I put Lian'er's tablet up, and burned some for Lian'er with the paper money around me, and also burned some for the ancestors of my Li family.

The paper money burned so red, but it made me hotter a little hotter.

I kowtowed to those tablets, "Ancestors and ancestors of the Li family, please bless our family's Shuang'er, Shuang'er is still so young, she must not have an accident." As I spoke, I felt a disgusting smell of blood in my throat, took out my handkerchief, and spit on it.

I looked at the blood on my handkerchief and thought to myself: If I die, what will happen to my son, my son?

In the end, I burned the handkerchief with the paper money, and stayed in the ancestral hall for a long time.

I watched the flames dissipate little by little, and I walked out.

Twins, my twins.

I fell asleep groggily, and the next morning, Shuang'er came to wake me up, and hurriedly asked me, "Father, aren't I going to marry my brother today?" Why hasn't my brother come yet? Didn't I get divorced? ”

I looked at Shuang'er's eyes, which were as clear as before, and I wanted to cry for a moment. I smiled and touched Shuang'er's head, and said softly, "Shuang'er, my father forgot to tell you, Ying Quan's parents went to calculate the auspicious day of the zodiac, saying that it is best for you and Ying Quan to marry at this time next month, and there will be gods to bless you and Ying Quan, so the marriage is next month." ”

Shuang'er breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at me with a strange look, "Dad didn't say it earlier, scared Shuang'er to death." What about the mother? Why is it gone? ”

I remembered Lian'er's appearance when she died, but I kept the smile on my face just now, and said softly, "What your mother informed people before was that you got married today, and you can't tell them when you change the time?" After a while, your mother should come back, and when she left, she said that she would bring osmanthus cake to Shuang'er. ”

Shuang'er shook her head and asked, "How long will the mother come back, Dad?" ”

I said, "Eight days, it's not good." ”

I'm sorry Shuang'er, my father lied to you, and your mother will never come back.

I'll never come back.

Lian'er, don't blame me. You're gone, Qing'er is already married, and I only have Shuang'er by my side, all I can do is hide these things. I remember the confused look in his eyes when he looked at me that day.

I don't want to see Shuang'er who is always smiling, showing such helpless and empty eyes, it is I, the father, who have never taken good care of my daughter.

Shuang'er smiled and said, "Every time my mother goes back to her mother's house, she always brings me something delicious when she comes back." I don't know what my mother will bring me this time? ”

Every word Shuang'er said was deeply rooted in my heart, and for a moment I even really thought that Lian'er hadn't left, Lian'er really just went back to her parents' house, and Lian'er would come back after a while, and she would come back to me.

I held back the sadness in my heart, touched Shuang'er's head, and said, "Dad doesn't know, but it must be something you like, after all, your mother loves you the most." ”

Shuang'er laughed for a long time, and finally talked about a lot of what she didn't have, and secretly asked, "Dad, can I go to Brother Quan'er?" I feel like I haven't seen my brother in a long time. ”

Shuang'er asked softly, with the usual squeamishness of a girl on her face.

Ying Quan, when Shuang'er mentioned Ying Quan, what I remembered was the appearance of Ying Quan's corpse lying next to Shuang'er. I didn't dare to tell Shuang'er that Ying Quan would never come back.

I frowned and said, "Shuang'er, Ying Quan should be busy preparing for the wedding with his parents at this time, if you go at this time, isn't it tantamount to adding chaos to Ying Quan?" I see that you will make chaos for Ying Quan when the time comes, and he will dare to marry you. ”

Shuang'er touched the bridge of her nose, "What Dad said also makes sense, so can I write a letter to my brother?" It's always okay to write a letter, right? ”

I smiled and said, "Of course, it's okay to ask Uncle Sun to deliver the letter after writing it, but the whole family should be busy during this time, so don't be angry if you can't receive a reply for a while." ”

Shuang'er nodded, laughed and ran out.

I looked at Shuang'er's back and couldn't help but laugh. This is Shuang'er, Shuang'er is the most lively and cheerful, the most suitable expression for her is a smile, and what I love to watch is my daughter's beautiful smile.

Uncle Sun sighed and said, "Master, how long are you going to hide from Second Miss?" ”

I thought for a moment and replied, "I want to hide it from Shuang'er as best I can." Uncle Sun, you watched Shuang'er grow up, what do you think Shuang'er would do if he knew the truth of the matter? ”

I said to myself, "Shuang'er knows the truth, knows that Ying Quan is dead, and knows that Lian'er is dead, Shuang'er will definitely go crazy." Shuang'er has been by my side for a short time since she was a child, and a long time was by Lian'er's side, and she was brought up by Lian'er, if she knew that Lian'er was dead, Ying Quan would also die, and I was afraid of Uncle Sun. ”

"I'm afraid to see Shuang'er's eyes again, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Shuang'er will look at me with that empty and helpless and desperate look at me again. Uncle Sun, I'm just a father. ”

I lowered my head and tears flowed uncontrollably. Uncle Sun also watched me grow up, and he is also my elder. Uncle Sun sighed and patted me on the back, "Master, go with the flow, the second lady will be fine." ”

I couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood, which frightened Uncle Sun.

Uncle Sun hurriedly wiped the blood stains for me, and hurriedly said, "Master, I'll call the doctor, you will wait here, and I will be back immediately." ”

I looked at Uncle Sun's rickety figure staggering out, it seemed to be very anxious, and suddenly I felt that time passed so fast, and Uncle Sun was already old.

Uncle Sun brought the doctor to see me, and the doctor just shook his head after taking the pulse and said, "Master Li, I'm sorry, you are more of a heart disease, and heart disease requires heart medicine, and I have no medicine to treat it." ”

Uncle Sun just let out a long sigh. These days, Uncle Sun has been sighing more and more, and I remember Uncle Sun used to say, "Don't sigh, don't sigh, don't sigh before the end." "When did Uncle Sun like to sigh so much?

Uncle Sun asked someone to make me mushroom and chicken porridge, and he said beside me, "Master, the second lady still needs you now, don't take the first step." ”

I smiled and assured Uncle Sun, "Uncle Sun, don't worry, as long as I still have a breath, I will weave a perfect world for Shuang'er." ”

"How long are you going to deceive Second Miss? Master, the second lady is a smart child, and when she knows the truth in the future, she may not feel happy, have you thought about this, sir? Uncle Sun sat down beside me, "Master, I grew up watching you." Second Miss, she is a smart child, what if she waits for herself to know the truth? ”

I thought about it for a long time, and my thoughts gradually drifted to the day of my son's wedding, and the big red hijab covered my eyes. I said, "Well, I'll talk about it later, at least for now, I want to weave a perfect world for the twins where none of these things have ever happened." ”