"Dad, will my mother come back tomorrow? I always feel like I haven't seen my mother for a long time. I looked at Shuang'er, endured the sadness in my heart, and smiled with relief, "Wait until Shuang'er wakes up tomorrow and will meet her mother, Shuang'er sleep." ”

Shuang'er smiled and said, "Hmm." Then he jumped into the door and said, "I don't know what delicious food my mother will bring for me when she comes back." ”

I watched as she closed the door and looked at it in a daze.

I'm sorry Shuang'er, Dad lied to you. Your mother kisses my Lian'er, and she will never come back.

Shuang'er is my only daughter, and Shuang'er was originally very healthy, but since that day, my Shuang'er, who likes to stick to me and Lian'er the most, will never come back.

That day, I listened to the sound of drumming and blowing the flute outside, and handed the hand of Shuang'er with a fiery red hijab to Ying Quan, who took her hand with a smile and helped her onto the sedan chair.

On that day, the sun was shining, and my favorite little daughter was finally getting married. Lian'er followed her for a long time, and never came back.

I remember that day, when I finally found Shuang'er, Shuang'er looked at me in a daze, Shuang'er's wedding dress was torn, Ying Quan and Lian'er died by her side, so many people, not one of them died.

Qing'er is my eldest daughter, and Qing'er and Shuang'er have a good relationship. Qing'er covered her mouth and tried not to cry, Shuang'er looked at me in a daze, turned her head away, and she fainted.

I took off my coat and picked up Shuang'er, Qing'er's husband carried Shuang'er on his back, I carried Lian'er on his back, and we went home.

I remember Ying Quan's parents crying miserably when they looked at Ying Quan's corpse.

Shuang'er was in a coma for seven days, a full seven days.

I held a funeral for Lian'er, and the red thing is white, but it is ironic.

When Shuang'er woke up, I thought Shuang'er would make trouble and become silent, but Shuang'er took my hand and asked me, "Dad, what's wrong with me?" I feel so much pain in my body, I'm going to marry my brother tomorrow, why am I still sick? ”

My Shuang'er lost the memory of that day, she forgot, her whole brother was dead, her mother died, and she forgot that she was no longer the original Li Shuang.

I don't dare to stimulate Shuang'er, I hide what happened to these plays, selfishly think she forgot that it's okay, she's still the simple and pure Shuang'er before, Shuang'er she is still by my side, she has never changed.

I always thought that I could hide it from one day at a time, but seven days later, Shuang'er asked me again, "Dad, my brother and I are going to get married tomorrow, are you and your mother unhappy?" "Since then I have known that Shuang'er's memory has stopped forever on that day, just like she was in a coma for seven days, and her memory has stayed for seven days at most.

I felt happy and sad at the same time. Happily, at least for seven days, she will never know the truth, she will always be my twins, and sadly, her time will never turn again.

Qing'er once asked me, "Dad, what are you going to do?" ”

I replied to her, "When I can hide it, I want to hide it from Shuang'er first." Qing'er, you know Shuang'er best, if Shuang'er knows the truth of the matter, she may ......"

I can't say the rest, but I'm sure Qing'er can understand.

Qing'er was sad and burst into tears, then sighed and said, "What about you, Dad, do you want Shuang'er to live in the lies you weave for the rest of your life?" ”

I said, "I am willing to let Shuang'er live in her world for the rest of my life, and I am willing to let her live in her dreams for the rest of my life, because she is my daughter." ”

Qing'er cried and called me, "Dad." Then he threw himself into my arms.

I know that patting Qing'er on the head and saying that she "are all married girls, don't cry all the time, it's not good-looking." ”

Qing'er's eyes are swollen, I can even see the bloodshot in Qing'er's eyes, I know that Qing'er is crying, she is worried about Shuang'er and worried about me, these days have made her miserable.

I wiped away her tears and touched Qing'er's head again, "Go, go and rest for a while, Shuang'er has a father over there." You're already a married girl, what do you look like in your mother's house all day long. ”

Qing'er left in tears, and I persuaded her to leave.

The girl's family is already married and still running to her mother's house, and it is not good for Qing'er to spread this word.

When Qing'er left, Shuang'er smiled and said, "Sister, Shuang'er must come when she gets married, otherwise Shuang'er will ignore you." ”

I was stunned, my eyes were hot, and tears almost dripped down my face. I saw that Qing'er in the carriage seemed to pause for a moment, and then replied with a forced smile, "Yes." ”

I'm sorry Shuang'er, I'm sorry. It's your dad who lied to you, and you can't get married again. Ying Quan will never come back, and even Lian'er will not come back.

"Sir?" I saw Uncle Sun standing in front of me for I don't know when, Uncle Sun watched me grow up, and I also watched Shuang'er Qing'er grow up. Uncle Sun sighed, "Come back, sir, tomorrow Miss will wake up and everything will be fine again." ”

Is everything really going to be okay?

Late at night, I listened to the cicadas in the yard. I love summer, and even though it's hot, there are a lot of weird little bugs running out, which is a lot of fun.

It's just that this summer, I've never felt like it was so long.

Every night I think of Lian'er, when Lian'er married me, she was wearing a red wedding dress, and when I opened the curtain, she smiled at me, everything seemed to be just yesterday, and now she is gone, I am sorry for her.

In order not to make Shuang'er suspicious, I haven't even placed Lian'er's tablet in the family ancestral hall.

Lian'er, if you were in this world, would you forgive me?

I fell asleep again, this is the third time I have lost my memory, tomorrow will be the fourth, autumn is just around the corner, I don't know how long I can hide it.

I let out a long sigh, and I could feel the heat in my eyes, and wipe away the tears that were about to well-up in my eyes. I have to circle a world for Shuang'er and no longer be disturbed, at least when I'm alive, I want to give Shuang'er consistent happiness.

That's what I'm thinking about now.

I suddenly felt a nauseous taste welling up in my throat, and I coughed violently, as if I had vomited something, and when I lit the lamp, it was a mouthful of blood.

In fact, there have been many times before Shuang'er got married, but I didn't care about it, at that time I felt that Shuang'er was married, even if I died, it didn't matter, there was nothing to worry about, but now that I have Shuang'er, I can't just die.

I put on my clothes, let out a long sigh, and walked out.

It's quiet outside, the moon is always brighter in summer, and a few more stars, but there are no clouds. Uncle Sun and the others all slept, and the yard was very quiet, only a few lotus flowers were still there, and from time to time there were two or three cries of frogs.

I went to the ancestral hall with the sound of frogs, and Lian'er's tablet was actually placed under the table. I lit the oil lamp and took out Lian'er's tablet, and I rubbed the words "Zhou Lilian" on it, as if I saw Lian'er.