417 Take care
Su Siqi did a paternity test and went to get the results a week later, and as she expected, she was really Shen Mingru's daughter!
It's really a big joke, going around and around, she has become Shen Mingru's daughter.
Pinching the appraisal results, Su Siqi's mind was blank, but she was inexplicably relieved, Shen Mengqing didn't love her, she couldn't love her. Thinking of this, she shook hard, why was she still thinking about Shen Mengqing? Still thinking about that damn love? They were all wrong, too wrong, Shen Mengqing was right, they all forgot about each other, and then they never saw each other again.
She wandered the streets for a long time, like an idle person, not knowing where she was going. Don't know what to do? just walked aimlessly, and at the last second, Shen Mengqing was still protecting her and not telling her the truth. He'd rather bear all the pain alone, but so what? She still knew that if breaking up with him made her miserable, she still had hope in her heart, but now, everything is over, only despair remains, and they can't be together anymore.
It was only at this moment that she really understood the sad pain in Shen Mengqing's eyes, because he was also desperate.
The phone kept ringing in her bag, and she didn't want to answer it, and she didn't bother to look at it. It seems that all of a sudden, everything is open, whether it is life or death, her life has been so bad that it can't be worse, so be it, she can't get better in this life anyway.
As the sky gradually darkened, many people poured out of the building, and in an instant the streets were crowded, the buses were crowded with people, the subway entrance was also dark and crowded, and the taxis drove in front of her one after another, all full of passengers. There were people everywhere, everyone was in a hurry, only her, only she was leisurely, with her hands in her pockets and a small bag on her back, wandering the streets.
There was a lot of noise all around, the sound of horns, talking, cell phone ringing, and music, listening to it was chaotic in her ears.
At the beginning of the lanterns, the colorful lights at the entrance of the hotel were lit, and the tall counselor lady stood by the door, wearing a plush shawl on the top, and a tight skirt outlining Miaoman's figure below.
Su Siqi's eyes circled around Miss Counselor, and then looked at the recipes standing on the table, all of them were large beautiful pictures, and she could see that her gluttony had come out, it was really strange, at this time, she actually had the heart to turn over the recipes.
Miss Counselor saw her flip through the recipe, and hurriedly came forward to introduce it enthusiastically, she stood on the side and listened quietly, nodding from time to time, Miss Counselor's saliva was dry, and she didn't see that she had the intention of going in, so she stopped and asked her: "Miss, I see that you are quite satisfied with the dishes, do you want to go in and have a look?" ”
Su Siqi nodded and followed her in, and the counselor led her to the hall to sit down, but she shook her head and asked for a quiet private room.
When the young lady heard this, she immediately laughed so much that her eyes were crooked, and she hurriedly said yes, and took her upstairs again, and picked a private room in the back for her.
Su Siqi ordered a few dishes and poured herself a glass of water, but she didn't drink a sip, and put it there to watch it slowly get cold. She opened her bag, took out the testimonial, read it carefully, and put it away. I poured a cup of hot water again, and then held my cheeks, and I was bored.
The phone vibrated and was still buzzing in the bag. She still wouldn't answer, so she let it ring like that.
Soon, the dishes were delivered, four dishes and one soup, which was the specification of the last meal when she and Shen Mengqing had their last meal, although the method was a little different, but the dishes were the same. She opened two pairs of dishes and chopsticks, one opposite her, I don't know who it was for, as if she was placed like this, she didn't seem so lonely.
She was a little hungry, but she ate slowly, with grace, and didn't make a sound at all. It's not too deliberate, but it's done so well, even she herself is a little strange, as if she is possessed by something.
After chewing and eating slowly, she drank half a glass of water, and then checked out and left.
It was already dark, the streets were full of neon colors, flashing and flashing her eyes, where should she go now? She stood on the street on a winter night, looking around blankly.
So I started to hang out again, but fortunately I came out today wearing shoes with two heels, and I walked for so long, and I wasn't tired.
The wind was getting stronger and stronger, swishing into her neck, although she put her collar up, but it could not completely cover her slender neck, there was sun when she went out, and she didn't tie a scarf, and now she felt a little unbearable.
She shrugged her shoulders, lowered her head, and walked slowly along the side of the street, she thought she would cry, but she didn't, she thought she was going to break down, but no, during the week of waiting, she made countless assumptions, trying to avoid the worst outcome, but in the end, she knew that she couldn't get around, that was the result, only that outcome.
was mentally prepared, so she was not surprised to see the appraisal report.
The phone didn't seem to ring for a while, she took it out to see the time, but found that the phone screen was black, it turned out to be out of battery, there were too many calls, so there was no power.
There were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and she guessed that it shouldn't be too early, because she was already shivering from the cold, and she couldn't help it, so she turned into a chain hotel on the side of the road, although it was not a very high-end hotel, it was still okay to take a hot shower.
She opened a room, she went upstairs with her room card, the room was small, the bathroom was separated by clear glass, a large bed, a pair of short sofas by the window, the TV hung on the wall, there was a closet at the entrance, and nothing else. She doesn't need anything either, it's enough to have a bed and hot water.
I was pleasantly surprised that there was a bathtub, so she put water in the bath, and the warm water surrounded her, like someone's arms, it was so comfortable. She lay inside with her eyes closed, dazed and almost asleep.
She was very sad, but not on the verge of collapse, and arranged herself properly, eating, bathing, and sleeping.
Before going to bed, she turned on her mobile phone and looked at the time, at one o'clock in the morning, it turned out to be so late, she closed her eyes and thought, she had to go to sleep quickly, so as not to get up tomorrow and miss the time to check out.
Not long after closing his eyes, the phone rang, buzzing and shaking on the bedside table. She was a little annoyed, she actually forgot to call Shen Beier back, her sister must be worried.
But when I picked it up, the word "husband" was displayed on the screen, it was Shen Mengqing's phone, and after they broke up, she never changed her title, how dazzling it is now.
She was hesitant to answer or not, and the phone rang for a long time until it was naturally disconnected. She opened her eyes wide and looked at the phone that had just been stationary, and in less than two seconds, it rang again, this time she didn't hesitate, took it to her ear to answer, and just said a word hello. Shen Mengqing's voice roared: "Where are you?" Why don't you answer the phone? Why is it shutting down? ”
She was a little aggrieved by his inexplicable yelling, and said timidly: "The phone is gone, it's out of battery." ”
The man paused at the other end, and his voice softened slightly: "Where are you?" ”
"Hotel."
"Why stay in a hotel?"
She didn't know why she was staying in a hotel, but when the man asked, she said, "I know you're hiding from me, I'm staying in a hotel, you can come back and stay." ”
The man was silent for a moment, "It's none of your business, I have something to do in the field." ”
She didn't speak, and Shen Mengqing was silent, but she didn't hang up the phone. She listened to the man's breathing thick and heavy, but she tried her best to suppress it, one by one, and it reached her ears along the radio waves. Her eyes moistened before she knew it, and she sniffled loudly, but he was her brother, her brother! They should forget each other, never see each other again, no longer talk on the phone, and let go of any small attachments.
After a long time, the man finally spoke: "Stay for one night, go back tomorrow, it's not good for a girl to stay in a hotel." ”
"Okay," she replied softly.
The man paused for a few seconds and then said, "You rest, I'm hanging." ”
"Okay," she just answered, but quickly called him: "Shen Mengqing." ”
"What?"
"I know," she said, "I know it all." ”
She heard the man's low breathing become heavy again, and her voice seemed to tremble, "What do you know?" ”
Su Siqi laughed silently, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, and she called him very softly: "Brother." ”
Those two words were like two blunt and rusty nails, which instantly pierced Shen Mengqing's heart, and the skin and flesh cracked, stirring his internal organs into great pain.
He was like a fish in lack of water, panting for breath and panting all the time.
"Why are you hiding it from me?" The woman's voice came again.
Shen Mengqing punched the wall hard, and there was red blood bursting out from the joints, and he finally calmed down a little and said, "I thought you wouldn't be so sad this way." ”
"I'm not as sad as you think." Su Siqi said: "So, don't hide anymore, come back, I'll go back to S City tomorrow." ”
"I'll be back when I'm done, you," the man paused for a long time before he said, "Take care." ”
"You too," Su Siqi's voice became softer: "Smoke less and take care of yourself." If you meet the right one, you will ......" She bit her lip tightly, unable to speak.
"I will, so will you, if you meet the right one, you will ......" The man also didn't finish his words, and paused there for a long time before saying, "Goodbye." ”
"Goodbye." Su Siqi hung up the phone first, tears streaming down her face.
She didn't cry all day, she thought she had become stronger, but now she still can't help it, as long as she involves him, she can't help it.
She sat on the edge of the bed, wiping her tears with a tissue, and kept crying, crying coldly, and finally fell asleep groggy.
Shen Mengqing sat in the hall, looking at the green bamboo, and suddenly grabbed the ashtray on the coffee table and smashed it over. The heavy ashtray fell on the floor without shattering, but there was a small crack in the glass cover covering the green bamboo.
Shen Beier called him and said that Su Siqi was gone, she went out in the morning, and she didn't come back in the evening, and she didn't answer her mobile phone all the time, but then it turned off the phone, Shen Beier really had no choice, so she called him and asked him if he knew where Su Siqi would go?
How would he know that in Bei'an, Su Siqi didn't go to a place often, she was always with him, and she was there wherever he went.
So he was in a hurry, and he dialed her mobile phone again and again, but every time he answered him, it was a cold mechanical announcer: I'm sorry, the phone you made has been turned off.
He didn't give up, and he beat every five minutes, hoping for a miracle. Sure enough, let him wait, it turned out that she knew, and she kept it from her so tightly, she still knew, she must be in pain, right? That's why he didn't go home and didn't answer the phone, just like he did at the beginning.
She was so sad, but he couldn't be by his side, he couldn't give her a little warmth......
Shen Mengqing lowered his head, put his hands in his hair, and did not move for a long time.