"Grandpa Fu, I ......" Ling Zishan seemed to remember something, but she didn't know where to start, the confusion in the depths of her black and white eyes was like a dense fog in the forest, which could not be dissolved or dispersed, and finally became a miasma, which was breathtaking

"Tell me, what do you think of and what do you say to me, you must know, only when I understand, can I help you, can I dissolve your heart knot, if you don't even want to say it, who else can you talk to?"

Fu Lao gently persuaded him, Xiao Zhi made Ling Zishan understand that everything was just for her good, Fu Lao knew that this heart knot must be extraordinary, otherwise it would not be so long, she never said a word

"No, Grandpa Fu, it's not that I don't want to say it, but I don't know where to start."

"Then let's take it slowly, today we have time, today is our last day in country H, and I was planning to take a good rest"

"Okay" Ling Zishan murmured hello, fell into a long silence, and only continued to speak for a long time, and slowly knotted his heart and said, "Grandpa Fu, what I am afraid of is indeed not the crowd, but myself, afraid that one day the things in my heart will be known to the public."

Ling Zishan said her past in a slow tone, to tell others the fear and guilt she had been suppressing in her heart, and to tell the secret that had been hidden for a long time to let others know, it took great courage, and this courage was given by the Ning family or Ning Yuqian now, as long as Ling Zishan remembered that she was not alone now, her heart did not feel drifting, but felt down-to-earth and felt a sense of belonging

"That morning, my grandmother kept covering her heart and looked pained, but when I asked her, she told me that she was okay, and at that time I thought that what my grandmother said was true, that it was really fine, so I ignored her blue face and pale lips."

"Grandpa Fu, when I first heard you tell Uncle Fu's story, I could hear your guilt and regret, and I also felt the same way, because in the same way, I thought that my grandmother's death was caused by me."

"If I could have had a little bit of medical knowledge, or could have been a little more attentive, careful, and more concerned about my grandmother, I could have notified my family when my grandmother's heart ached, and sent my grandmother to the hospital in time, my grandmother would not have died, but it was because of my ignorance, because of my stupidity that irreparable consequences"

"My grandmother fell ill that morning, and was sent to the hospital in the afternoon, and in the evening I couldn't hold on, and in one day, I lost the only person in the world who really loved me, and a large part of the reason was caused by me"

"At that time, my parents, all my relatives, were condemning me, blaming me, saying that I killed her, for my sake she could not enjoy her old age in peace, after raising a few children, she could have enjoyed the blessings of all people, but because of my appearance, my grandmother had to continue to raise me"

"But I didn't be very obedient since I was a child, a teenager, but I couldn't cook, I couldn't do laundry, I couldn't do housework, almost everything was done by my grandmother, and I didn't feel that everything should be"

"Grandpa Fu, do you know? I hated myself at that time, and later, when my aunt scolded me for killing my grandmother, I agreed with it in my heart, and I also thought that everything was my fault."

"After my grandmother left, I learned to do all the housework in a year, even cooking and cooking, I must know a little, even if I don't have a little talent, but at that time, as long as I can eat it, we don't care if it's good or not, as long as I can eat it, because if I don't cook, my sister and I can only go hungry, then I know how tiring and hard it is to do these jobs, but I let an old man do it for me for thirteen years, and I take it for granted"