As she spoke, Ling Zishan's tears had long been missing, her face was full of tears, and her watery eyes were full of remorse, if time came back, she would definitely let her grandmother live well, so would she still be filial piety by her grandmother's side at this time? Is it possible to come home from school every day and eat a bowl of grandma's cooking? Is it possible to eat the noodles made by my grandmother and go to school to my heart's content before going to school every day?

It's a pity that everything has no ifs, but it has to be continued

"When my aunt scolded me, I never refuted it, because I also thought that what they said was just the truth, so I didn't dare to refute it, I was afraid that in the end I would sink into my own condemnation of myself first, and I would never be able to stand up again, and it would be like this for the rest of my life, in that case, I was sorry for my grandmother, she was so hopeful that I could be good and promising"

"So I sealed everything up, locked it up in the depths of my heart, so that no one else could see it, so I was afraid that everyone who saw me would know about my past, and I was afraid that when they did, they would mention it in my ear from time to time, remind me of the mistakes I had made, and keep accusing me like my aunt and them."

"I'm afraid that everyone who knows about this will look down on me, I'm afraid that they'll think it's me, not my grandma, I'm afraid that others will see through my heart, my weakness, and that others will stay away from me after they know about it, so I always think that instead of hiding from being friends with them, it's better to stay away from them from the beginning, anyway, in the end they will still know"

"I thought that escaping would solve everything, but until I came to the Ning family, I was even more scared, afraid that everything I had would be hidden in front of them, and that they would drive me away after they knew, so I hid it, I deceived them, and when I fainted, I also hid it and panicked."

"I thought that as long as I didn't say it, no one would know, until I had a nightmare, Grandpa Fu, you could see it, and then I knew that the truth of what I was hiding would be revealed one day, and at that time I was ready to leave"

"It's just that what I didn't expect was that Grandma Ning, Aunt Ning, Brother Yu Qian, Xuanxuan and Grandpa Fu, none of them disliked me, and helped me, Brother Yuqian left his job to accompany me, Grandpa Fu didn't have to come in person, but he also followed me all the way just so that you can keep abreast of my situation at any time, and then I knew that I should tell everything, and escaping can't solve the problem after all."

Ling Zishan also said some words one after another, but what she didn't know was that what she said was recorded by Fu Laoquan

At this time, Ling Zishan's speech had long stopped, and the room fell into silence, Fu Lao seemed to be thinking about something, and seemed to be brought into contemplation by what Ling Zishan said, while Ling Zishan was caught in memories and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time

"You come in" In the end, it was Fu Lao who came back to his senses first, and called Ning Yuqian, who had been waiting outside the door, and asked him to come in and pick people up

"Grandpa Fu" Ning Yuqian came in and nodded at Elder Fu, then turned around and walked quickly towards Ling Zishan, it was not difficult to see from his expression how anxious and worried he was waiting outside the door

Looking at her crying red eyes, Ning Yuqian was distressed, and saw that there was no trace of focus in her eyes, so he had to gently pick up the person and carry her back to their room directly

At this time, Ling Zishan completely fell into guilt, guilt for what she had done, regret for being stupid, and nostalgia for the beauty she once had, this contradictory emotion grew in her heart, causing her to now enter a dead end of thought and can't get out