Su Siqi was woken up by the phone the next day, touched the phone in a daze, put it to her ear, and fed it.

It was Shen Bei'er's voice: "Sister, have you gotten up, in which hotel, I'll pick you up." ”

Su Siqi half-opened her eyes and glanced at the time on her phone, it turned out that it was already ten o'clock. She sat up and sat up, her voice still sleepy, "Belle, don't come here, I'll go back when I'm done." ”

Shen Bei'er said: "No, you tell me where you are, I'm out." ”

Su Siqi didn't know where she was, she just walked into a hotel, it seemed to be a seven-day chain, and it seemed to be a homeinn chain, and she didn't remember it very well.

Reaching out and taking the sticky note paper on the bedside table, the name and address of the hotel were printed on it, and she read it to Shen Bei'er.

After hanging up the phone, Su Siqi got dressed and went to the bathroom to wash up, and then went downstairs to check out. As soon as she completed the formalities and sat on the sofa in the hall looking at her mobile phone, Shen Beier pushed the door in and called her: "Sister, have the procedures been completed?" ”

She nodded, picked up the bag and walked out with Shen Beier. The car stopped at the door, and the driver opened the door and let them sit in.

Shen Beier bought her a milk cake for breakfast on the way here, Su Siqi said thank you, opened the wrapper and ate it slowly.

Shen Bei'er looked at her worriedly: "Sister, why did you remember to stay in a hotel last night?" ”

She lowered her head and pretended to be casual: "On a whim." ”

"I didn't answer many phone calls from you, and I was in a hurry."

"I forgot," Su Siqi smiled apologetically and asked, "Did you call Shen Mengqing last night?" ”

"yes, I couldn't find you, so I had to call him to see if he knew where you were going?" Shen Bei'er looked at her and said cautiously, "Sister, you still can't let it go?" ”

"No, I'll put it down," Su Siqi said, "Book me a ticket for the afternoon, I want to go back to S City." ”

"Okay, why go back, you don't have to go to work anyway, isn't it good to live here with me?"

"I don't worry about Xiao Xiao, she is pregnant with a child, I have to go back and see."

Shen Bei'er thought for a while and said, "Okay, you go back and have a look first, and come back in two days." ”

"I'm not coming," Su Siqi looked out the window, "Shen Mengqing and I have already broken up, and it will only be embarrassing to meet again." ”

Shen Beier knew that she was right, so she stopped persuading.

When she got home, Su Siqi began to pack her luggage, but she didn't have much to do, she didn't plan to stay for a long time, and she packed everything in one box. She still had some things in Shen Mengqing's room, she didn't take them away last time, this time, she tried to take them away, leaving no trace, as if she had never appeared.

Shen Bei'er took the key to open the door and let her in.

This room is not allowed to enter now, it is all cleaned by Shen Mengqing himself, he has always loved to be tidy, everything is placed in an orderly manner, the bed is also neatly tied, the quilt is spread smoothly, there is not even a trace of wrinkles, and the two pillows are placed upright.

Su Siqi only glanced at it quickly and walked over, this place recorded too much sweetness about them, but now I know that it was all wrong, it was a mistake that went against the norm. Xue Xiyu's words are right, the mistakes she made are intolerable!

There were some of her toiletries in the bathroom, which she put in a bag and were ready to throw away. I opened the small drawer and took out the nail clippers that she had used to cut her toenails and threw them in the bag, only to see a white hair sitting upright on a black flannel cloth. She thought it was a little strange, how could there be gray hair? Who put it here?

Shen Bei'er on the side remembered: "It's my brother's, or did I find it, he said that he wanted to help him pull it out, but he didn't let it, but he didn't expect him to pull it off by himself, and put it here, I want to keep it as a memorial, right?" ”

Su Siqi wrapped her white hair in the flannel cloth and held it in her palm, and said, "If he asks, say I took it." ”

Shen Bei'er thought she wanted to keep a thought, so she nodded: "Okay, maybe my brother forgot about it." ”

After lunch, Shen Beier sent Su Siqi to catch the high-speed rail, sitting in the waiting hall, Su Siqi told her sister: "Remember to return to the clinic on time, take medicine on time, take care of your home, and go to see your father Shen, he is lying alone in the hospital, very lonely, you can accompany him when you are free." ”

Shen Bei'er nodded, and also told her sister: "Sister, don't think about it anymore, take it easy, the days to come will be long, and there will be no hurdles that you can't pass." I've figured it out now, the more anxious I am, the easier it is to go wrong, I'm a lesson from the past, don't learn from me. ”

"I know," Su Siqi smiled and held her hand: "My sister has a strong heart and will not collapse, you can rest assured." ”

"That's right." Shen Bei'er saw her smiling very openly, and her heart finally fell.

On the radio, he began to call for passengers to go to S City to check in and enter the station, Su Siqi stood up, dragged the box and walked two steps before stopping, and said to Shen Beier: "Your brother ......"

Shen Bei'er was afraid that she would cry again when she mentioned Shen Mengqing, so she quickly interrupted her: "Sister, don't worry, I will take care of my brother." ”

Su Siqi nodded, didn't speak again, dragged the box and lined up to check the ticket, turned around and waved at Shen Beier after entering, and then took the elevator down to take the high-speed rail.

Su Siqi, who returned to S City, rested at home for a day, and then went to see Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao was better than she imagined, she could eat and sleep, and she was in a good mood.

Seeing that Su Siqi was still a little depressed, Xiao Xiao took her to eat hot pot, and enlightened her while eating: "Siqi, don't look like this anymore, just break up, the sky hasn't fallen, besides, you are still so young, find a good one in minutes, by the way, I met Lu Tianchen that day, he is not married yet, or you two hook up again." ”

Su Siqi glanced at her, "Spirits are sick." ”

Xiao Xiao laughed: "I'm serious, Lu Tianchen doesn't seem to be interested in that An Xia poem, I think he was obsessed with you at the beginning." ”

Su Siqi shook her head: "I want to be quiet alone, I don't want to invest in the next relationship so quickly, besides, this kind of thing is hard to come by, let's take one step at a time." ”

"That is, Shen Mengqing is not just a man in the world, he can't hang himself on a tree." After Xiao Xiao finished speaking, he realized that he had mentioned Shen Mengqing's name, and he glanced at Su Siqi cautiously, and saw that she was concentrating on the flesh and did not react, so he was relieved.

Su Siqi finished soaking the meat before slowly saying, "Don't worry, it's impossible for me to be with him, I won't think about him anymore in the future, I want to forget him." ”

"That's right!" Xiao Xiao picked up the juice: "Come, a toast to us all returning to singleness!" ”

Su Siqi couldn't help but laugh when she saw her like this, and touched her with a cup, "In the past, Fang Zhuo always said that I had no heart and no lungs, but I think you have no heart and no lungs than me." ”

She didn't mention Aye, but Xiao Xiao understood, stuffed a piece of meat into her mouth, and said: "I'm not heartless, although Aye is gone, he will always be in my heart, and there is a child, in the future, our mother and son will depend on each other, watching the child grow up day by day, with the same eyebrows and eyes as him, just like he has always been by our side, I think this is also good." Ano is a very simple person, he only wants me to be happy, I am now pregnant, and the doctor also said that I want to be happy, for the sake of the child, for him, of course I have to cheer up and fight my life. ”

Su Siqi looked at her in a daze, looking at the smiling face, and suddenly felt a little moved.

Yes, there is nothing that cannot be overcome, she should also be like Xiao Xiao, cheer up and live, she still has a father, a sister, and a biological father who is lying unconscious in the hospital.

The days gradually calmed down, Su Siqi did not go to work, stayed at home every day to study the recipes of pregnant women, and changed the way to increase Xiao Xiao's nutrition.

She didn't close herself, so some news about Shen Mengqing would reach her ears from time to time, most of which she saw on the Internet, and Xiao Xiao occasionally got angry but also mentioned a few words.

Shen Mengqing seems to have stepped out of the shadows and become a real playboy, with the title of the helmsman of China and Thailand, surrounded by a lot of beautiful girls. Everywhere you go, the stars hold the moon.

Su Siqi looked at the photos of the man on the Internet with a proud spring breeze, raised her eyebrows, and smiled slightly at the girl holding her arm, her heart suddenly felt like a thorn, and she looked sadly, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

She knew that she needed time, a really quiet place to settle down, so she called her former teacher, she knew that there was a rural teaching activity at this time of year, and she wanted to escape the world, maybe she would come back from there, and she would really survive.

The teacher was worried that not many people had signed up, and when she took the initiative to apply, she naturally agreed, and praised her for being conscious. Su Siqi told her father and sister about this, the signal in the mountains was not good, and she was afraid that they would not find her, so she would be anxious.

Su Qirong disagreed, on such a cold day, he still ran into the mountains, didn't he ask for hardship! But when he thought about it, he should let Su Siqi go and relax, so he didn't object anymore, but just told his daughter a few words.

Shen Bei'er also disagreed, she was worried that her sister would not be able to bear it, and a girl would go to the mountains alone, what if she got sick? There is no one around to take care of it.

Su Siqi only informed them that she didn't need to ask for their consent, and didn't take her sister's objection seriously.

Among the people who know about this, only Xiao Xiao supports her, although Su Siqi seems to have returned to normal, but she often wanders, and when she sees Shen Mengqing's news, she will be overshadowed, so it is better to let her change the environment.

It took Su Siqi two days to prepare her luggage, Xiao Xiao sent her on a plane, and chattered in her ear along the way.

"Siqi, report to me when you get to the place."

"Siqi, it's cold there, and there's no heating at night, so you can't put more pads and cover more, so you can't press everything on the quilt."

"Siqi, don't drink raw water, tell me if you can't buy water, I'll send it to you."

"Call me as soon as you're in trouble."

"Children are annoying, you have to be more patient."

"Don't skip meals."

“……”

Su Siqi looked at her speechlessly, touched her belly and said, "Baby, your mother is so wordy, are you annoyed?" ”

Xiao Xiao slapped her with a smile, whether she liked it or not, and talked about it again.

When she arrived at the airport, Xiao Xiao sent Su Siqi into the security check, she was smiling all the way, but suddenly her nose was sour and hugged her, "You must be good."

Su Siqi patted her: "You too, take care of yourself and your baby." After speaking, she gently pushed Xiao Xiao away and walked quickly into the security check area with her luggage.