Just like Li Yan jumped down to save Chaolu, even in the face of a strange concubine, he would definitely jump off without hesitation at that time.

But now, even if she thinks she has a great deal of information, what's the use? She is just alone in this cold palace now, no one can see her, no one can come to see him, even Ning Changzai, who has come to visit her many times in the ground.

"The world is unpredictable...... "A year ago, half a year ago, or even a month ago, she would never have thought that she would live in the cold palace now, or because of a concubine who had just entered the palace.

Zheng Yan'er got up with some difficulty, and put the three steamed buns scattered around the ground and the uneaten steamed buns in her hand into the food box.

How could she have looked at such food in the past? Even the delicacies made every day in the small kitchen she doesn't take a straight look, after all, she has been pampered in the palace for a long time, and she has eaten most of these foods, so she has developed a picky taste, but now she can only face such a cold, stiff and tasteless steamed bun, chatting to satisfy her hunger.

She cherished the steamed buns very much and put them into the food box, and then walked to her "bed" with the food box, saying that the bed was just a pile of hay, and there was not even a bed, she just slept on the ground, as usual, she shrunk into the corner, and at least she could feel some temperature, for the concubines in the cold palace, no one asked them, so even on such a cold day, she could only rely on these dead grass to get by.

When the luck is good, or the fat maid is in a good mood, she will probably remember to give her two extra mattresses.

Zheng Yan'er thought like this, this is her only hope in this boring cold palace, she hopes that the fat maid can be in a good mood every day, and she can be a little better for her, now she is no longer the former Rong Guifei, nor does she live in Huarong Palace, but just a woman who lives in the cold palace, without those who used to be not as good as the palace maids.

It's just that whenever she lies on these hayes, she can't help but feel despair, she thinks of her brother and her father, have they heard the news that she has been sent to the cold palace in the previous dynasty? Will they feel disappointment or heartache? She really wasn't sure, because after all, a failed woman like her, it would only be a shame for such news to be transmitted back to the family.

She hoped that her father and brother would know the news and provide her with some help, but she was afraid that the news would make them feel particularly embarrassed, so what shame did she have to live in this world?

For the daughters of a big family like them, it is not enough to survive in this palace, they must climb up and climb to the highest position, the position of the queen is their ultimate goal, if anyone is left out by the emperor halfway, it is the failure of this family, they have not cultivated a daughter to satisfy the emperor, not to mention a woman like her who has been beaten into the cold palace, that is the most shameful existence for the family.

But this cold palace is really cold, Zheng Yan'er thought in despair, that kind of cold not only comes from physical perception, but also a kind of psychological cold, because although this cold palace is not small, but it is extremely desolate, she never knew that there was such a scene in this harem.

She lay on the grass that was obviously extremely dry, but she felt that every trace of cold air crawled down the cracks in the floor and climbed on top of him, surrounding her, like a ghost haunting her, all wrapped tightly around her.

Will anyone come to her rescue? Zheng Yan'er is extremely desperate, she hopes that her family can know this fact as soon as possible, at this moment, she is extremely convinced that if she doesn't go out again, she will definitely die in this cold palace, she doesn't want to die yet, she still has a lot of attachment in this world, she also wants to tell Li Ting, let him believe that this Chaolu is really not such a simple person!

But she was worried that what would happen to her if her family really knew about such a thing. Will she be removed from the genealogy, or will she be completely denied as a daughter? She didn't know.

Just when she was lying on these beds very helplessly, she heard the sound of her stomach ringing in despair, it was really a house leak that happened to rain overnight, but she still decided not to embarrass herself, and took out the half of the steamed bun that she had put in the food box again, she sat up and leaned against the wall and nibbled on the half of the steamed bun.

In the past, she had never cherished that kind of food so much, let alone steamed buns that she couldn't look down on at all?

It was only after a few days in the cold palace that she figured out the fact that if she didn't put away these steamed buns, the fat maid would probably forget to bring her food, and it was not uncommon for her not to come for two or three days in a row.

She had experienced such a situation last time, and now that she thought about it, she wanted to remember how she survived at that time, but she couldn't remember it at all, she only knew that there was only one thought at that time, to hold on a little longer, to endure a little longer, and to be able to eat food immediately!

This was her truest thought at the time, so from then on, whatever the fat maid brought in, whether it was edible or not, she always put it away as much as she could, in case of emergency.

After all, she can't go out to look for food in the cold palace, the only source of food is the fat maid's irregular delivery, if she doesn't come, she really doesn't know what else she can get to eat.

She nibbled on those steamed buns, while recalling the past, how good she used to eat, every day the small kitchen will always do everything to please her taste buds, the ingredients used are also the freshest, she always doesn't like to eat, she puts the chopsticks aside at every turn, and just tastes two or three bites and leaves the table, but now, now she doesn't ask for freshness, as long as she can have a bite to eat, it's ironic!

Zheng Yan'er couldn't help but think that if she gave herself another chance, she would definitely cherish those foods, but she knew that if she hadn't experienced such a lonely environment in the cold palace, how could she cherish those foods? In the end, you still have to go through pain to cherish happiness.

Besides, who will give her a chance to do it all over again? Li Ting? He definitely won't, not for the sake of their former affection, even for his face, he won't let her get out of the cold palace again, after all, he has lived up to his so-called "trust" again and again.

Not to mention her family, her family still doesn't know what their attitude is towards her entering the cold palace?!

So even though the world is so big, no one wants her to live well? Zheng Yan'er thought extremely broken, she was still mechanically chewing the steamed bun in her mouth.

Yes, if there really is such a person, how can she still be alone in this cold palace now?