Zheng Yan'er bit the cold and stiff steamed bun in her hand viciously, and the tears flowed down without holding back, why? What is the reason for this world? Why do you always hear the newcomers laughing and not the old people crying, obviously she has been with Li Ting in the palace for many years, why can't the emperor remember her good?

If so, if she is given another chance to go out of the cold palace, she will definitely not miss again, and she will definitely kill that slut! Even if she dies with her, she can't be allowed to stay in this world to scourge the emperor!

But where is she going to get another chance? The emperor's holy decree has been announced to the six palaces, no matter how much he cares about the old feelings, he will not take back his will, not to mention that he was caught by Li Ting this time, he will definitely not spare her again, after all, Chaolu is now the concubine he is pampering, no matter what, he has to give her some color to see.

This is for Chaolu, Li Ting's move fully proves her status in the emperor's heart, and it is true that she is now the most favored person in the six palaces, but for Zheng Yan'er, it seems extremely cold, she has been accompanied for so many years, and now she has been beaten into the cold palace at one time, and without the slightest memory, Zheng Yan'er almost doubts whether those warm and charming moments were imagined by her alone.

It's just that she forgot that when she first entered the palace, her mother reminded her that in this harem, as long as she keeps an eye on her position, she must not invest too much emotion in the emperor, once she falls in love with the emperor, it means that her life in the harem is over.

She didn't believe it when she was young, and besides, her mother had never been in love with the emperor, how could she know these truths? At that time, her Eniang only smiled silently, but now that she was in the cold palace, she suddenly remembered her Eniang's smile, but suddenly understood, her Eniang was just laughing at her simplicity at that time, what did she not know about her Eniang after experiencing so much, the fate of the concubines in the palace, but whoever fell in love with the emperor, who could end up with a good end?

"Huh...... Hahaha-" Zheng Yan'er put aside the steamed bun in her hand, looked up to the sky and laughed, only to see her smile mixed with tears, looking extremely embarrassed, "Eniang, Eniang, the child is responsible for your hard work after all, I didn't expect that I finally fell into the emperor's gentle trap, if I could have thought about what you said a few more times, would it not be this fate today?" ”

But her mother has left this world as early as five years after she entered the palace, thinking that it was when she was favored, the emperor was still because she was immersed in pain, accompanied her for two days, how dependent she was on the emperor at that time, although she was immersed in the pain of her departure, but inexplicably she felt a trace of happiness.

She couldn't imagine that such an emperor with an entire six palaces would actually take time out to accompany her, or maybe at that moment, the emperor existed deeply in her mind.

After some reincarnation, I don't know whether this is fate or sin, but I just want to ask Zheng Yan'er, now she regrets falling in love with the emperor, but she doesn't know how to answer.

Now in this situation, sitting in the cold palace, he can only sleep on the cold floor, only a thin layer of straw is cushioned under the body, and only the leftovers of others or things that are not eaten at all are thrown here, these are Li Ting...... As a result, although she denied it in her heart and didn't want to believe this fact, she still knew it deep down in her heart, if it wasn't for Li Ting's support, then how could Chaolu succeed? Just like what she did at the beginning, whether overt or covert, and pulled Empress Shen down from the position of queen, wasn't it also with Li Ting's acquiescence?

But do you really hate him? Or hate him, but love a little more than hate?

Zheng Yan'er reflected in her heart what kind of emotions she had for Li Ting, but she was almost desperate to find that even at this moment, she didn't have much hatred for Li Ting, or that her love for him far exceeded her hatred for him, and even that was not hatred, it was just a little resentment, he blamed him for not choosing herself, she blamed him for choosing Chaolu, that's all.

What she hated even more in her heart was that woman - it was Chaolu, she didn't expect that she was just a woman with no background outside the palace, and she was able to mix to such a level in these six palaces, she underestimated this woman at the beginning, and in the end she still took it lightly, she should have done it neatly at that time, so that she could never enter outside the palace again, she regretted more than once how "soft-hearted" she was, if she really solved it outside the palace at that time, That would not have happened now.

There is also the useless killer, who sent him to assassinate Chaolu, but he didn't even succeed once, and he actually let Li Yan, the straw bag prince, rescue her, and also recruited the emperor and a group of them, is this because he is afraid that this matter will not make a big fuss? What a stupid man, if he hadn't missed, he wouldn't have been exposed in the grounding!

It's okay to be stupid, she couldn't stand the punishment, so she was easily recruited, why did she choose him when she looked away?! Zheng Yan'er was once again deeply angry at her wandering.

Since Chaolu entered the palace, she has been invisibly dissolved by Chaolu's woman several times, and it has also made the emperor more and more suspicious of himself, this woman is really not simple, not only is she scheming, but she can also attract Li Yan, the prince who came up outside the palace and didn't ask about the world, was actually able to jump into the icy river to save her, Zheng Yan'er couldn't help but be a little suspicious, do these two people really have no relationship?

Until now, she still firmly believes in her intuition, Chaolu is not only scheming, but also must have bad intentions by Li Ting's side.

Since he entered the palace, Li Ting has more or less favored a few concubines, but there has never been a favored concubine to the point of Chaolu, and there has never been a matter of any concubine taking advantage of her favor to ask Li Ting not to go to the court, such a thing is not allowed, but Chaolu did it, and let Li Ting protect her willingly, this Chaolu must have bad intentions!

The first time Zheng Yan'er attacked Chaolu, she saw Li Yan and Chaolu standing together, although there was some distance between them, but the woman's sixth sense told her that the two of them were definitely not just as simple as having a one-sided relationship.

But she was suffering from the lack of evidence, and after knowing that Li Yan jumped into the water to save Chaolu, this idea immediately became solid in her mind, after all, how could a person like Li Yan who wanted to be far away from someone who had a relationship with Li Ting take the initiative to save a concubine who only had a relationship with one side?

Obviously, for people like Zheng Yan'er, they only account for gains and losses in their hearts, and they don't understand that some behaviors are just human instincts. There is no goodwill in her heart, only utilitarianism.