it's really bad. ”
"What then? Have you decided not to associate with me for old age? Do you still love him? ”
I turned around and didn't look at him anymore, looked at the sea and said, "It's impossible." ”
Blue Dust didn't ask me again.
The next day, I was woken up by Lan Chen's phone call. I was so frightened that I looked at Coco excitedly, and I was still asleep, so I picked up my phone and tiptoed to the living room, picking up the phone, "What are you doing?" Early in the morning. ”
"I've decided to give you a chance."
"What?"
"Come and see me off. I'm downstairs. ”
Nani? I walked to the window with a question mark on my head, and saw Lan Chen, dressed in a black suit, beckoning to me downstairs, and my face couldn't help twitching, "Didn't you say you didn't need me to send it?" ”
"I regretted it."
I pursed my lips, "Then you wait for me!" With that, I hung up the phone, washed up a bit, put Coco in the stroller, and changed into casual clothes. Shoved Coco downstairs.
As soon as Lan Chen saw me, he naturally took the stroller and put Coco into the baby seat in the back seat of the car.
After the cocoa was put away, Lan Chen handed me the car keys, "Take me to the airport!" ”
I didn't say anything in the driver's seat and drove towards the airport.
As soon as the car started, Lan Chen said to me: "Yiren, I will return to China, you can use this car first!" If you want to go back to China one day, just give my secretary the car. ”
"Come and borrow my car early in the morning! Mr. Lan. ”
"Is there a feeling of happiness?"
"Huh."
We laughed heartily, as if nothing mattered. I sent Lan Chen to the airport, I didn't get out of the car, he pulled his suitcase, smiled and said to me, goodbye.
"Goodbye" I smiled and looked at his back as he left without looking back, I thought "goodbye" would be a long, long time later!
Lan Chen, what you don't know is that when I was about to marry you, I swore that my eyes would only chase you in this life. It's a pity that when I was about to love you, you ran away.
Goodbye, I'm no longer worthy of you.
I didn't stay any longer, so I turned around and drove out of the airport, all the way to the secretariat of Blue Dust.
Yes, I think it's good to return the car to Blue Dust!
When I came out of Lan's company in Italy, I learned that the house I lived in had already been bought by Lan Chen, and now the name of the head of the household turned out to be Yi Sheng. My daughter's name.
It is said that it is a full moon gift from Yi Sheng.
I wanted to refuse, but I felt that it was a bit hypocritical to refuse. So with a little bit of discomfort, I continued to live with peace of mind.
Because Coco was so small, I couldn't go to work in the hospital. Therefore, on weekdays, I can only earn some extra money by ghostwriting papers and online medical counseling.
Occasionally, Xiaoxiao would help take care of Coco, and I would go out and do some part-time work or something.
Count it down, barely.
The days went by quickly, and it took me two years since I came to Italy.
During this period, Lan Chen would still call me often, which was the phone number of his parents and Li Wen.
Coco is also more than two years old, and it is time for kindergarten to go to the small class. So I'm going to go back to my country with the novel. I hope she has Chinese nationality. If it is larger, it will be difficult to obtain domestic nationality. After all, Jackie Chan has spent decades trying to get his son to return to citizenship, but so far he has not succeeded.
But as soon as the plane landed, I realized the seriousness of the problem.
How do I tell my parents about cocoa? How do neighbors and neighbors view the existence of a single mother?
"Mommy, where?"
Coco spoke relatively early, in Fujian it is about virtual age, according to the virtual age, Coco is also four years old. I didn't think about it so much at first, and since she started to learn to speak, I taught her Chinese.